Saturday, July 29, 2006
Finally uploaded the pictures on yesterday's badminton game...
Badminton
Need to force myself to study.
There's so much to study...
Yet I have no motivation.
Haiz.
s e n s e d @ 5:19 PM
What a day!
Last Comm Toolkit class.
Will miss Vivian.
I'm glad that I made her a card though it wasn't up to my expectations.
I should learn to draw pretty flowers.
Went to submit Camp form.
Had to bring it back to sign again.
Aunt read through.
Wonder how she did it without realizing that she had missed out a part.
Isn't the clever of her after all isn't it?
Irritated by her.
Played badminton with NingXing, Selwyn and Clement.
A little with Christle and Felicia as well..
It was great holding a badminton racket again.
It has been such a long time since I last held one.
My own racket is rusting... dare not check on it.
Both C and F took lots of pics while we were playing...
Going to spend a long time uploading the pics...
I conclude that S is such a boy boy...
But Cute. Haha...
Meanwhile had been deciding whether to go for OB or not...
Decided not to at the moment when we were leaving school for Joo Seng warehouse.
There was a sudden downpour...
That caused our legs to be covered with sand...
So pricky!
Heaven wasn't that bad to us..
The rain stopped pretty soon.
But it was such a discomfort.
Christle and I walked through this park near Mulberry Avenue.. outside Cedar, near the Butterfuly avenue bus stop.
It's a lovely park...
There were lots of pretty flowers!
On the way out of Joo Seng warehouse we were racking our brain over whether to go for OB...
Fickle, I know.
I've never been so fickle in my life so far before...
Can't really say that I'm disappointed with myself...
Finally decided to go.
Had a long sleep on the wheelchair friendly 154 on the way to school...
Didn't regret coming back for OB training,
because the itenary was what I wanted.
PT.
But I don't know why I felt more tired this week.
Didn't have the same lightness in me as I ran last week.
Poor Christle experienced pain in her ribs area.
Ball game was better today despite the group, because Christle and I were in the same group.
Our so called group leader is also very nice!!
Friendly, kinda crappy too...
Left after training...
Eye candy looks better coated...
Listed a cute guy list... Hahaha
Dinner in TP Banquet.
I like the fried rice! Christle prefers the hot plate toufu...
I realized that all the buses I hopped on today seem to have been hijacked...
They seem to all go at super speed...
Mulberry Park
s e n s e d @ 12:00 AM
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
We had so much fun singing songs while waiting for the time to go for OBC test...
Opera songs.. particularly Phantom of the Opera,
Outdated POP songs... Chinese and English...
We sang till Felicia gave us a kind of look as though we, chinese had suddenly burst out singing in Tamil for her...
Haha...
So fun!!!
Should be studying...
But oh wells.. we need break too, don't we?
I hope the test result turns out alright..
I seem to have forgotten all the reagents!
What I emphasized on didn't come out...
While those that I sort of neglected did.
Oh wells....
Second GL training...
Another session of ice-breakers.
Helpful?
I'm not sure.. basically everyone tries to stick to their own group as much as they can.
Maybe things will change after we've gone through a camp together.
Talking about camp,
we'll be attending a oversea training camp in Sept.
Kinda looking forward to it!
I wonder if there's an OB camp as well....
Finally I can have some relaxations...
Need to get back to prepare for CBO test on Monday...
Follow shortly after that will be practical exams already!
Both on the same day.
What an exam time table...
I wish for Christle's speedy recovery
s e n s e d @ 11:21 PM
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Something seem to be reaching for my heart...
The moment it's near,
It'll grab at it and let it suffocate.
That's Fear.
Nothing seem to be reaching my brain...
The critical moment is near,
It's going to spell diasater.
That's Doom.
Everything seem to be not working out...
The efforts are in vain,
It's making my heart miss beats.
That's Death.
Fear is here to stay...
Something just spells it this way...
Nothing's going to help me in anyway...
Everything will cease to stay.
s e n s e d @ 8:51 PM
Here is the link to the photos taken on the bus journey =)
Bus Journey
Some photos for highlight:
s e n s e d @ 6:40 PM
Monday, July 24, 2006
Still lost at where I am...
I don't know what I have been studying for Chemistry...
I don't seem to know anything...
Nothing seem to have entered my brain as well.
Argh...
Seeing how fast Felicia had studied make me feel kind of... inferior.
Hearing how well Christle and NingXing knows their work and myself having no idea at all is worrying.
Just what is wrong with me?
Somehow I wish that I have to entire afternoon to study tomorrow...
But I'm involved with the event.
No choice.
Hope everything will turn out well...
Going back to studying now...
Somebody help me...
s e n s e d @ 11:22 PM
Saturday, July 22, 2006
The worst presentations I had...
It was such a piece of crap.
I conclude that I don't like that module.
One of the rare teachers whom I have bad impression of..
Training for OB today was pretty tough...
Vigorous.
Much more than what I experienced from SR ODAC.
But it was great.
Feel so fit!
It was a waste that many of the closer members didn't turn up...
But it is good enough to have Christle around.. haha...
Irritated by a few things today.
Some that I shoudn't mention.. I think Christle knows...
and another was the telephone line company.
Cause me to be contactless for a night.
and my aunt who reprimanded me why I was so late.
Hello.. she thinks I have a private bus?
Projects are finally over...
Last thing to do is to rush Info report...
Argh...
Oh ya... Christle and I saw a cute guy today!!
He's really CUTE...
Haha... what an eyecandy~ Wohoo~
Both of us were so silly... hahaha....
We even sang song on the journey home..
Talked to and is still talking to two nice senior GL seniors..
Perpired lots, ran lots, drank lots...
s e n s e d @ 12:50 AM
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
I don't like the way I am now...
I don't know what had happened to me.
Everything seems to be so gloomy,
even the slightest thing can irritate me.
I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to be like that.
Just as I thought.
That bright side will someday just fade away.
Maybe the day has come...
s e n s e d @ 8:02 PM
Monday, July 17, 2006
I don't know why but I think I just had enough of it.
I've tried to get everything into motion by initiating.
But it doesn't seem to work.
Alright.
In the end we all lose out.
Struggling with time, juggling to complete what there are...
Finding time to study as well.
This surely isn't my working style.
I'm sorry that I can't accept those styles.
Say goodbye to my ex colour Hazelnut Caramel...
Say hello to the new Hazelnut Beige.
Walking briskly...
Fast away from exposing that dark side...
It has finally stepped out of darkness.
The second nature seem to have returned.
s e n s e d @ 10:07 PM
Have been trying to study...
But can't seem to really do it...
Managed to partially finish those 4 chemistry topics only.
Rahh~ I need some motivation and force.
Went to watch Pirates of Caribbean : Dead Man's Chest
Wonderful movie.
I just love those beautiful sceneries in it.
The sea so blue with the shore filled with sand so white.
Somehow I love to watch Orlando Bloom in action movies.. those that require him to make really suave moves.. just like those in LOTR. Haha...
Came home near 6 already.
Watched the Mommy Returns.
Somehow a person may not be what he's being protrayed by others,
especially through words.
Words are not good tools to describe,
especially so for a person and feelings.
Never judge a person through other's descriptions.
For they may be biased, intentionally or not.
Humans are prone to being slightly biased unintentionally.
So don't pass a judgement until you've judged him for yourself...
s e n s e d @ 12:55 AM
Saturday, July 15, 2006
Just completed making a blog for Quistle!
Haha....
Kinda happy with the outcome.
Today or rather Yesterday
Was such a happy day!
Though the day didn't start off very well...
As I was irritated during class over project things.
For only a short while.
Frankly my mood was already dampened in the morning on my way to school...
Because Quistle sms-ed and said that she was not going OB. =(
Oh wells...
The days gets better!
Spent quite some time accompanying Felicia, Huan Qing and Putri for lunch.
Went to TP with Quistle,
Had lunch in MOS..
Went shopping!!
Had to buy black shirt for GL training...
Walked that whole stretch of shops,
Gio, HT, etc...
Decided to go the 'more exclusive' Gio in the bus interchange.
How funny the way we tried the Polo shirts.
M for me, L for her.
Then we move up the size.
L for me, XL for her.
Haha...
The sales girl was very pleasant.
recommended us the bottoms as well!
Bought a bottom each, same design, different colour.
This time round we each move down a size from the first pair we tried.
Haha...
Made our way back school after she had her ice cream as a remedy for her sore throat.
OB wasn't about running today.
We had ball games - captain's ball, handball.
Quistle seem to always get what she wants for training.
Last training she wanted to have games, and we have some wizard and stone game.
This week she wanted to play ball games and we had it as well!
Hah! Let's see if she gets what she wanted the coming training.
Had dinner with OB for the first time.
We somehow flooded the already very crowded KAP Mac's.
Quistle experienced her exothermic reactions. ^-^!
WW came over to talk to us!
Feels kinda weird, but it doesn't seem that case to him.
She was so irritated by someone during dinner...
Funny...
Got home pretty late although we left at 10pm.
Funny my aunt never nag and scold... :D
It's a happy happy day!
How nice if Feli is also in OB...
s e n s e d @ 1:57 AM
Thursday, July 13, 2006
Super irritated by the bus today.
I was late. Woke up at 6.15am.
Rushed down to the bus stop around 6.26am.
There were people waiting... so I heaved a sigh of relief that I've yet to miss the bus.
Little did I know the bus was so late.
Came past 6.45am!
Was late to meet Christle.
But she was so nice...
Neither was she angry.. even cheered me up upon seeing me so irritated by the bus.
The thing that was to cheer me up?
Cheddar Cheese Ruffles. ^-^
OBC Lecture...
So sleepy.
Cause slept at 2am.
OBC Practical...
Slack.
Just drawings...
So we ended early and had Ruffles while studying.
They started playing...
With the camera...
Took lots of pictures!
Had lots of laughters though my nose was dripping. =p
CBO Lecture...
Super SLEEPY!!!
Bought Oreo biscuits from the F&N Coca Cola vending machine.
I vow never to buy from that vending machine again.
First pack got stuck.
Felicia bought another from the slot beside hoping that it'll hit on the stucked one and bring it down.
No luck.
Bought another from the stucked slot.
The first one dropped.
Second one stucked.
Bought a third one.
Still STUCKED!
How irritating!
Managed to get the second one out by banging and slamming the machine.
Got cheated.
Ended up with only 3 packs instead of 4.
Not that cheap either. 50cents a pack... for just 3 Oreos in one...
Bleah.
Took 74 with Felicia home...
Changed bus at Mac Ritchie.
Got down one stop earlier... had to walk down then...
Walked that long and winding road home as well...
Not going to study tonight.
Resting.
Shall start working super hard from tomorrow onwards!
s e n s e d @ 8:39 PM
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
My phone rang in the middle of class for the first time...
I was quite a distance away!
Fortunately it was a not too bothered teacher.
Ha.
Wondered who will call me at that time...
Found out it was Pony who wanted to offer me Info test answers.
So nice right?
Info Test was alright after all!!
Hope I'll do not too badly...
Since I somehow knew the answers.
Info class ended right after the test, 4pm.
Can't leave school.
Have to attend the first GL meeting.
Went to library...
To have a Cuppa...
As we were walking towards the library cafe area..
Don't know why there was this irritating hand outstretched from this guy...
Kept swinging in front of my face...
Haha... I was too engrossed talking to them that I didn't realize it was Andy waving to me!
He spotted a pretty cool hairstyle today!
As nice looking as ever!
Settled down at a corner in the library...
Wanted to do some studying.
Haha... got carried away by the playing mood.
So decided to make a movie using the windows movie maker...
Using the pictures we had of The Click.
Took some pictures on the spot using my laptop...
Haha..
Had so much fun.
Battery died the moment I finished saving my work.
First GL meeting.
Introductions to the committee.
Expectations of us, the GL wannabes
A - attendance, attitude
B - behavior
C - commitment
D - discipline
Quite basic isn't it?
It sounds pretty much like Red Cross...
Somehow I'm pretty glad that I'm able to join it.
I will persevere that 8 months and become an official GL.
The Click will!
Things sounds good... 'Army style training'
Except the part on having to go home as late as 12.30.
I don't mind... just that there'll be no transport home!
Furthermore taxi fare has increased. >.<
Was afraid to tell her that I've joined GL...
Afraid that she'll mind me spending so much things on non academic stuff,
That she'll think that my grades will slip becasue of that.
Funny thing was she readily agreed.
I started out by telling her that future Wednesdays I'll be home very late.
As late as ten plus, eleven.
Told her it is because of some leadership thing that'll be good for testimonials,
She replied that leadership thing is good for me.
Haha...
Can you believe it?
She's so unpredictable.
Wait till my results aren't too good due to poor understanding and not cca involment.
She'll start blaming all these things...
But right now...
I'm a happy kid. ^-^
Take a look at this:
><((:>
The Click Piper Movie
s e n s e d @ 11:48 PM
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
I just talked to Felicia a few minutes ago...
Less than 5 minutes.
Was feeling a little lost at how I should go about preparing for tomorrow's info tech test...
Nothing seems to be inside since I last read,
and Nothing seems to get in as I was reading it for the second time...
But all Thanks to her that I'm feeling so much better now...
After all her consolations, and how relax she is about it...
Haha, probably I should take it easy too!
No, I Will take it easy.
What I'm stress about now in my info tech project actually.
Things just seem to have been done in the wrong way...
Though the report had been corrected,
there's still changes to be made for the ppt.
Getting quite sick and tired of doing it already.
Haiz...
Alright,
I better get back to reading that info tech so as to have more time to work on the ppt.
Felicia, Thanks So Much once again!!
Oh, it's the first GL meeting tmr...
Hope it'll turn out well...
Same for the info test as well...
s e n s e d @ 7:23 PM
Monday, July 10, 2006
Name twenty people you can think of right now.Don't read the question(s) until you've named the 20 people.At the end of this, choose five people to do this.
1) val
2) soppy
3) ting ting
4) jieming
5) felicia
6) christle
7) shu jun
8) elga
9) kym
10) eve
11) jwen
12) yvonne
13) nian shun
14) lijie
15) jessica
16) fiona lam
17) sihua
18) leesi
19) andy
20) wen an
How did you meet #14 (lijie)?
my dear squadmate and maintenance department attached.
What would you do if you didn't meet #1 (val)?
life would have been so very different... she has somehow contributed to make me a better person that I am now...
What if #9 (kym) and #20 (wen an) dated?
they can't... they don't know each other and they are both attached.
Would #6 (christle) and #17 (sihua) make a good couple?
haha.. how can 2 straight pretty girls make a couple?
Describe #3 (ting ting).
My dear super cute friend who's a proud parent of hamsters... Expert in A Math, one who likes to date me out for horror movies... one who is a good friend...and one who is nice to walk to tp bus stop with...
Is #8 (elga) attractive?
haha... she's super cute when she has turned all red laughing at her (own) lame jokes..
Describe #7 (shu jun).
Shu Jun is quite a quiet girl on the outlooks but can be rather bubbly as well... Super hardworking and smart! She learns Jap!! She's super nice... really nice! But she may be quiet scary at times cause she's so quiet that you may think you've offended her. But getting to know her, she's such a lovely girl. ^_^
Do you know any of #12 (yvonne) family members?
nope.
What would you do if #18 (lee si) confess to you that he likes you?
haha.. that will never happen!! We're straight!!
What language does #15 (jessica) speak?
funny language... jessica says the funniest things at times..
Who is #9 (kym) going out with?
someone I don't know..
How old is #16 (fiona lam)?
17..
When is the last time you spoke to #13 (nian shun)?
just today, when school ended...
Who is #2's (soppy) favourite band/singer?
my dear darling has too many that she likes... lyrics matters most to her i suppose... she likes lee hom too!!
Would you ever date #4 (jieming)?
why not? she's such a funny person to go out with! Not that kind of dating la.. but I really do enjoy her company...
Would you ever date #1 (val)?
I date her so often!! one of those sec sch friends whom i'm closest to.. she's such a babe...
Is #15 (jessica) single?
haha.. yup she is.. still waiting for her prince charming to give her saga seeds too.. haha
What's #10's (eve) last name?
Tan
Would you ever be in a relationship with #11 (jwen)?
haha... we're already having one... a pure and innocent one... one that will stay forever.. such a dear squadmate...
School of #3 (ting ting)?
temasek poly
Where does #6 (christle) live?
aljunied... and temporary at toa payoh..
What's your fave thing about #5 (felicia)?
her happiness... the way she laughs her head off at the silliest things i say.. and how she crap back in return...
Have you seen #1 (val) naked before?
haha... have i?
The Five People Are:
1) valerie
2) ting ting (siew ting)
3) jwen
4) elga
5) nian shun
s e n s e d @ 7:55 PM
Saturday, July 08, 2006
I wonder if I had sulked the entire day...
I didn't even want to have dinner.
But had no choice since we were having some sort of gathering.
Was the last to join in.
Felt uneasy at the table that I was made to join.
Being the last leaves no choice.
No freedom.
My cousins were talking...
I forgot what about.
Oh.. about Imperial College (UK)
It seems as though I don't belong in the same category.
I felt like a lower class.
All I did was to keep quiet anyway.
But my female cousin was nice enough to ask me what I am studying now.
Ha.
And their response?
Biomedical Science...
Wow, such a long name... can't even spell the name.
Haha... funny.
That cousin of mine must have been too involved in his Chemical Engineering World and the Accounting and Shares world for the other.
That Chemical Engineer cousin of mine was funny enough to ask me if I have a boyfriend.
Ha. Ha. Ha.
Upon getting my reply, he said it's still early anyway.. haha.
I suppose nobody will want me anyway..
Asked about my cca..
He said that OB is tough...
He's opposite of me.. he dislikes camps...
Because of mosquitoes.
What a scout he must have been.
I hate it when she spoils my day right at the beginning of the day...
I can't seem to bring myself to study at all. Argh.
It's all her fault.
Somehow when I was doing some self reflections just now...
I realized that as I grow older... I seem to have lost myself. I no longer know who I am... What I really want in life... I don't know who I am anymore.
It is no wonder how I seem to be happier now...
Because I've lost myself...
I don't know who I am...
Lost...
s e n s e d @ 10:00 PM
I was feeling so heated a few moment ago.
Partly due to the weather and also those words that came out of her mouth
Those words that carried fire and oil with them...
Confronted me for the reason why I have been so unhappy with her.
Isn't the answer obvious?
I lied.
I lied that I wasn't feeling well...
It's partly true that I wasn't feeling well.
She thought the it was just the part that she scolded me to hurry up at the bus stop.
But she was so wrong.
It was before that.
The moment that she scolded me for not informing her that I was sending Lolita to Novena,
I was already provoked.
Throughout the week that had passed...
She had just add on to the unhappiness that I have towards her.
Complained that I scanned the thing too big a size.. physical size.
When all I've done is the usual thing!
Irritating.
Said that she told me so,
so that the next time round when I have to scan something for her again,
I won't scan it so large.
WTH.
And the other occasion that she told me not to be out so long when I asked for permission to go out on Sunday to see CosFest.
And what was her reason?
Exam is coming.
See.
She never fails and stop to pressure me. Stress is all she brings into my life.
It seems as though I don't know my own work well... as though I don't know my limits.
Something that she said was so true.
I know that you hate me a lot.
What a strong word she used.
Hate.
But since it came out of her mouth?
Why not agree?
She hurt herself.
I didn't do it.
Something which I felt not so true...
I'm the only one in this family that loves you the most.
Ha.
What a joke.
I was so pissed that I had the thought of not going on Sunday.
But I thought about it...
Why should I be so stupid to face her the entire day?
Why not go out and be freed from this cage?
I long to be free...
To be out of bound.
s e n s e d @ 11:52 AM
It's 8th July
Happy Birthda to my dear Brother...
My real brother...
I miss him...
s e n s e d @ 12:26 AM
Friday, July 07, 2006
It's another week gone.
2nd week of 2nd term had passed...
I just remembered last Friday was the day when my dear squadmates had dinner together when I was still having my first O.B session.
We (Christle and I) then rushed home hoping to catch the Germany and Argentina match.
It was also that very day that we finally had proper work-out.
Today's training was mainly running and jogging.
I wonder how long we ran...
Felt so cheated.
The 'leaders' became casulaties...
They all faked it...
And they sure did a good job.
Almost wanted to offer my help...
But we all just went to the side and played Is The Moon Round? game..
Haha...
KFC dinner is yummy...
I enjoy OB...
Though I'm not really used to the running part yet...
But I'm sure I'll work that stamina...
Saw so many faces today
Saw a cedar schoolmateClarinda (I don't know how to spell her name.. sorry)
Saw a touch rug senior of SR but I looked away.. >_<
Saw a primary school classmate, we stared and ignored.
Didn't want to come online...
But then Felicia sms me to check GL results.
Frankly the other three of us didn't really mind if we didn't get in...
But we are recruited!
That makes the CLICK in the GL.
Haha...
Crazy Felicia just cannot accept that it's her they were referring to in the list...
Just because her name wasn't with ours and her class wasn't stated.
She is really more paranoid than me.
Haiz.
Tests are coming...
Projects are going to due...
So many things undone...
s e n s e d @ 11:42 PM
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Woke up super late.
Almost 7am!
When I was suppose to be on my way to school with Christle on either 151/154.
I must have switched off my hp alarm and went back to sleep...
Fortunately my hp was switched on!
All thanks to Chrisle's call that I wasn't late.
When you're late,
everything just seem to go against you.
The bus comes so slowly, crawled along the road so slowly as well.
Lesson ended early, had quite a lot of time in between before the start of the next class so The Click decided to go for Piper's Pie!
Look at those Delicious Pies!!
All freshly baked!
Chicken with white wine for all 4 of us...
Yummy yum yum...
Happy Contented Us... picture taken by my hp's timer!
Was actually looking forward to today...
not because of pie, but because it was suppose to have a shopping trip today.
Intend to get that Don't Cry For Me Argentina shirt with Christle,
but sadly she had to stay back for project...
Oh wells....
Goodbye to that shirt.
Dear Val, don't be sad...
You have quite a long way till you reach your destination,
till then, work hard!!
s e n s e d @ 10:56 PM
Monday, July 03, 2006
I've been Tagged by Felicia >_<
1. Do the following WITHOUT complains.
2. Choose 5 persons to do this after you complete yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.
Favourites
Favourite Colour: Blue.
Favourite Food: Aything that is delicious
Favourite Song: Kiss Goodbye (there's too many to name)
Favourite Movie: Sweet November (one of the many)
Favourite Sport: Cycling
Favourite Day of the Week: Wednesday
Favourite Season: Winter
Favourite Ice Cream: Dublin Mudslide of Ben And Jerry's
Currents
Current Mood: Sleepy...
Current Taste: No taste.. nothing's in my mouth...
Current Clothes: Bum Equip Shirt, Jeans (standard)
Current Desktop: Custom made
Current Toenail Colour: not painted... so it's natural
Current Time: 11.20
Current Surroundings: Discussion room in the sch library...
Current Annoyances: My aunt
Current Thoughts: Projects... Shopping...
Firsts
First Best Friends:
Kindergarten - Janica
Primary- Connie, Sook Chan (P1-P3) Eve Tan (P4-P6)
Secondary - Eve Tan, Valerie Zhang
JC/Poly: Felicia, Christle, Shu Jun ( The Click, order does not matter)
Outside school - no one
First Crush: Primary sch *^^*
First Movie: Cannot remember
First Lie: Cannot remember
First Music: Some kiddie songs... Twinkle Twinkle Little Stars
Lasts
Last Cigarette: I don't smoke.
Last Drink: Milk
Last Car Ride: Uncle's
Last Crush: errr can't remember
Last Movie: Superman
Last Phone Call: Selwyn
Last CD played: Wang Lee Hom's Heroes of Earth
Have you ever...
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: Ya, why not?
Have you ever broken the law: Jay-walk
Have you ever been arrested: no.
Have you ever skinny-dipped: impossible
Have you ever been on TV: a glimpse of me...
5 things you are wearing: watch, necklace, ear-sticks, shoes, clothes
4 things you done today: Read the papers, took 2 buses, did project and am now doing this...
3 things you can hear right now: Some people in the next room, Felicia swinging her thumbdrive, my typing, and some machinery sounds
1 thing you do when you're bored: Sleep
5 persons to do this:
Valerie, Siew Ting, Sophina, Jia Wen, Lee Si
s e n s e d @ 11:15 AM
