Thursday, August 31, 2006
Rainy day...
The sky had let its tears flow without a care...
But those tears had failed to fill the atmosphere with sadness.
Just look at those faces of the ex Cedarians.
Everyone was lighted up.
With the joy and excitment of seeing the familiar white and blue building, the dedicated teachers who gave precious knowledge and teachings and the peers in uniforms other than blue and grey.
Was feeling a little left out as all my peers were all in uniforms of all sorts!
Pale brown, Greyish blue with dark blue, White and blue, White and green...
Mostly from top JCs.
But oh wells...
I'm proud to be a Poly student!
I'm in a good course... enjoying my education!
Common reactions that I get whenever someone (including some teachers) sees me:
What happened to your hair! or
Prefect argh!! Dye your hair!!
Haha, why can't I?
Fortunately I dyed it to Ash colour yesterday.
I can't imagine if they see my head of golden brown strands!
Finally saw my Soppy darling after such a long time...
She has lost weight...
Miss her so much.
Saw so many friends whom I've not seen for almost 4 months.
That's a quarter of a year!
Feels really good to be gathered again...
Lunch with my dear squadmates...
Cartel at Cineleisure.
Eve, Elga, Lijie and I rather enjoyed our lunch compared to Fiona,Si Hua, Sheena, Sing Joo, Yvonne, Yun Shuen, as our food were served much faster than theirs.
Hence I conclude, their service is poor.
Poor them. Their faces were so black!
Saw Shuen Lin... it has been such a long time!
Walked around...
We got so tired...
Can't seem to find a proper place to sit down to rest...
Suppose to have dinner together as well...
But one by one, they all left.
Eve, Lijie, Yvonne, Sing Joo, Sheena, Yun Shuen parted at Hereen.
Oh ya... I bought a $10 man's top at Hereen.
It's a very girlish top... I wonder which guy will buy such shirt to wear.
I suppose clothes are meant to be unisex in present days.
Went to Taka in search of a place to sit down...
Ended up shopping at the atrium area where a gift fair is going on...
Bye Bye to Fiona, Elga and Joyce ( if I didn'r get her name wrongly, non squadmate)
Made our way to Billy Bombers back in Hereen.
Saw Chief and NPCC gang, Yuanli and Sui Hui and gang...
Chief is as cute as ever...
Yuanli was carrying the bag that we gave her! Miss her so much...
Sui Hui is scared of me touching her head as usual... but she always allows me to eventually.
Dinner at Billy Bombers was good.
Dear Jia Wen didn't believe that there were only the 3 of us that she was joining...
Kept looking at us suspiciously... and asked where were the others... thinking that they went into hiding... Haha... funny...
2 main dishes, 1 side dish shared by the 4 of us.
Walked to PS to make our way home.
Jia Wen gave me a pair of blue cubes earings!!
Lovely!! Like it a lot!
Shopped a while... Wen got a top from Minestone... wonder if I got it right.. oh wells.. the Mickey Mouse apparel shop.
Saw a nice shirt of Outfitter. $25. Maybe I should go back and get it someday... if I have the money.
Overall the day was great...
Spending time with people who are so dear.
Catching up with each others' life...
Sad thing of the day... only 2 photos were taken as there was no camera avaliable due to absence of our photographer, Wen...
Tomorrow is going to be yet another wonderful day!
Meeting Mommy dearest to celebrate her birthday...
and movie marathon with Christle at night...
So looking forward to it!
Happy Birthday to Si Hua!
Happy National Day to Malaysia...
s e n s e d @ 11:19 PM
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Today was such a wonderful day...
Went to school early to return library books and to pass a card to Mr Mak.
So glad that it made his day (as he said in his email) =)
He sure deserves it...
Went to aunt's house to swim with Christle and Felicia.
Hit the gym before the pool with Christle.
Not bad.
Did quite a bit of exercise.
Feeling fit!
Went to TP after lunch...
To have waffles and to fulfill my wish of so many days...
Bought Lee Hom Heroes of the Earth Taiwan concert DVD.
It was wonderful!!!
Superb!
I'll watch it again tomorrow...
He's sooo super Charming!!
So talented too.
We just have to believe that there are such almost perfect person in this world...
The only sad thing is that...
I think three of us have failed to get any job.
Might as well..
Can enjoy my Friday meeting my mother and the free movie marathon.
I wished I had met up with Val today as well...
But school work is more important!!
Hope tomorrow will be a good day!
s e n s e d @ 12:19 AM
Monday, August 28, 2006
YEAH!!!!
I think I can fly to the moon right now!!
Got my tickets to Lee Hom's concert!!!
Though it's not the first class tickets, but it's enough!!!
I can't wait for that day to come!!
WOHOO~~~
So happy!
Hope I can get a job later. =)
s e n s e d @ 10:20 AM
I've been tagged by Felicia...
1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the next 3 sentences on your blog along with these instructions.
5. Don't you dare dig for that "cool" or "intellectual"book in your closet! I know you were thinking about it!Just pick up whatever is closest.
6. Tag five people
'And a remorseless seeker after truth was an even more interesting one.'
That's all I have cause it's the last senstence of the chapter.
Extracted from Healing Flynn by Juliette Mead
The people I've tagged: Valerie, Gloria, Siew Ting, Lee Si, Jia Wen
s e n s e d @ 9:51 AM
Sunday, August 27, 2006
I don't know why I'm feeling kinda lousy today...
Didn't eat much... just don't have the appetite though dinner was quite a feast.
I think I'm feeling lonely.
I want to meet up with my dear friends...
Especially Sophina and Valerie.
They are the ones whom I'm more worried about.
It just feels so empty.
Now that I can't sleep...
There's no one to go out with as well...
I guess it's bad when you're suddenly given the free time and not have anything to do.
Time to head down to the library...
I should have borrowed some good books to keep me company...
Severed from the rest of the world...
s e n s e d @ 1:25 AM
Saturday, August 26, 2006
Thursday's Bio paper was alright...
Went to Mad Jack after that and now...
It's over...
Finally!
I'm loving this feeling now...
The time to do whatever I wish to.
Currently I'm hooked onto the show My Lovely Samsoon.
I like the fact that a not very physically attractive woman is appreciated by a very rich and handsome guy.
It shows that inner beauty still works after all. =)
It simply protrays that Love is a funny and unexpected thing after all.
Wonder how the ending will turn out...
Suppose I should be able to find out today, since I only have 4 more episodes to go!
Yesterday was a super scorching hot day!
Good for tanning!!
Felicia and I had a successful tanning session, haha...
Met before 10.30am
Spent some time buying food and snacks from Carefour.
I have no idea how long we tanned... time is what we have now!!
Had bowl noodles for lunch around 2 plus.
Felicia finally had a taste of Snapple!!
Came home around 4pm.
Slept...
Watched tv from 7pm onwards till around 3am...
All because I was watching DVD...
I think I've stayed up too late...
So late that I think my eyes are puffed up now.
Right now I wish that Felicia's teacher has a job for us...
I want to save money to go for Lee Hom's concert!!!
Argh!!!
Thinking of buying the $98 ticket...
Those below that price is totally too far off....
Better still if I can get the $128 ticket...
It's too heavy on the pocket to get the $148 and $168 ticket...
Though I would love too...
So pray hard that Ican get a job this holiday!
s e n s e d @ 10:35 AM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
The weather is unbearable...
How I wish I can have an air-condtitioned place to study.
As usual, can't really bring myself to study.
My mind just feels so tired.
But I can't sleep properly as well...
What exactly is wrong with me!!
I wish for rain...
s e n s e d @ 4:10 PM
Monday, August 21, 2006
Chem paper today was pretty challenging.
Harder than the previous semester's.
It's a progressive society anyway.
So it's only natural that it gets harder.
Still slacking...
Have yet to work on my bio...
I need a break anyway!
Shall work hard tomorrow...
Don't wish to disappoint MMM.
Can't wait for exam to be over and go job hunting!
Meet up with mum and friends..
s e n s e d @ 9:19 PM
Today's the day...
Was feeling alright when I woke up...
Feeling pretty normal and at ease.
But worrying Felicia had sms me and knock out my defenses against Fear.
Fear struck me and had its clutches on me once again...
She's asking to meet earlier to recall things together..
But I have a feeling that by doing that will just make me panick even more...
Haiz...
All the best to my first major exam...
s e n s e d @ 10:13 AM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
The weekend is here...
How nice if today is a Friday.
Getting kinda worried already...
Can't seem to remember all my reactions. >.<
Oh no...
Now that I've spent most of my time revising Chem,
I don't seem to know anything about Bio...
Argh...
But at least I'm in a much better mood today!
Had a super wonderful lunch - Cold Crab.
So refreshing!
Aunt just bought me an ice cream as encouragement.
Haha...
And I really like the weather now..
Dim... a little breezy... seems like going to rain yet it doesn't rain.
Such weather just never fail to make me feel so soothed and comfortable...
Alright... back to revision!!
s e n s e d @ 2:45 PM
Friday, August 18, 2006
Can't seem to concentrate at all...
Feeling so miserable at myself.
Hungry...
No lunch is bad,
Especially when you're studying hard.
Studying requires energy too...
I wonder if the lipids in my brain cells have been broken down to provide a source of ATP.
I just can't seem to do my revision properly.
What exactly is wrong with me!!!
Argh!!!
This has better stop.
I need to do well for my exam...
I want to do well!!
s e n s e d @ 4:57 PM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Slacked the entire afternoon...
Feeling worried.
I suppose I need the time to rest as well...
The effects of sleeping late have finally set in.
Feels like my brain is in a state of thick substance.
Not fluid like salad oil lipids.
I'm so tired that I feel like giving it up.
But I know I'll regret it.
I don't want to live in regrets.
Shall make up for the time lost in the entire afternoon tonight.
Even if it means sleeping in the wee hours.
I don't know what I've been studying.
Nothing seem to be in my brain.
Sometimes I really hope that our brain can be like a computer or thumb drive,
Such that it allows us to check if we have stored the desired data in it.
Collected my iPod Shuffle today.
It's still charging.
I wonder how long I have to charge it before I can use!
It's sheer luck that I won it...
I hope my luck stays with me till this exam is over.
Hard work is important.
Luck plays a significant role too...
Motivations.
Motivationss..
Motivationsss...
s e n s e d @ 6:30 PM
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
I seem like a highly strung guitar string now...
So tight that I might just snap any time.
I can't sleep well...
I feel wide awake when it's time for me to sleep.
I wonder what is really wrong with me.
Could it be I'm too stressed or worried over the coming exam?
I think I am...
But in a way I'm not.
I don't know how to describe it.
I suppose I'm super concern subconsciously.
Consiciously, I really want to do well.
But at the rate I'm absorbing what I've been revising, it's hopeless.
Studied with Felicia at TP library today.
It was good...
But seeing the way she studies make me want to reflect on the way I study.
All I do is read and read... and understand... then forget. Haha...
That explains why I never did well, Chemistry in particular.
Went to The Cathay to watch Lake House.
I love that place!
Super cool and grand place.
The washroom's basin is super stylish!
I shall ask The Click to go there after exam!
Can't wait...
Lake House is a super romantic and sweet movie.
It's nice to give life a little imagination and believe that such things can happen.
Because you'll never know what can happen in life!
I like that house a lot.
It's nice if I ever have a chance to live in such a house...
A house by the lake... standing on stilts.
Right now I'm feeling a little worried.
Seem like I haven't studied for the entire day...
But I did study in the morning!
Never mind, I'll study tonight.
Bet I'll have another tough night sleeping.
I hope I don't go on this way... for I'll be a disaster when the examination days come.
s e n s e d @ 9:12 PM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
Feeling so sick...
After a long day of getting my nose to stop running,
The ache starts coming in and finally,
The Fever has set in.
I was once again reminded that I always fall sick when exam period is approaching.
I suppose this is what Exam Fever is all about.
Ha.
I just hope that I get it better tomorrow.
Wasted 2 days for resting already.
I need to get well and make full use of my study week!!
I want to do well for my final exam!!!
Argh...
Felicia, it's not that I'm not worried over it.
It's just that I can't help it.
How to study when you're so sick that you just feel like sleeping all the time?
The Fire has been set on me...
s e n s e d @ 9:00 PM
Saturday, August 12, 2006
I like the run yesterday...
Feels good...
Yesterday's training come games was fun.
Water bomb game.
Got ourselves all dripping wet.
It's pretty cold to stand on the corner of the track, drenched.
I had a worrying time as well due to someone's visit. =P
I did not regret getting her that gift after all.
So Christle stop saying me!
Ended pretty late...
So we did not go dinner with them.
It was the most appropriate and correct choice Christle and I had made this week!
All beacause of that decision,
We get to have dinner earlier by taking away to eat on the journey home...
We get to reach home earlier... and most importantly,
We got to see our Eye Candy!
It was a super unexpected surprise...
I can surely say that I've never seen any ordinary guy as nice looking as him...
Of course big stars like Lee Hom are not counted as he does not belong to the ordinary guy category.
Eye Candy is such a good looker that I think he can easily pass off as a model.
It's good to have such treats for our eyes in our daily lives without a use of medium eg tv.
Haha... know what I mean?
Boarded a 154 with a very considerate and nice bus driver.
He saw our food and asked if we are eating.
'No' was our reply.
Mr Nice bus driver said: Food can eat, but don't leave anything behind.
Isn't he nice?
Happily we sat down on the seat that faces the rest of the passengers in the bus (those that are opposite direction to everyone else) and ate our Filet O Fish... hahaha...
I don't know why I woke up with a bad throat today...
and my cold has been there for so many days...
Argh...
Everyone Jia You for EXAM!!!
Make full use of the one week study week!!!
s e n s e d @ 11:08 AM
Thursday, August 10, 2006
It has been such a happy day despite all the practicals.
Chemistry Practical
Was given Carbohydrates, Reducing Sugar and Proteins in the unknown food.
As a gift in return, I gave my lecturer Lipids in my report. x_x
What a trick.
Esters added into the unknown functional group solution.
The 'sweet scent' is so over-powering that I can still smell it base on memory.
Biology Practical
I suspect that there were plant cells admist my cheek cells.
I wonder how they mark our prepared slides...
Don't they feel disgusted at the thoughts that they might be touching everyone's saliva?
I think the concept is bad.
5 stations, 10 mins each. There's insufficeint time!
I thought I saw ailens mutating when looking at the photo of cells undergoing mitosis.
I suggest they use a higher megapixel camera to capture the photos in future.
Can't even tell if the nuclear membrane is broken down or not.
I suppose I got all my phases wrong.
There goes my marks. X_X
But there's one thing I like about this practical, it's free sitting! Hence The Click has a table to themselves! =)
Island Creamery
Decided to have ice cream after Bio practical.
Saw and hid from someone Christle and I loathe.
I was getting tired talking to Felicia at that point of time because she has a stiff neck, we all have to face her to make her talking to us more confortable. But it seems I was getting a stiff neck too.
Sorry Felicia, I didn't mean to make fun of you.
But I really like that part that I did a mirror image of you. Hahaha...
The bus driver didn't stop us at the bus stop we had indicated!
Happily he drove away and allowed us to alight at the next bus stop which was super far away!
I wonder how he can have such an attitude towards his job.
Caught a free Silkpro sponsered bus back to Island Creamery.
Since the bus is sponsered, we were wondering if the bus can drop us anywhere along the route it's travelling...
Hoping that it can stop us nearer to our desired destination, bold NingXing went to ask the bus driver!!!
We were laughing like nobody's business on the bus! She's such a comical character...
It's all worth while since we finally get our ice cream...
Favourite Apple Pie is a must have...
Decided to try Burnt Caramel for my second scope. ^_^
Shared a Baked Alaska with Christle.
Yummy...
The ice cream inside has a funny way of melting.
It doesn't become runny and watery.
You'll only realize it when you touch it.
It could be due the outing it has...
How the heat is transducted to the ice cream...
It's hard to bring the idea I have across. Never mind.
We had so much fun sitting in the kiddie corner (due to the shop being exceptionally crowded) drawing kiddie drawings of ourselves and our desired ice cream.
Saw bottled German susages in the supermarket upstairs...
So tempting...
They sell so many kinds of imported products.
No wonder it's located in Bukit Timah.
Wanted to do some studying...
But came home and took a nap...
Decided to make a card for Andy's Birthday.
Right now it's still not done.
Can't get to meet him tmr anyway.
One last happy thing.
As I was checking my NP mail...
Decided to read one on the results of some lucky draws.
Little did I expect my name to top the list the winners for an Apple iPod Shuffle!!!
So lucky!
So I guess it helps to do surveys! Cheers!
s e n s e d @ 11:58 PM
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Actually I didn't want to come in to blog...
But suddenly there seem to be somethings that I need to express.
It just hurt me so to hear you cry...
Little did I expect a call from you at that timing... let alone to hear your quivering voice that was spoken with surpressed tears.
Remember how we used to tell each other that things happen for a reason.
No matter what, they did it on the context that it's good for you.
Don't blame them.
Understand them.
They maybe in the wrong... but everyone just believes that he's right from his own point of view.
Some people just don't hold onto things.
Be understanding...
Holding on may just be too hurtful for them.
Someday they'll grow to appreciate all that you've done for them. Trust me.
I hope I can give you strength and hope...
I'm glad you called... I love you... Val
I can't really describe how I'm feeling right now.
I can't say that I'm stressed over practical exam... and in a way, I'm a little worried.
Somehow I feel like giving it up and make better use of my time by studying for my end year exam, which is what I'm super worried about.
Everything I'd learnt and was tested... were somehow left in my scripts that are kept by my lecturers.
That means I have to study all over again.
There's so many... in fact I should use 'so much'..
It's uncountable...
One week study week is insufficient.
But I can't do anything now till pract is over..
It's that sense of insecurity that probes me not to give up on pract...
I don't want to leave any room for regrets.
Stressed up by somebody.
That person seem to have completed so many parts of revision for end year exam.
I know I shouldn't be stressed over it.
Everyone is different...
But I just can't help it.
Maybe I have serious time management problems.
I hope my luck stays there while I work hard...
Luck is surely a very important thing isn't it?
Bio Quiz 2 has proven this point.
A little of happy things~
Finally went to Godiva today.
Had a cup of $8 Chocolixir.
Taste heavenly yet not sinful.
It's always great to hang out with The Click.
I 'snored' in TP library today when I decided to take a nap...
Only to be heard by Felicia.
Thankfully! Or else it'll be so embarrassing.
Lady In The Water movie yesterday was a good movie to catch.
Though we had a very tight schedule, I suppose we had an enjoyable time.
All those snacks come dinner we had in the cinema...
I like that shirt I managed to get at a 50%. =)
Shopping with Christle is good cause we have similar taste. Haha...
Alright... time to go back to try making some progress in my studies.
I wish for strength for everyone who needs it...
I wish for concentration to fall upon me...
I wish for bright lovely days for Valerie...
s e n s e d @ 11:45 PM
Sunday, August 06, 2006
This is going to be a super long entry because so many good things happen =)
*Friday
Morning
Not a pretty good start. Suppose to go to SATA for a blood test.
It was a futile trip.
I was told that I can't have a blood test without seeing a doctor.
So went all the way to a small clinic in Park Mall instead.
Was attended by a super charming doctor. He's about 70 year old already.
But if you see him you'll understand that kind of charm he has...
Passed by John Little on my way home..
Spent $50 there...
I wish I could get one of the really nice BNN shirt there...
Evening
Went back school for OB.
We were early so we decided to watch Project Nutz.
It was fun trying to spot for people we know,
particularly our lecturer Ms Teh and surprisingly we saw Mr Mak!
We weren't expecting him to be there...
We waved to Mr Mak!! He was super nice...
Waved in return and gave us a thumb up!
As we observed, he shook his head a couple of times... haha...
Watched till 5.30pm and wondered how come other OB members have yet to gather at the gallery... and we remained there happily watching.
5.45pm. We decided to go up to Club House and realized that we were late. >.<
Joined in for warm up...
Had the toughest run ever...
I was laughing non stop during cool down all because someone who sounded like those selling things in the Pasar Malam was leading the cool down...
I was laughing so hard that I had to turn back to look at Christle in order to not be so rude.
Celebrated Dai En's birthday.
I think it was pretty nice of the leaders to make such arrangement!
Someone did something behind my back for no reason because no one was looking.
Christle saw this at the corner of her eyes and told me much later.
Hence she never fail to laugh whenever she sees this person.
Dinner at KAP wasn't a wrong choice what Christle and I had made.
It was fruitful!
Direct view of Eye Candy!
Dinner was much more fun.
All because of the people we say with.
Rebecca is a really sweet girl!
Christle and I were laughing at certain things and this funny GG reacted weirdly.
I think there was some communication breakdown.
But it shouldn't be since the conversation was only between Christle and I.
We laughed so hard... or was it just me?
I was told to be careful and not fall down as we were leaving.. =p
To think of it... I think I did fall. On the bus.
Saw OO.
Hurriedly and clumsily I climbed into the sit.
Got myself cut at the upper knee area.
I must have been cursed.
*Saturday
Desperately tried to force myself to study...
Blood test result was out.
I'm a B RH(D) positive.
I wonder if it simply means I'm a B+...
Spent my entire night watching TV. Project Superband.
It was GREAT!
Ice Milo performed so well!
They surely deserve to win!
But I like Jazz style's Xiao Wei too!
*Sunday
Here I am... up early at 8.30am...
Suppose to be studying but decided to come in and blog.
Alright...
Time to go study...
Not much time left.
Especially since I want to watch tonight's movie that will be showing on Channel U.
s e n s e d @ 9:23 AM
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
What is the true meaning of a funeral 'wake'?
Is it Keeping Wide Awake Every-night jumbled up?
What is the real purpose of having a 'wake' when someone passed away?
To give our loved one a memorial?
Or a bonding session for the ones who are left behind?
Don't ask me why I'm having such thoughts...
But the idea came during the first night.
Nobody seem to be that sad after all...
Probably it was an expected thing for this case.
I couldn't help but think that it is such a disrespect to behave as though nothing had happened.
Especially to the direct family members.
But to think of it...
Would the one who had left be happy to see that everyone is heartbroken at his/her departure?
When they should be happy that he/she is finally freed from all the pain and suffering.
I suppose the departured one would be happy to see those left behind not feeling pain.. but relief for him/her.
Don't misjudge me as being bad-hearted.
Personally, I feel that death is a relief for those in pain...
Though those left behind are to suffer emotional pain.
But ultimately our destination, as human, is death, isn't it?
s e n s e d @ 9:53 PM
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Had this sudden craving for ice cream as Christle and I were on our way home...
Decided to drop by Island Creamery...
We've discovered yet another hang out place!!
Mud Pie
3 layers of ice-cream.
Coffee, Cookies and Cream, Chocolate.
Laid on yummy chocolate base,
Coated with lovely bits of biscuits...
The two scopes of ice cream that we ordered...
Rever-O and Apple Pie.
If only we could lick the plate and bowl clean...
s e n s e d @ 10:51 PM
