Monday, December 27, 2004
Training today wasn't that bad. Usual standard.
What more are they giving anyway?
I'm sorry fellow prefects that I couldn't turn up for the meeting.
Was
EXTREMELY HAPPY
because I did receive a Christmas pressie from OG. (My friend from London)
Thought that he would give it a miss and not send me anything this year because Christmas was over.
Little did I know that it had arrived late...
Manx. How sweet can he be??
It was a Traditional Hungarian doll that he bought in September, on his trip to Budapest.
Argh!!!
Not that I'm being materialistic. But he's really so sweet.
After all these years, he never fail to make me happy during Christmas.
But he's so mysterious... I've never seen how he looks like before...
Happy I may be.
Today is also the day that my little brother is ending his trip here.
Kinda sad to see him go back.
But that's the routine every year.
Got to know that his studies wasn't that wonderful after all.
I believe that it's not because he's stupid, but simply lazy.
Sometimes I feel like scolding him for being like that.
But even my mother doesn't scold him for that, what can a sister like me say?
Well, not that my mother doesn't care about him, just that she doesn't want to stress him, she only wants us to put in our best.
How nice if I have never come out here.
But things would have been so different.
There never a day when I can stay happy the entire 24hours...
s e n s e d @ 7:12 PM
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
Freaking irritated. It's her again...
All Because of Her
Red, Burning, Glowing
Flames of Anger
Starting from my ankle.
Dulled, Blurry eyes
Tight-shut mouth
Fire concealed within.
She's the source of Fuel, Anger,
Frustation, & Agony
A never-ending source.
She the cause of all my misery
Nothing else.
Life's a Misery... all because of her.
s e n s e d @ 6:05 PM
Monday, December 13, 2004
Through the clouds,
beyond the stars
My thoughts of you seems so far,
Sitting in my bedroom not knowing what to do
So I decided to write all my feelings for you.
I don't talk to you, nor see you every day
But I know that's the way it's got to be;
Beyond my touch is where you stay
You're so close, yet you're miles away.
A star in the sky is what you are to me
The farthest one for me to reach and see,
Like the light in the silvery moon
Out of reach and far from my sight.
Wherever I go, I feel you were there
Whatever I see I thought it was you;
Every music that I hear, I remember you
I wish you were here, not only in my dreams.
You drift us close towards the ongoing sky
So I make a wish on that shining star;
Hope that you will always remember me
Beyond the distance that is so far.
Riped from Ronald.
PS: I jus find this poem of his nice so I decided to post it up. I don't have that 'special you' in my heart.
s e n s e d @ 11:22 AM
Red Cross Annual Chalet 2004
I went on the second day and staying over for just one night.
Things didn't start off well. Woke up late. Rushed like hell, hoping to catch the 10.15 shuttle. When I finally reached there. The stupid bus don't wanna open the door for me and drove off. Asked the so many times about things never reply me. Man, I was SO annoyed! Waited for one hour for the next shuttle and my stomach was growling like mad. Finally reached there and there was no one in. Had to wait for Hua to walked from Pasir Ris Bowl. Haiz. While walking there, my bad habit of kicking water backwards had made my white shirt filled with brown polka dots was it was after rain. Now I know why my mum always scolded me when I was young.
When to bowling alley's toilet to wash my shirt. Had to wear it with the back on my front. Played a game. Haha... I scored 98. Which wasn't too bad. Went to White Sands again to do some shopping or rather marketing. Bought colour hair spray also. The old cleaning lady in the toilet keep thinking that we play truant and never go to school. Haiz.
BBQ fire wasn't set up by me 'cause I was Round-the-Wok's chairman, Eve vice and Boon secretary. Hahaa.. Started cooking very early. Nuggets, sotong balls, chicken wings. Was frying all these things the entire early evening till night. Fiona ma'am and Stella ma'am even say I xian qi liang mu. Haha... So funny. Had to sharpen knief for them, chop chicken wings cause we decided to try steaming them. All sorts of cooking methods had been applied, fry, steam, microwaved. It was damn fun esp with Boon n Eve around. At the end of it, we were so tired. I didn't eat much.
Didn't sleep the entire night. Chatted with Hui Hui ma'am and Meredith ma'am. They are so nice!! Meredith ma'am's jokes are great. Sound effects superb as well. Chatted, played, joked... till about 5 plus we fell asleep when we lie down. Super cold in the hall. Luckily Hui Hui ma'am lead me her super cozy jacket.
They left rather early. We went to Escape to play. Play lots of topsy turvy rides. Haha... Yun flirted with almost every station master. Haha.. Superman ride guy keep smiling at us. Family roller coaster guy let us sit the ride twice without getting out. Haha.. damn fun. But by noon, our stomach became queasy. Had lunch and I left with Lee Si. Guess I had enough of fun. Don't wanna play till I fall sick. My stomach didn't fell well for the till the next day. Guess I was having gastric again...
All in all... though it had started of badly, but it sure had been fun. But no doubt last year's was more fun cause of the night activities. Haha....
s e n s e d @ 10:49 AM
Monday, December 06, 2004
Bangkok trip
I know it's a little late to update on my Bangkok trip but still I've decided to post what I've noted down when I was there.
Day 1 - 27 Nov
- I learned from my aunt that my dad was actually a very kind person. From what I remembered of him, indeed he was a kind man. Very generous and always help those in need. He even gave my aunt's maid money when her mother was hospitalized.
- Had Chinese Lunch at Chinatown. I don't know what excatly happened that made me so pissed with her. I jus remember that I was pissed with her.
- Went shopping at MBK. I didn't like it at all! The problem is I don't enjoy shopping with her. We have no common interest and taste. She was suppose to accompany me shop for my things but in the end I have to accompany her to see her things. She was not interested in what I wanted to see at all!
- Loi Khratong (however it was supposed to be spelled) Festival. You know that type that people float lighted things into the river. The lighted thing is actually candles and joss sticks that's attatched to a banana trunk base that keeps it afloat. What a wonder coincident to be able to be part of this festival.
- Sailed out the river to put our very own lighted float and waited for the fireworks show. Manx. It was BEAUTIFUL!
- Thought that the boat ride would be rather short so we or rather the adults decided to have it after the boat ride. By the time we got back to hotel it was nearly 1am. No choice but to have it in the hotel's cafe. She's so annoying! Complained so much when the food took a long time to be served. She's simply too unreasonable.
- Shared a room with my 60+ uncle. (I love hotel beds n pillows)
Day 2 - 28 Nov
- My uncle woke up so early and started doing don't know what it seemed to me that he wanted to heck down the cupboards in the rooms. Haha... I was awoken by those noise.
- Went to the weekend market @ Chatucak (sorry if I remember the wrong spelling) The trip wasn't successful. I didn't get what I really wanted. But I managed to buy those wires and wrapping papers that are rather expensive here and those that I often use. Managed to buy 2 moo moo-s. One for Sop and 1 for myself. Can't really find nice and unique things for the rest of them. Sadx.
- Wanted to shop more over there cause there seems to be sooo many wonderful things and never ending stalls to go to. But the old folks complained that they were tired and that ended our shopping there.
- I followed my cousins and nephews to the World Trade while my aunt and uncles went back to the hotel. What a waste of time to go back to hotel! Anyway I'm much happier with my cousin's family.
- They were so nice. Treated my lunch followed by swensens' ice cream. It must have cost them quite a bit.
- While being with them I realized how close my cousin and his wife are. Manx. They are so loving!! It's really good to have a husband and father like him. Really. Everyone will agree with me. Although he's quite naggy at times, but he's a good father.
- Bought back dinner for them. Had dinner in the room.
- I moved over to sleep with my nephews. It's really much more fun to be with them. Though it's not a really good idea to be with them esp when our age are quite close, but we're not up to nonsense!
Day 3 - 29 Nov to Day 4 - 30 Nov.
No detailed things noted. Went to Grand Palace and the inclined Buddha. Tried traditional Thai massage. Drank alcholic drinks with my nephews. My younger nephew got drunk the last night. Haha... he sleep very cute!
Summary:Didn't buy much. Managed to buy a tee each for my mum and bro at the very last day though I shopped A LOT. I shopped the most. Followed one group after another. Shopping there may be cheap but they may not be to my liking so no point forcing to buy.
s e n s e d @ 10:13 AM
