Went crazy during the campfire singing session... all because of Lijie...
Footdrill was horrible... Heex... but there are Sec1s who have great potential! There's hope...
Watched my Jap show jus now... What the character said was very meaningful...
"Not that the future is in pitch darkness...
Often the future is bright... It's jus too brilliant that we often see it as black." *Note: Not the actual words... what she said somehow means what I typed.
s e n s e d @ 7:12 PM
Manx... so fan nao right now...
Someone make me so confused...
I don't know why I'm feeling this way...
How nice i can have a bf who posses only one fifth of the qualities mentioned in the post below... Arrrhhh!!!
I'm going crazy...
In school right now...
My heart is racing... Why?
Will stop here... end of Bio lesson already... Need to attend metting...
Please read the post below!!!
s e n s e d @ 10:10 AM
A Gentleman and a Perfect BF !
(An extract from Sebastian's posts in friendster)
Guys should ALWAYS sent the girl home.. Most of
all GF..
Guys should NEVER make a Girl WAIT...
Guys should NEVER make empty promises.. The girl
will NEVER forget that u NEVER keep ur
promise....
Guys should Learn to wear Jeans.. Its more
presentable.. Dun go around town
wearing "Bermudas".. Or watever u call it manz..
Guys should ALWAYS pay for the girl when out on
a date.. EVEN when ya not the girl's BF.. Its
onli the basic..
Guys should be MORE sensitive to a girl's
feelings..
Guys should NEVER neglect their GF just becoz of
their buddies..
Guys should ALWAYS BE THERE for their GF..
Guys should NEVER LIE.. coz the Girls r SMART
these days..
Guys should ALWAYS be the BEST in everything..
So that the Girl can learn from u.. Yet DUn be
TOoo Arrogant...
Guys should be MORE Patient and Understanding
when its the "time of the MOnth" for the Girls..
They tend to haf MOOD SwIngs...
Guys should learn how to SHOW more AFFECTION to
their Love ones..
Guys should ALWAYS take the FIRST STep..
Guys should MAKE DECISIONS... Not say " dunno
lar.. or anithing larz.." Girls like guys who
can make decisions.. whether is where to eat or
go or do.. Bleahz~~
Guys should Try to send their GF home from sch
or work if they haf the time despite the
distance.. Besides SG isn't very big..
Guys should learn NOT to be toooo Messy... in
the things they do..
Guys should learn to call and sms their GF ani
time of the day/nite.. Basically give their GF
the sense of SECURITY.. tts wat girls want most
from their BF..
Guys should try to let their GF know where and
wat their doing all the time.. SO should their
Girl..
Guys should NEVER Flirt around too Much.. SG is
too small.. Everyone would know that ya a JErk..
Girls can gossip quite alot..
Guys should learn to be more Passionate..
Guys should be SMART, Quickwilled and
STRONGWILLED..
Real Guys DO CRY.. they haf feelings too.. But
dun CRY to Often.. Coz its NOT very manly..
Besides ya be known as a WIMP..
Guys should KNOW their GF likes and dislikes..
Guys should know their GF contact NumberSSsss by
Heart...
Guys should never give excuses like
- SOrry I fell asleep..
- Sorry I was caught in a jam..
- Sorry my hp went Low..
- Opps.. I didn't know that..
- Oh i forgot...
Guys should Never use phrases like
- ya not angry r u? (when its OBVIOUSLY she is..)
- I dun like it.. ( when u haven't even try )
- I dun like them ( when u haven't even met
them )
Guys should always TRY new things and learn to
adapt..
Guys should ALWAYS make a good impression on the
Girl's Parents..
Guys should know how to make their GF happy..
Guys should NEVER be GAYS...
Guys should be DARING to meet ani of their GF's
friends, relatives.. blah blah...
Guys should never make their GF to beg for them
to do this or that..
Guy should Learn to behave themselves at times..
Guys should be Fun, Talkative, Outgoing.. etc..
Guys should Never force their GF to do anithing
they dun want..
Guys should always FEEL like a girl when guys r
wif their GF.. Girls like guys who can be their
bestfriend too.. Understanding.. etc..
Guys should always talk to their GF about their
made-decisions.. and ask how to feel about it..
Guys should NEVER always expect a GIRL to tell
them WAT THEY DID WRONG.. when EVERYTHING was
WRONG...
Guys should NEVER be Ignorant!
*If only there could be such a guy around... he'll be the sweetest on earth! Whatever it is.. credits of this post goes to Sebastian
s e n s e d @ 10:07 AM
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
Aaarrrgghhhh!!!
Lonely Heart...
'Don't wanna live all by myself anymore....'
There goes the song All by Myself..
Haiz.. in such a lousy mood right now...
I'm confused over somethings...
But nobody can help me...
I don't know what excatly I am thinking..
But at least I know I'm still in control...
I've not lost myself.
But my heart is going wild.
Suppose to be happy, ain't I?
Got what I wanted for once...
Don't YOU worry.
I'll help you...
But who can help me...
'Tough times don't last but Tough people do...'
s e n s e d @ 4:17 PM
Thursday, May 20, 2004
Sorry ppl...
Yesterday's entry was rather crude and ill-mannered.
I was jus too angry...
Haiz~
Finally got her to sign the consent form. I tricked her into signing it. Sorry about that. But I really have to go. Jus hope that I passed... After reading Yasmine ma'am's entry... I began to wonder... I don't mind to know the voting results...
s e n s e d @ 6:01 PM
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
I don't know how much time left to the end of recess...
Haiz~ My eyes are puffy right now.
I hate MYE. It S***S big time. Really. Jus like that El said.
Why must we have exams? I know it's not the first time I ask this question and lots of ppl asked this question before and the answers are always the same.
Ppl often say that exams aren't everything. Same goes for results. But it seems like they are everything. Especially so to 'her'.
Said lots of that forbidden word today. Since the start of the day. Before 6. Washed my face with tears this morning.. All because of 'her'.
Hello! I'm not the only one who didn't do well. I'm not some scholar. Don't think too highly of me. I'm not as intelligent as you think I am. **** off!!!!
I didn't ask her face to face to sign that ULP form. There's not much feeling when ma'am told me that I am going. All because I know it's gonna be hard to ask her to sign..
Wild thoughts came across my mind last night..
I thought of leaving 'home'... but where can I go? Mum's place?
Jump down straight from the building so that nobody can stop me. But what will happen to my mum?
Take the entire box of panadol... but the death is slow. I have to wait till my liver is damaged then will I die. I want an instantenous death..
AAArrrgghhhh!!! I hate my life...
I hate her. She's jus a ****ing m*s***ss, who think that she's so darn smart. Shut up lor. I wanna get out of this s**t right now! Can't take it anymore...
Somebody just bang me when you drive past please. Save me from this mess that I'm tangled in...
s e n s e d @ 9:45 AM
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
Using school's computer now...
Hmm.. finally exams over. But not relieved at all...
All because I'm scared about results. Hopefully my lit is not failing... AArgh!!!
Can't wait to go with XL to watch Dawn of the Dead tomorrow. Love her man... Agreed to go with me.... Hahaha... sorry for putting you through the torture!
There goes the chime.. See ya!
s e n s e d @ 9:52 AM
Friday, May 07, 2004
3 more papers to go. Can't wait.
SS/Geog wasn't that bad. Glad that I didn't waste much time studying.. =P
Haiz... nothing to say.
Gotta go work hard for Bio already.
s e n s e d @ 3:39 PM
Thursday, May 06, 2004
Haizz... I'm dead meat.
E maths hopefully can pass... Don't really know what I was doing. Like all anyhow do.
Chemistry. Hopeless. Was crapping my way through. Anyhow answer. As long as not blank.
Argh!!!! How!!!????
Tomorrow's SS/Geog will be gone case as well....
I hope I don't get so nervous till diarrhoea again.. like last night.
I feel that my head is gonna explode.
Why? My efforts seemed to have gone down the drain...
When will it pay off?
