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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Extra Time...

Wonder why the title of this entry is extra time?
It's not that I have lots of extra time in my daily schedule...
But because since yesterday, my class seem to be getting early dismissal, hence leaving us with 'extra time'.

MB practical ended about after an hour.
Seriously it's hard to catch what the 'lecturer' was trying to say due to her strong acent.
Haiz...
Worse thing is, she flares up easily...
And I think her aseptic techniques are somehow not very appropriate.

Since we had lots of time to kill...
The 3 of them wanted to go back library and finish up Bambi, while Feli and I picked Pink Panther (the very very old version)
Got so tired of waiting for the show to start because the remote control cannot fastforward. In short, the remote is not functioning at all.
The show was so boring, we gave up soon and took the other disc they borrowed. The Lady Killer. Got sleepy waiting again.
Decided to go somewhere else sit down to talk.
Sat at the sofa at the staricase area.
Rested while talking... and as we were talking... I spotted someone at the Atrium!!
Eyecandy!! Oh my gosh! Never had the chance to look at eyecandy for so long before... that's because I was looking at the backview. But nevermind. Good enough.. The sight of eyecandy gave me sugar-rush... and I wasn't sleepy anymore! Heex.

Leant lots more during French class...

~*~

Today's free time came from Physiology.
Wonder why Dr E.O didn't want to start on the new lecture.
Feli said that he's probably not in the mood.
Christ said that maybe he's upset over the bad hair cut which we think wasn't too bad.

Sat with the GLs during Math lecture, in between Abe and Joel.
It was fun. I had a good time.
Time to dig out my A Math text book. Domain and Range.. haiz..
Alright.. that would be all for these 2 days..


s e n s e d @ 7:52 PM



Sunday, October 29, 2006

Vergissmeinnicht

Vergissmeinnicht*

Three weeks gone and the combatants gone
returning over the nightmare ground
we found the place again, and found
the soldier sprawling in the sun.

The frowning barrel of his gun
overshadowing. As we came on
that day, he hit my tank with one
like the entry of a demon.

Look. Here in the gunpit spoil
the dishonoured picture of his girl
who has put: S teffi. Vergissmeinnicht
in a copybook gothic script.

We see him almost with content
abased, and seeming to have paid
and mocked at by his own equipment
that's hard and good when he's decayed.

But she would weep to see today
how on his skin the swart flies move;
and the burst stomach like a cave.

For here the lover and killer mingled
who had one body and one heart.
And death who had the soldier singled
has done the lover mortal hurt.

Tunisia, May - June, 1943

Keith Douglas

*Vergissmeinnicht is the German for 'forget-me-not'



s e n s e d @ 11:16 PM



Update

It's been quite some days since I last update.

Thursday
The shortest day of the week.
Felt that I neglected those 3 of the Click. Sorry about that...
Didn't pay much attention to lectures...
Felt super tired.
I realized that the left side of the Convention lecture hall seem to be concentrated with laughing gas. Because whenever we sit there, Felicia never seem to stop craking jokes.. laughed my head out.
Thanks to Joel for making a trip to school just to help me do booth duty.

Spent about $60 getting the belt I had been eyeing for quite some time... and some other personal stuffs.
Feeling quite broke. But nevermind, end of the month is coming. Heex.

Friday
CATS class wasn't that bad afterall. My group isn't that bad.
I had made my judgement too early.
So hopefully this conclusion will not be over-ruled.

Spent my free time helping our at booth.
Realized that there was this group of seniors who are also in OB.
Had lots of fun with the GLs.
It's always great to have them around.

Finally attended OB!
Didn't run much, but sprinting one round around track is tiring...
Many fond memories flashed back upon seeing the pictures and hearing about the Sabah trip presentation.

Didn't get to see eyecandy that night.
Saw Denyse and Abelina though..

Got back home slightly earlier than usual, about 10.30pm
But the first thing that my aunt said to me was, 'You seem to be coming home later and later.'
In the past I only reach home at 11pm after OB and dinner!
Furious, I replied, ' I need time to eat dinner. Fine. If this is too late, next time I shall come home without dinner', and off I went to sleep.
Not a bad idea huh? To come home without dinner after vigorous exercises.

Saturday
Still feeling unwell.
Had to wear Cedar windbreaker to school...
Practice was easy... but confusing.. cause till now we still don't know what we'll be wearing. Haha.
Lecture was alright.

Happy Birthday to Andy,Davin, Lijie

So cool right, three friends birthday on the same day.

Sunday
Very slack.
Read through Physio lecture. Intended to revise more but just got distracted.
Ended up watching anime on youtube while chatting with Eugene.
He's such a open guy.. haha.. nice person.

Watched a little of Brotherhood on cable tv.
War flicks are very sad.
War is a bad thing.
It cost innocent lives... I still remember that poem about war by the title of Forget Me Not.

Shall put it up on the next entry.



s e n s e d @ 11:16 PM



Wednesday, October 25, 2006

I.Am.Happy!

Time flies during training today!

It was about 7 plus when we were doing circuit training...
Not long later it was already 10 plus...
Wow!

My favourite station of the day was the knee bend station.
Cool! Never held such position for such long time before!
It felt really good...
All thanks to this station that I realised how toned my thigh muscles are...
Not a very good thing...
Girls should have nicer legs.. bleah =p

Good that the games were clean tonight...
Can come home without bathing in school...
Reached home almost an hour earlier than last week! =)
Thanks Group 5!

Just ate a bowl noodle just now.
Too hungry to sleep with empty stomach...
But after eating.. imagine how much is going to turn into fats...
Then all those I've burned today will be replaced...

Anyway I have been told to eat more recently...
Not like I've noticed that I've lost weight.

I LOVE GL!

They make me happy!

I Am Happy!


s e n s e d @ 11:58 PM



Thanks..

Word of Thanks to Christle, Joel and Valerie!

Thanks for all the words of encouragements!

I'll be fine, no worries!



s e n s e d @ 10:53 AM



Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Longings...

I thought I am fine.
I thought I had gotten myself out of the darkness that I was falling into.

Fact is, I had found light for a little while...
One that didn't last long enough.

Here I am... back into the darkness.
I feel sad.
For no reason.

Talked to someone about the state that I am in...
Living with my aunt and uncles made me realised how much I have been longing to have a proper home that ordinary children have.

Where I get to live with my parents and brother.
Get nagged at by my mother when I come home late...
Fight over things with my brother...

Nevermind that He is no longer around.
But I do wish to stay with my mother and brother.

Get controlled by my mother instead of an aunt.

Is it too much to ask for?

Tears are all I've got right now...


s e n s e d @ 8:39 PM



Monday, October 23, 2006

8-8 Monday

Super long day at school.

Lost during IPC lecture.

Bored during MB lecture except for the video.

Practical wasn't too bad.

Had lots of fun during French class. On the pronounciation of the various alphabets in French. We have a very amusing teacher.

Was a little upset over the booth duty allocation when I saw it.
Can't make it for Thurs afternoon.
Wondered who can replace me...

Fortunately Nice Joel agreed to help me!!
THANKS SO MUCH JOEL!

Was really touched when he said that he help me cause we're 'one big family ma...'
So nice right...

I really didn't regret joining GL at all...


s e n s e d @ 11:47 PM



Sunday, October 22, 2006

Squad Gathering



s e n s e d @ 5:09 PM



盖世英雄

Let's talk about Lee Hom's Heroes' of The Earth Concert (Singapore)



Met Xian Hui at 6.50pm.
Fortunately her gave drove us to indoor stadium. Thanks Uncle!
Reached there slightly past 7pm.
Hesitated a little while before going in as we were thinking of how to smuggle a camera in.
Managed to stuff the camera into my jeans. Jeans, not pocket. Looped the handle around my belt and pulled my shirt to cover the strap.
Got through the check! Cheers! Heex.
Spent $18 on a bracelet. But I don't mind. Shall wear it someday.

Since we were early, we sat there talking... Soaking in the atmosphere.




Concert started around 8.30pm instead of 8pm.
Lee Hom cut his hair pretty neat. But he still looks good no matter what!
So many celebraties went to watch.
Olinda Choo, Taufik, Kit Chan!
Lee Hom confesed that he once had a crush on Kit Chan!

Thoroughly enjoyed ourselves!
Lee Hom was so friendly and often joked with the audiences.
Naturally he conversed with the audience quite often in English and stopped himself when he realised that.

Manx, how can there be such a Perfect Guy living on Earth?
He's got it all.
Good Looks, Intellegences, Talents.

He'll always be my Idol!

He didn't seem to be feeling very well during the concert.
Could be due to his hectic schedule.
Fliming and rushing to hold this concert then back to fliming again.

Guess star was Alan Ke You Lun.

Sadly the concert ended so soon unlike the Taiwan's concert...
But it's ok...

I vowed to get better tickets in future to have a closer view!

Can't wait for his movie to be out...


s e n s e d @ 3:27 PM



Loving Him

I LOVE WANG LEE HOM!

The Perfect Guy.

Totally enjoyed his concert tonight!

But right now I'm too tired to blog more about it.
Shall do it tomorrow.

Sadness and Unhappiness being crooned away...


s e n s e d @ 12:32 AM



Saturday, October 21, 2006

Lousy Public Transport

Feeling terribly rotten now.

Waited for about 4o min for the stupid bus to come..

Causing me to be home super late.

Leaving me with little time to rest and prepare to go out again.

Irritating!

I've changed my mind.

I want to have my own car. or

I want a boyfriend or husband who can drive me around.

Public Transport is irritating! Argh!

Spoiles my mood before the concert!


s e n s e d @ 6:18 PM



Tearful, Joyful Friday

Miserable start

I saw a guy whom I used to 'look after' in primary school...
He was the little boy whom I was assigned to for the buddy system.
I remember him as a very cheeky but adorable boy.
Looking at him on the bus, he still hasn't change much in terms of appearance...
But he's already in upper sec now!
How time flies...

Met Huan Qing and Putri at school bus stop then walk into LT 26.
Chose our sport to take up for S&W by rushing to the assigned area for regestration.
It's quite ridiculous, but I guess they can't think of a more efficient way.
I got my choice though! Fencing. Something that I had always wanted to try.
I have Huan Qing for company!

CATs class was a disaster.
All because of the lecturer's fault.
He shouldn't have grouped us for introduction.
All because he grouped us for introduction, nobody wanted to form a different group after that when he gave us the freedom to.
And that left me in my miserable group.
Where I know nobody, and the other 4 are on pretty good terms.
I didn't quite like this girl, who kinda ignored me at times.
Many kept telling me that it's only the first session, but I can't help feeling upset.
Felt so rotten that I almost cried when waiting for people to turn up, at the benches of Block 56.
Thinking back, I must have been very childish, to be whinning and almost crying over such things.
Probably it's too early to make any judgement now.

Magic of friends and company

Anyway I was dying to get distracted from the unhappy thoughts.
So it was a good thing that the GLs are meeting up for lunch.
We should do that every Friday. :)

Was cracking my head over how I'm going to spend those few hours waiting before I get to meet my dear squadmates.
Nian Shun, thanks for asking me go watch Death Note!
Vanessa, Dawn, Nian Shun and I went to watch it at Cine.
It's a wonder how that 4 of us go movie together.
Frankly I've never really spoken to Dawn before that.
I only discuss about going for CCA with Vanessa in the past.
Hahaha... it was great though..
Shopped around Cine, where we met Jeremiah (GL) and continued to shop around together.
The movie was nice!

Met my dear squadmate at PS Swensens after the movie.
I didn't eat though.
I felt so full!
Spent a long long time there... had to wait for Jessica and Lijie to turn up.

Went to Ben & Jerry's at The Cathay to chill out.
We were such a big group that we had to join 4 tables together.
Taking up 11 seats in total.
Took ice cream for dinner.
Shared a Mix and Match with Wen Wen.
I seem to be sharing with her most of the time. But I Like!

There were this group of people jamming there..
Nice songs they played.
Stupid me made a big blunder.
I actually called Match Box 20 as Match Stick 5!
Rahh!
So embarrassing!

Went home after that...
Promised to meet up soon again.
Next meet up planner shall be me!
It shall be a trip to Island Creamery!

They make me feel so loved and wanted...
I Love CRCY Ma'am 04-05!

Shall upload pictures tomorrow.
Going for Lee Hom's concert tonight!!
Can't wait!

Before that have to get to school first...


s e n s e d @ 12:02 PM



Friday, October 20, 2006

Thurs... Chat with the 'Gang'

Super tired due to training the night before...

Early morning Math lecture.
I'm sorry, I wasn't listening.. I was working on the examples ahead.
Anyway, she did say that she won't mind.
Listen to her and I'll just sleep...

2 hr break after that.
Went SIM to eat.
Lousy service. I mean the attitude was bad...

1 hr IPC lecture and time to go home!!
So happy!

Intended to watch one disc of Princess Hour then take a nap,
but ended up watching from 2.30 till 6.30.
The entire afternoon.
But I felt rested!
Finally I'm watching TV since I can't remember when.
I suppose Thursdays will be my TV day since I get to come home early.

Chatted with the 'Gang' at P-serv at night.
It was fun.
But scary as well... the way guys joke... it's as if they will really break into a fight.
Hopefully someday Christle, Felicia and I will get to see our senior in school!
Haha.. I so very much wanted to tell him that Felicia pitied him...
They are nice guys...

Did some of my Math On Line cause I realised that I don't have much time this weekend since I'll be going for concert!
It's Lee Hom's concert!!!


s e n s e d @ 11:40 PM



Thurs... Chat with the 'Gang'

Super tired due to training the night before...

Early morning Math lecture.
I'm sorry, I wasn't listening.. I was working on the examples ahead.
Anyway, she did say that she won't mind.
Listen to her and I'll just sleep...

2 hr break after that.
Went SIM to eat.
Lousy service. I mean the attitude was bad...

1 hr IPC lecture and time to go home!!
So happy!

Intended to watch one disc of Princess Hour then take a nap,
but ended up watching from 2.30 till 6.30.
The entire afternoon.
But I felt rested!
Finally I'm watching TV since I can't remember when.
I suppose Thursdays will be my TV day since I get to come home early.

Chatted with the 'Gang' at P-serv at night.
It was fun.
But scary as well... the way guys joke... it's as if they will really break into a fight.
Hopefully someday Christle, Felicia and I will get to see our senior in school!
Haha.. I so very much wanted to tell him that Felicia pitied him...
They are nice guys...

Did some of my Math On Line cause I realised that I don't have much time this weekend since I'll be going for concert!
It's Lee Hom's concert!!!


s e n s e d @ 11:40 PM



Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Wed

Waited a long long time for the start of GL training because practical ended early.
Ning Xing and I took lunch at canteen 2 with the company of Felicia and Christle.
Felicia and I then went to settle down at the benches at the snack bar to do Mathematics while waiting for the start of training.
The best part was... I got to watch those little children from the child care do their afternoon exercise activities! They were doing actions according to the song their teacher played and they sang songs...
So lively and adorable!
I so wanted to go over and hug them...
Children have this nice scent on them that is irresistable. Oh no, I sound like a physco...

PT portion of training made me feel good.. especially the push up part...
Games were fun.. esp the Survivor Chair if I didn't remember the name wrongly.
I was shampoo-ed with Tomato Sauce... =p

Training was alright!
Just that it ended a little too late...
There goes my aunt's nagging and scoldings...
Hope that future trainings won't drag so long!

But overall it was well done! :)


s e n s e d @ 10:53 PM



Tuesday, October 17, 2006

I can't classify him as eye candy because he isn't.
But I'm sure many girls will agree that he's quite a treat to the eyes!

The consolation of this semester, one of the lecturers!
Shan't mention name in case that get me into trouble...
Hahaha...
Sadly there's no tutorials or even practicals...

MB tutorial was relaxing.
Spent some time comparing the texts that Dr H brought to class.
She's really interesting.
Seems like a really nice lecturer.

Just realized something interesting from Joel's observation,
The lecturer I mentioned likes to say any 'kueh-tions' [questions] ?

Feeling really poor now that I've spent so much money buying notes, practical handbook etc.
Especially the French class's learning matetials! $53 for 2 thin books... No choice.

After attending today's Math lecture,
kinda stressed up over the fact that there will be so many quiz and tests coming soon,
and the worst thing is that I've forgotten all the things I've learnt in Sec school.
Which means I'm just learning everything anew! Wonderful...
Have to work doubly hard for Math...
But it was really fun sitting behind Charmaine, Denyse and Nikki!

Alright...
Time to study...


s e n s e d @ 6:58 PM



Monday, October 16, 2006

It feels great!

The school is busking with life!
But the living organisms are being poisoned by the particles of the haze constantly. x_x
Tried our best to keep indoors...

It really warm my heart to be greeted by so many people!
Mainly the GLs!
So happy!
The usual 5 of us sit together but with Pei Fen, Yan Ling and Nian Shun, and their classmates in fact.
We had so much laughter during IPC lecture.

You should always put on your lap court during practical.

Safty is very important.


They are 'coat' and 'safety' respectively.
But our very interesting and good natured lecturer had some problem pronouncing them, and many other words.

MB lecturer is so animated.
I guess she enjoys action movies.
But she's nice!

My name is not pang sei... not ps.

I didn't pang sei you all! :( Bleah =p

First French class.
Enjoyed it thoroughly.
We have a very interesting teacher as well!

C'est Très Bien Aujourdui!


s e n s e d @ 10:03 PM



Sunday, October 15, 2006

Back to School...

Looking forward to tomorrow!!

8am lecture is acceptable.
But I don't really like the fact that I have to rush all the way to LSCT block for MB practical.
It's kinda far...

I must have a heavy breakfast.
Or else by the time I have my 1hr break at 1pm, I'll be dead.

It's going to be a super long day tomorrow.
Spending 12hrs in school, from 8am to 8pm.

French Class.
I wonder what we'll learn in the first lesson.

I'm very happy that soon I'll be back to the eventful and fulfilling school life.
Work Hard and Play Hard it shall be.
I managed to do that the last semester.
So it'll be the same this semester even though there are now 4 very study base modules.
Have to study double hard.
Especially Mathematics. My 'best friend'.
Will not allow myself to fail it and then finally make it for the final exam.
If that is the case, I'm dead meat.

Aunt told me that she wants me to concentrate on my studies and keep up my grades.
Can't she say something new?
She's forever telling me to study hard.
Of course I know that!

Anyway I went to Vivo City today to catch a movie.
Scoop.
Not bad. Quite funny.
I never knew Hugh Jackman is so big sized.
The cineplex is pretty classy.
Their cinema has mini tables instead of the usual drink holders.
The chairs are very spacious and comfortable.
Therefore the ticket price is slightly higher as well.

Window shopped around the mall.
It was super crowded!
There is a wide range of shops at Vivo City.
I like that GAP pull-over... but I have enough pull-overs.

Did some grocery shopping as well before the movie.
The good thing about this cineplex is that they help you keep your shopping bags!
So you can be carefree in the cinema.

Alright, that shall be all...
Hope it'll be a wonderful semester for all of us who are taking 1.1!


s e n s e d @ 10:28 PM



Saturday, October 14, 2006

Farewell...

Bid goodbye to working days...
Time to be back to school.

Last day at work was pathetic.

I was late for work due to the late bus... waited so long for it to come...
Secondly, very few people turn up to work.
Didn't even had the chance to say bye bye to our supervisor and the co-ordinator whom I really like. Too bad...
At first we thought those who were suppose to go dinner were not going to turn up.
Fortunately Charlie and Cap-Boy turned up.
Sadly Christle couldn't make it...

So only the 4 of us went for dinner.
Waited for a long time to get into the restaurant...
I think it's a stupid thing that we can't make reservation.
Anyway... we had quite a lot of quiet moments and funny moments as well...
Talked about the way of eating chicken, plucking our pizza crust etc...
Sang Cap-Boy birthday song!
Before I forget, Charlie, Thanks for the dinner treat!
Didn't know what to do next so ended up shopping around...

Soon we said goodbyes and turned our heads and went our seperate ways.
Went home with Feli.
Would have love to stay out later, but it's not very appropriate for girls to stay out late isn't it?
Funny thing is, my aunt never call to ask me if I were back home already.

Talking about going back to school,
I'm getting a little worried over the things that I have to learn.
There seem to be quite a lot of things...
I vow to study hard.
It's stressful to want to keep up the standard.
Imagine what my aunt will say if I were to have a great slip in results?
She'll be sure to blame it on my CCA commitments...

Looking forward to the purposeful school days...
But not the demands of the modules.

Actually, I have think feeling that nobody wants me.. haha.. so does Felicia.
This feeling has been nagging us for quite some time and below is a section of Felicia's post on our conversation in the mrt on the way home.

went to the train station with san. saw this couple. our conversion went something like that..
felicia (me) : walau. look there. that guy keeping touching the girl lor.
san looked around and saw the couple i was talking about.
me: kns. keep touching lor.
san: haha. hey. if that girl can have a boyfriend, we sure can one lor! haha.
<>
me: haha. but u never know. maybe that guy go out with her for a motive like her money or wad....
san: aiya. u no need worry lor. u sure can get attached.
me: wah! i don't want to be left on the shelf lor.... haix.
san: i worse lor. more difficult to get a boyfriend.
me: haix. seriously, i wonder who will want me. sad la.
san: have one la. u are special in your own way.
me: u too! u are special! but, i special meh?? like how???
san: u are lively lor.... i so dull.
me: oh! haha. but ppl say opposite attracts. i dont want dull guys leh. how???
san: hahaha.
me: walau. that guy going to touch again! quick! look look!!
san: haha.
then the train came.

see, we are so worried we will not get attached....



s e n s e d @ 11:42 PM



Friday the 13th

Who says that Friday the 13th will be an unlucky day?

Thursday the 14th (Oct 2006) was the most unlucky day I had so far during this holiday.
Missed 2 buses because I had to go back home to take some things.
Wasted lots of time waiting for a bus and decided to walk out to main road as Iwas running super late.

It was pure bad luck day till I reach school.
Managed to get my letter from CCA teacher to appeal for change of French classes to Monday! Wohoo~
Did I mention that my CCA teacher is so young and cool?
Had our S&S practice session.
We had fun, but it would have been more fun with Pei Fen around.
Ran all the way to IS block to submit my appeal letter.
Managed to make it there before the office closes.
I was soaking wet.

Rushed off to Tanjong Pagar, firstly to AKLTG to return shirts.
Thanks Feli, for making the trip there with me though it was quite a long walk!
Crazy us then rushed to order Mee Siam before going up to office to log in.
Took some time to eat and settle down to work.
Found out that Eugene is our senior!! As in he's also from NP!
What a coincidence. He never told us though he knew all along that we are from NP.
He's quite nice after all.

Friday the 13th (Oct 2006) was a pretty good day!
Accompanied Felicia to her work place to collect pay cheque.
Went down to Orchard to shop around while waiting for Christle and Nian Shun.
I finally got to buy the shirt I really like at Pink M:Industries!
That Pink Panther shirt!
I got it at 50% off! From the price of $39 to $19.50! So worth it!

The next thing that I want to get is the Eyore speaker plushie.
I think I'll get it next week. =)

Lunch at Jack's Place.
I enjoyed the Lobster Baked Rice. Yummy...
We all agreed that we were so full because we drank lots of water.. haha...
We made a spectacle of ourselves because of Nian Shun.
Told him to put all that he's got and I'll top up to pay the bill but don't know what was going through his mind at that moment...
The waiter laughed at us... *^-^*

Shopped around with Nian Shun.
We (the 3 girls) vowed to go back to TopMan to get the belts!
Went around taking perfume samples as well...
Sadly it was soon time to go to work.

Met El at the mrt! Her hair is cool...

I finally made my first sale of the month tonight!
The uncle was so decisive!
This sale earned me a $10 NTUC voucher!

Received our pay cheque tonight too!!
My first earning in my life.. haha... not much, $270.
But it's my hard earned money!

Would like to comment a little about Wed's GL training (11 Oct).
I feel so proud of all of us!
For making through the PT and the 100 plus push-ups!
Had a great time at dinner as well!


s e n s e d @ 12:11 AM



Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Long for a rest...

The day should have ended with a not too bad mood.
But it's unlikey to be so...
Bet I have to start my new day with a foul mood as well...

The day started off well...
Went to K Box to have K Lunch with Christle.
Walked around after that and decided to go Bugis to get some things.

The shopping trip was fruitful!
Spent lots more other than the things we had in mind.
Spending of the day for both of us is about $30 plus each...

The rest of the week is planned as well..
We calculated that if that's the rate we have to go on...
What we earn working each evening is not even enough!

The office was full house today.
All seats occupied.
A rare sight.

The irritant of the day.
Aunt doing things without asking me.
Away she went booking the tickets when I've already told her that my friend wants to go together!

Sorry Christle...
Can't accompany you...
I would love to go with you...

I wonder why it seems like I've been thrown into a big bucket of blue paint, that kind that is so dull and unattractive.
Making me so blue now...

Everything just seem to want to go against me.
As I was sending a folder of songs to Christle,
The window hanged itself.
Argh...
Had to restart all over again...
Which is waiting for yet another hour.
When all I wish is to get into bed.

Firefox just refuse to open..
Probably it has gone to sleep.

IE is so slow...
Argh...


s e n s e d @ 11:46 PM



Sorry...

Today is a day filled with lots of different feelings.

Apologetic
Irritated
Frustrated

Mainly negative feelings.

So it's better not to talk so much about it.

Felicia,
I'm really sorry if I have vented my negative feelings upon you.
I didn't mean to.

I love the Oreo Cheesecake at Secret Recipe!
Yummy...

Felt better during work, except that work is getting really boring cause the leads are terribly bad.
Can't imagined how I survived that 5hr of work today...


s e n s e d @ 12:05 AM



Sunday, October 08, 2006

!Dampen

I should be feeling happy...

My darling called for me when she was feeling down.
Though all we said to each other was 'Hello', 'OK', 'Call back later'
A few short words only...
But it's enough to know what I'm being remembered

Christle is finally back from her holiday.
Had a long chat with her over the phone.
Filled her in with all that had happened when she was away.

My mood took a sudden downfall after asking my aunt if she'll allow me to join Christle during her next KL trip.
'Don't know' was her answer. 'It isn't very appropriate' was the reason.
I feel so caged though I'm already so old.
I want to break free!
She always force me to lie and cheat my way around her.
It has always been so since I don't know when.

The other thing that cause me to be irritated.
My French EP class is scheduled on Fridays.
Lucky Christle is on Mondays.
Have to make a trip back to school to appeal tomorrow.
They better let me in.
I have no documents to support that I cannot make it on Fridays due to cca, all because it's so hard to get my cca seniors.
Are they really that busy?

Maybe the weather and haze have gotten the better of me...
Causing me to be so irritated.


s e n s e d @ 11:44 PM



First GL Movie

World Trade Centre

I had a great time with the GLs!
First time going to cinema with such a large group.
I was funny to hear so many people whom you know crying.
Mass Crying session.
Very touching movie.
I didn't regret spending almost $10 for a ticket!
It's a pity that Felicia and I couldn't join them to shang yue.

The weather took a nasty turn at night.
Maybe soon we can quote Will, 'mouth feels like beach', with all the dust particles being taken into our body.

Saturday's job was slack!
We were told to slack openly and not be shy about it!
My luck is running out.
There didn't seem to be any potential customers...
Never mind, just one more week to go.

It feels so good to be sleeping in an air conditioned room, free of haze.
Decided to sleep over at aunt's house as I was meeting Siew Ting, Yuanli and Val in the morning!
It was a wise choice. Because the PSI went as high as 140!
Scary.

Felicia, thanks for treating me to mooncake!!

Sunday
It feels really good to be meeting old friends and just sit down and talk.
Breakfast at Ya Kun.
Yummy... Runny eggs, crispy toasts...
Sad thing is that we didn't take any photos.
Never mind... we can always meet up soon!


s e n s e d @ 1:40 PM



Friday, October 06, 2006

I have no idea why but I'm getting moody.
Probably I'm tired.

Hopefully the GLs will decide to catch the afternoon movie.
I would love to join them to 赏月,
But I've got to work.

Work is getting boring...
Except for the people.
Ok,
I better go sleep before my blood boils.


s e n s e d @ 12:31 AM



Thursday, October 05, 2006

Yet another day for me to rest before work!

Aching all over now due to yesterday's circuit training.
My shoulders and neck are stiff.
My lower back a little tight.
My thighs ache.

Fortunately my tummy doesn't hurt...
Funny.

Didn't get very dirty during yesterday's training cause it was my group's turn to prepare the games.
Had lots of difficulties carrying our logistics to the Admin Field.
Jolyn and I almost died.
Didn't even have time to rest!
Tried to hug the pails and they just keep slipping due to the left over grease...
Thus my inner arms looked as if I have cut myself...
Thanks to Instructor Pei Wen who helped us carry the 4 water hose!

Despite the hard work, I hope the rest of the GLs had fun!
Cleaning up part was... I don't know what to say.
Cause the canvas sheets were already given to us in a very undesirable condition.
As I was cleaning it, I remembered 'Return the things in the same state or better. Since you can't make them into a better state so better return them in the same state as they were given to you'
That was what Ma'ams used to tell us.
I have lots more to comment about the state of the logistics given to us, but shall not go on...
Felicia had heard it all.
I'm sorry, I wasn't trying to pin point.

Had a good dinner.
First time hanging out with the rest of the GLs.
We had fun eating at Bukit Timah Food Center.
I've decided to go dinner with them after every training if possible. =)

Went up to Amaninda on the way home as I wanted to have a ride home.
Watched Spiders 2.
Not a very wonderful movie.
But alright.
Drank some Anchor beer.
I was so thirsty ever since training.
I guess I was dehydrated because I've never perspired that much often.
Drank another can of orange juice as well...
To think of it.
I'm feeling thirsty now...

One thing that made me really happy was that I finally got my aunt to quit asking me to do revision.
I told her that there's a change of modules for next semester and that I'll study if she can tell me exactly what to study when I have yet to attend a single lesson.
There she went! Zipped! Hahahaha
Felt so good!


s e n s e d @ 12:46 PM



Tuesday, October 03, 2006

My nose ran like a tap the moment I woke up. x_x
Blame it on the hazy weather.
It has been hazy for so many days and it never seem to get any better.
I pity the nature.
Pollution.

For the first time in my life,
I wore a cap out of my house and shopped around!
With my tiny pony tail sticking out.
Haha... Feli, can't catch my tail, can you? =p
Bought a nice pair of ear-ring! $2.
I think the uncle see wrongly.
But he's a very polite Japanese uncle, as inferred from the way he spoke.
He even gave us extra stopper!

Due to wearing of the cap,
I ended up with cap-hair.
Flat hair.
Worse than barrier-hair!

Work was a little unusual.
No usual seats as they were occupied.
Christel also not around...
Didn't have the mood to do my work as my mind is preoccupied with tomorrow's GL training.
Pray hard that things happen right tomorrow!!
Funny thing that happened was that we watched TV, and chatted for quite some time and even took photos...
Slacker!



s e n s e d @ 11:14 PM



Monday, October 02, 2006

Christle couldn't make it to my house today...
Sad.
Haiz.
Forget it.
Shall be missing her for the entire week.

Did a free health check at the AIA booth yesterday during my lunch break.
Blood pressure : 134/74 mmHg
Body fat : 16.9 mg/dL
BMI : 19.2 kg/m2

My blood pressure falls in the normal range.
My body fat and BMI falls below the thin range.
I can't believe it at all...

The lady who attended to me is very nice!
She's pretty too! Despite being almost 30.

Oh ya.. the OSIM machine that they use is fascinating!
Especially on how it can measure body fats just by placing 2 thumbs and holding the machine with both arms stretched out.

Oh right...that's all...
I want to go for the GL outing...
But I'm too tired.
So sorry my fellow GL mates....


s e n s e d @ 1:24 PM



Sunday, October 01, 2006

Finally completed my 3 days of part time job!
Yeah!
But salary will only be credited at the end of the month..
and today is only the 1st day of the month...

As I was working half way today,
I realized that it's Children's Day!
So yup...
Happy Children's Day!
(especially to Sarah, Abby and Valerie!)

As usual...
I had lots of fun looking at little children!

Work was much better today...
Because an ex senior of np was there to work.
Coincidently, her name is also Christel!
Hahaha...

I found a not very good looking guy attractive in a very boyish way...
Especially when he smiles...
Hahaha....

Does the problem lie with me?
Am I that unfriendly?
Is it because I don't flirt?


s e n s e d @ 11:31 PM