Back to school! Yeah! Kinda happy to be back...
But there are many changes...
New form teacher which means new English teacher as well...
She doesn't seem bad to me... but time will tell it all.
New E Math teacher. Miss Wong. Haiz. I miss Mrs Yeo, kungfu woman.
Mr Eric Tan is back. He's replacing Mr Chua. Think we ought to cooperate with him and give him a chance. I'm trying my best. Hope the rest of 3M will give him and ourselves a chance.
Haha... woke up late on the first day of school. Fortunately wasn't late for school but was late to meet Jan. Sorry! Slept late the night before cause rushing camp report. Till now I'm still not done with it. But more than half way through.
Bought the Ocean's cd. Manx. The songs so sweet...
The cd sounds like your average guy singing, those that don't have special singing skills. Yet the songs the are playing is so sweet... so it's like a guy singing love song to you.. Yup, that's how I feel about this album. Very close to reality. To the heart as well. =P
Ocean
s e n s e d @ 4:45 PM
Sunday, June 27, 2004
It's late already...
Sneaked in while doing Chinese project.
She's sleeping...
So tired of doing that project... but no choice have to do.
Still left with a little of this project and a little of E Maths.
Unless me. School reopen after tomorrow still left with homework. Haiz~
Went to hospital to visit him again before going for dinner. Thought that I never had to go back there, but there's no way I can escape...
All the tests are perfect. He's fine. For now. Reason of fever in the night is still unknown. At least it's not cancer. Walked to seven eleven alone to get him newpaper. Sold Out. On the way back. Passed by that garden again. I remembered that we were in there one evening and there was performance. They even gave a free mug. If I'm not wrong, that mug in is the cupboard... Still in it's moroon box.
Went to Nobel House for dinner. Treated by my aunt. Chinese buffet. Ate a lot. N I mean A LOT. Never mind, I need the food. =P
Don't know why after a while also not so full already. Maybe I'm really what I claimed to be. Can eat a lot when I want to...
Wonder if ah kor's eyes are alright...
s e n s e d @ 2:43 AM
Friday, June 25, 2004
Yesterday, 24 June 2004, Thursday
ULP Foxtrot 2004 Gathering
Expected. Only that few of us turn up. To be exact. Only the 4 of us. Li Xuan, Jay Lloyd , Jeremiah and myself. Joan ma'am later joined us. Went to Suntect City. Didn't plan what to do so decided to watch Around The World In 80 Days. Had lots of jokes on the way... laughed. Crapped. It was really fun. Guess it's one of the few outings that I laughed so much. Made a fool of ourself. Especially Jay Lloyd. In fact both guys lah. Hahah.. we had KFC's family feast. So fun. While eating don't know what about, Jeremiah and I laughed so hard. Then he hit his head, I lie on the table... haha... Gave the Spiderman Mat to Joan ma'am. Wrote her a note using the KFC tissue. Hahaha.. she say we all have gone mad. See her keep laughing... SO sweet of her to treat us chocolate she bought from Japan. *^_^* Ma'am also bought drinks for us in Carefour. Cause we told her Jay Lloyd complain that the cinema food very ex. Hahax... entrance that time Jay Lloyd actually counted for the aunty. Haha... the girls behind us laughed at us.. bleah. The movie not bad. Haha.. ma'am actually fell asleep. But can't blame her. She's really tired. After orienteering still rush down meet us. After that went Bugis take neoprint. =P Took that big big machine.. I bought the extra copy.. heex.. But waited a super long time to get it cause Foxtrot spoiled that machine. Went Mac sit down have drink and chatted for a while. Feel so bad keep making ma'am pay. Paid for neoprint also.. Not long later. End of gathering.. Sadx. Well things always have an end to it... Just hope that we'll have more gathering to come.. It's really fun!
s e n s e d @ 11:13 AM
Thursday, June 24, 2004
Cedar Red Cross Annual Camp 2004 It was great fun...
Don't feel like writing everything here in detail since I have to write a camp report.
All that I could say is that it was Great!
When ma'ams were talking to us before breaking camp, I had this sudden impulse to cry. It's just so sad at the thoughts that ma'ams have to pass out soon... I don't want!
My entire body is aching now... Usual post camp symptoms. =P
Going for Foxtrot Gathering later... I can't wait! ^_^
Don't think everyone can make it. But never mind.. as long as that few can make it.
Hiaz~ My voice is terrible again. Was recovering after a long time back from ULP. Now go camp, come back it's same as before. My eyes are puffy too...
Foxtrot gathering here I come!
s e n s e d @ 9:46 AM
Sunday, June 20, 2004
Went to hospital today...
Everything seems so familiar...
The same garden by the side, that one has to walk past all the time.
The same old corridor with the X-ray box making its rounds, along the track that lines the ceiling.
Ward 73... the ward that I used to go... the ward where he used to be in.
The same level as well...
Seeing uncle Seng is just like seeing my late father.
They resemble each other so much... so much so that I was a little frightened. Don't ask why. I have no idea. It simply scares me to see him looking like that.
But dad looked worse when he was ill. At least uncle Seng's illness is curable. Dad had terminal disease. It was a matter of time.
It hurts me so to go to this place again. Never did I expect that I'll have to go back to that place again. I don't hate the place. But it stirs the unhappiness that I had a lot of difficulty suppressing deep down inside.
I want to be back to where I used to be... The time when I knew nothing at all... It's impossible... It's the unthinkable.
I don't know what has gotten over me...
The loneliness has come back to keep me company.
I don't know since when He has occupied a large portion of my life.
He almost fills up every empty moment of my thoughts.
I have to do something about it... before matters get out of hand.
Things have to be like what they were before.
A simple relationship.
I think the problem lies with me... I'm the one who has got onto the wrong side of the path.
Someone please guide me back...
Yesterday, 19 June, Sat
Prefects' Convention organized by St Nick's n Cat High
Wanted to back out and go shopping instead. But that was when Jan and I had reached the side bus stop of St Nick's. No turning back now. Don't wanna tarnish our Prefectorial Board's reputations. There were so many Cat High participants. The 3 of us were separated. That's expected. Got warm up with my groupmates. Our facilitator is cute! Hahaha... that guy in my group can actually sleep when the toastmaster was giving her speech! Wanted to kick his chair. But didn't. I was sleepy too... The entire programme was successful especially considering the large scale Amazing Race that they planned. The grand debate turned out to be quite entertaining because everyone went out of point and the debaters seemed like they almost break out into a fight. One little thing that's not really well done is the ushering. Cedar has got good ushering. In fact much better. We never let guests grope their way round. Both organizing schools are super rich. St Nick's have their own drink; Life SpriNG and Cat High have their CH Jive. Cool right? Maybe Cedar should consider having our own drinks as well. Hopefully we can be granted permission to organize our own convention as well... But money will be the main concern...
'Who takes the child by the hand, takes the mother by the heart'
Three Men on a Plane
s e n s e d @ 7:34 PM
Friday, June 18, 2004
Heex. Felt that maybe today is a day to remember...
Successfully prepared dinner for 3.
Though just some simple dish.
Personally felt that the water sea-cress soup is tasty! =P
*Garlic fragrance still lingers on my fingers..
Haiz. Uncle sick for so long... more than 3 months if i didn't remember wrongly. Finally went to GH for a checkup. Hope nothing serious. Felt so touched hearing the conversation between both uncles. They hardly show concern for each other. But in such times, true feelings flow... They are blood brothers after all.. Seeing my uncle in this state reminds me of my late father...
Fathers' day coming already. I miss my dad. Will he miss me? But at least he no longer need to suffer.
Tired of doing that lame Literature chapter to chapter analysis work book for King of the Castle. Kinda waste time. Furthermore have to complete 10 chapters...
Dance mates.. sorry! Not that I don't wanna go for dance prac. I wasn't allowed to leave home..
She told me to study hard and she'll change my hp after end of year exams. What's the point? Then asked me if I would prefer hp or LCD. I told her not to talk abt it. She said that I was afraid to take up the challenge. It's not that. Jus that I don't see why I have to work hard for such things. Get for me if she wants to. Don't use it as a bait. I'll work hard for the result and not reward.
Jus a short update....
Genting Trip
Thought that it was just another usual stomachache that I have. Little did I know that I have to go through yet the second attack of my gastric problem. So there I was. Back and forth the wash-room. Feel like vomiting yet nothing comes out. Feel empty in my stomach. The feeling is terribly rotten. Without Cora [maid come bestfriend] around. I felt so lonely. Whenever I fall ill in the middle of the night she's always there to comfort me. Replacing my mother. What will I do when her contract is over... I'm so attatched to her after having spent 9 years with her...
No matter what still have to go Genting. Pretty sweet of aunt to go down to 7 Eleven at dusk to get soy bean milk and antarcid [if that's how you spell] (gastric pills) for me. Couldn't really eat anything. Just feel like throwing everything out. Nimbled a quarter of the bread. Entire journey there I ate very little. Better to eat less so nothing can come out, right? Slept alot.
That evening when we reached Genting already felt better with occasional sharp slashing sensation. Had club sandwich for dinner. That restaurant's service is super horrible. Bad attitude. Had to watch my nephews eat the Robin Baskin ice cream... But had a taste of it. Saw Victor Chua, ex pri sch mate. But didn't call him. Don't think he saw me. Bought a Nike white shirt. I love it. Saw a pretty moo-moo. But didn't buy. At home filled with stuffed toys already.. Sadx.
Recovered on time to play the next day. But mist was strong. Had to play indoor first. Most of them are kiddy rides... But nvm. Went outdoor after lunch. Did't play much. Time spent on waiting. But fun kart was the longest but also most fun. Wanted to play Space shot but none of them dare to. No point playing alone. On the swing keep lauhing cause the indians behind keep calling for their father.. super funny. They are all around 14 15 already.
Roughly like that... Pretty great to go back there cause have not been there for years. Things really change.
s e n s e d @ 11:51 PM
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
Was back from Genting last night...
Maybe I should start with my trip back to Malaysia. The 2 night 1 day stay with my mum...
Home Sweet Home It's a good thing that Mum told me a go back one day after ULP. It was then that I realized how tired I was after the camp. But too a positive point. Didn't eat the entire day. Had a ever first proper meal when I met her at her work place. The day was a bad day. Sneaked back to school in the morning to do some camp group work. Didn't let my aunt know. So happened she looked for me. Bad luck. Everyone went home. It was pouring. The journey home was delayed. It made matters worse. In the end never take lunch. Went for tuition late as well... Totally rotten day. The tide never stays low.. Had to waid for Mum to finish work at 1 am then get to go home. Fortunately kor accompanied me. =P Felt bad to make hime sleep so late... Reached M'sia around 2am? Went to eat... Mum has gastric so didn't take dinner. Guess both of us are alike. Well get scolded for losing weight again...Had a bad throat. On the process of losing my voice. But ate that
yummy-li-cious thai fish. Went to bed at 4am. Suppose 2 get up at 5am in order to make our I/C fast. But got up at 6.30am instead. By the time we reach the Immigration (if that's what you call it in M'sia) there was already a long line of human chain. No way was my Mum agreeable to queue there. Of we drove to Pontian. (Another town of M'sia out of JB) Managed to get a number but there seem to be many people as well. Voorm~ To the next town. Too many people as well. So went back to Pontian. Slept in the car under the shades of the coconut trees along the sea. There was no breeze. Slept anyway. I need my sleep. I'm deprived of it in the days in S'pore. Had Malay food for lunch. Heck about my throat. Eat already then decide. The curry fish is super tempting. *swollow saliva* Shopped a little and went back to that tiny pink building. After what seemed like an eternity in that vacumm like place. All we had to do was to grin like a fool at a tiny round screen with the lights glaring at you and to have them key in your address. That's all. They entire day wasted just to do this two thing that need less than 10 mins. Had given them a wrong address anyway. So that if I was fortunately picked to serve NS, I won't be found and hence escape. Hope that none of you will report me. =P Missing 3 months of schooling is really bad. I'm sure you all understand. By the time we're back in JB it's around 6pm. Crawled back to bed. Manx... I can really sleep. Have been sleeping more than half the day! Who cares.
Missed my Sun Wu Kong by the time I woke up. Hao Hao is still scared of me.. He's sooo cute! (*Hao Hao is my baby cousin) See me stare at me for a min then run and hide.. hhahaa... Feel like kissing him. Went for dinner quite late. Di Di (Little bro) having tuition till 10pm. So we ate a little and then went to fetch him and eat again. Ate a lot.. Hmmm... let me name you some. Cat fish (if I'm not wrong), Clay fish ( that one that look like baby lobster), Prawns, hmmm.... can't remember what else. Later on went to buy Satay down the streets. Saw Roti Tissue. So bought 2. Haha.. Di Di was being laughed at by the vendor. Study Malay yet don't know how to say take away, so he said don't want eat here instead. Drank a few mouthful of Guiness from Mum. She allows. No harm. Super really full. Sent Di Di and Mum's friend home. Slept on the journey back home again. I sound so piggy right. (^(00)^)
Sadly happy moments never last. Had to come back right on the ever day I woke up since the 'last supper'? (Kidding about Last Supper)
I was greatly enlightened this trip back.
+On that night when I waited for Mum to go back together, I was told that she was so touched by the Mother's Day card that I made for her that not only did she cried. Her friends who saw what I wrote cried too. Heex. I have succeeded.
+Dinner that time while she was chatting with her friend. She told us that it actually hurts her so much when she was canning me back in her younger days. It actually felt like a knife slicing her within to see my entire body 'decorated' with blue black strips. I felt rather comforted. Though my brother never had to go through all these. But I always remember the saying 'ta shi teng, ma shi ai' Beating you is showing doteness and scolding you means I love you.
+Mum is making plans of bringing me back to Penang at the end of the year. Hope that the plan will take place. Really wish to go back. Have not been back there ever since I came out to S'pore to study. I miss the food there..
Momeries of Mum taking the spoon to hit me on my head, me having to run around the room to avoid the cane, flashes of my younger days' momeries keep running through my projector up there...
s e n s e d @ 12:17 PM
Friday, June 11, 2004
I don't know where 2 start... Guess it's a little 2 late 2 talk bout ULP. But nevertheless it's still worth e mention of it.. bear with me.. this entry is goin 2 b v. long...
ULP
Day 1, 5 June Thunderstorm in e mrng. Bad sign 4 camp i guess... No matter what still have 2 report 2 it. Don't want to let every1 down. Promised them 2 get a SWO. Day 1 soon passed. E time had been consumed by lessons... Went 2 buy food durin our flexi-time. Poh Boon sir accompanied us. Bought lots of stuffs.. even had 2 'fight' 4 bread among e grps. Jay Lloyd made a little joke when choosing e apples.(e banana dropped n he told d uncle that his banana dropped by itself.)*Hahaha* Ended up spending less than expected. E way back was more tedious with all e canned foods in our hands. But all thanks 2 Poh Boon sir 4 helpin us carry e apples. Sir, sorry abt that! Found out that e rest of e grp mates actually had AOP. Things really went wrong... E other AOP didn't turn out well as well... I felt like takin over n do e explanations myself 'cause I know e entire proposal inside out. But I can't. Our mentors sat in. Felt a total disgrace n disappointment 2 them. Joan ma'am, thanks 4 trying 2 shield us... Pitched my very first tent in e pitch darkness of e campsite field. Didn't sleep at all... Forced myself not 2. Anticipating a fire drill. E fire drill sure was a wake up call 4 e entire camp. Vincent sir's roars defeated e entire darkness that surrounded us.. E roars seemed 2 have beaten us badly... Left us bleedin. Such that we have 2 work hard in order 2 heal e wounds... We were all wounded early in the mrng around 4 am.
Day 2, 6 June Every1 had gone back 2 catch some proper sleep in e bunks. Decided not 2 n went 2 e kitchen 2 prepare breakfast. Jeremiah promised 2 come down early but didn't. Nvm. Our proposal of e day had not been approved n today we're gonna run e camp. I'm sure we'll prove ma'am wrong that our plan is not going to work out. 'Your outdoor cooking will not work' As e f&b i/c i'm not going 2 let that happen. Breakfast was super Sweet. Maybe we r hoping that things will turn out sweet. Soon off we r 2 Ubin. I'm super hyper today. Hopefully my group is. Was forced 2 sit down in e bus by sir. Also don't know how he knows my name. Was not sleepy at all. Had my eyes wide open throughout e journey. Every1 looked so battered. WHY??? Was super excited. Finally get 2 step on e Ubin shore... It sure was a beautiful island. Imagine e rest of e day we're going roam e entire island. Rescue mission started with rather high spirit. Stumbled upon a bad track but soon overcame it.. Was leading with Jeremiah. Cheering at e top of our voices, but e rest of 'em weren't that enthusiastic at all. First casualty was Jeremiah. Subsequently our marshals n other grp mates. I was super fustrated along e way. My grp is really not auto. See casualty still stand there n stare. Hopefully they will master their eye-power some day. Haiz. I had to initiate everything...what if they are really casualties?Haiz. I stayed behind when Poh Boon sir was e casualty. Sheltered him frm e sun 2gether with Vivian ma'am. Vivian ma'am is really very nice. The rest went 2 look 4 other casualties. What I remembered sir saying was : Your grp without u will die. Maybe. Was even forbidden 2 b part of e stretcher squad. Their sense of urgency wasn't really there. That defeats e entire rescue mission. Joan ma'am really kept our spirit n morale high on e way back 2 e basketball court while Poh Boon sir held our flag flying high in e Ubin breeze. Back in campsite. Rushed 2 prepare 4 outdoor cooking. Chaotic. Platoon 1 actually didn't bring solid fuel. Fortunately we brought 2 boxes. Didn't want 2 b so nice 2 them cause they were rather unfriendly towards us. But we're 1 camp after all. Sudden change of plan 2 e outdoor cooking. But we managed. I didn't eat at all. Went 2 bathe. Came down clean e cooking area 4 e platoon. Maggie mee everwhere. Haiz. If i don't do it. Who will? Don't want 2 get scoldin. Completed everything in time. Was prepared 2 b e first 2 present my lesson. But I had no idea how I fair. Jus did 2 my v. best. Hope i passed. Went down late 2 prepare supper. Andy sir ask if our green bean soup can make it. Confidently I replied. But as time drew near. Hope vanishes. It was a failure. But Apple saves e day!! Forgot 2 gave 'em out 4 dinner. But became our supper. Yu Ching sir's commented on both Vonne n I n I will not forget it. Thanks 4 e good comments, sir. Went 2 bed late. Stayed behing 2 help em boil water.
Day 3, 7 June I cannot remember e details except e trip to and fro East Coast Park. Our mentors were not around. Every1 was high-spirited on e way there. Cheering with all their mights. But. Only. Foxtrot. Is quiet. Our morale is super low. Jeremiah is not feeling well. Lutfi was banned. I felt super uncomfortable. Every1 in e grp was in e dumps. Improved a little durin games.. E run back 2 camp site frm East Coast Park could not b possible without e encouragement frm e ma'ams n sirs who were running by our sides. Vincent sir n Jian Fu sir's backview had been kept in my mind. Seeing them run like they did was impressive. It's not easy. Neither was it a simple task 4 e rest of e ma'ams n sirs, esp so 4 some. They made me realize that as long as we perservered. There's nothing that we can't achieve. Jus that in e process of perseverance , a little encouragement is sure needed to make success nearer. Together we made a powerful force battling e impossible emerging victorious in e end. E run was a great achievement 2 me personally. Campfire Was kinda dreading it. It's always a sad scence in camp. It marks e parting. Our grp sang At the Begining. Specially dedicated 2 Joan ma'am n Poh Boon sir. Our performance was e most boring 1. I was right in e middle. Singing as loud as I could in order 2 guide e rest. Guess I sang a little 2 loudly. But no choice. Felt so embarrassed singing in front of all e ma'ams n sirs. Invited Poh Boon sir to do e friendship dance. Haha... better not say what I want to. But sir, thanks 4 e little dance. Hui Hui ma'am came! Chatted a while n went back 2 join my fellow foxtrots. Thanks 2 Yi Min ma'am n Hui Hui ma'am 4 e choc. Joan ma'am n Poh Boon sir became our Mummy n Daddy. We were their first 9 babies. Received gd comments from both of them. They both have gd impression n high expections of me I guess. Mummy, Daddy. Don't worry. I'll do my best. Hope that you both will really drop by our units. Actually wanted 2 cry when they were commenting esp when Joan ma'am was doing it. Cause she seemed to want to cry... We pretended that we want to go to the wash room so as to cook some food 4 them cause Yu Ching sir came n disturb us. Hahha.. but ended up being called a rubbish bin by us as Alpha throw all e food they can't finish 2 him. hhaha.. ma'am was so nice. e chicken wing not cook she also never say.. sorry. My fault. I'm e 1 who cooked it. After that we went to help clean up e decos. Signed on e cards tat we wanted 2 give them.. Cheered lots. Made lots of promises that Foxtrot will be alive...
Day 4, 8 June Had Captain Ball's primership in e mrng. It was great. Foxtrot seemed 2 be alive. We played well. Second round with Alpha was a great game. Over heard ma'am saying that we're very hyper don't know 2 who. Heex. =) Yes we are hyper! Breakfast was super filling. Poh Boon sir came back. He skipped lesson 4 us. So nice of him. Our event came. Of all we've planned. Ended up having a combined 1 instead. During Management Crisi, e instructors played. Admire them 4 their activeness.. Entire event seemed fun. But we're left out of it. Can't b helped. Nvm. Joan ma'am left half way... Sadx. She can't have coke with us...Soon break camp. Managed 2 hold back my tears. We were e only grp with coke. We all shouted Eh Ah! Shaked every instructors' hands. Received their well wishes too... Settled e shirt $ n left. Could no longer hold back my tears when I read Joan ma'am's sms... Li Xuan cried too.. Haiz. But everthing has a begining n an end too.. can't b helped. Bus ride back mrt I felt like going back campsite. Haiz. I already start 2 miss camp at that moment... Hope e gathering will be a successful one...
I miss Foxtrot and I love Foxtrot. We rocks! Eh Ah!!!
s e n s e d @ 2:21 PM
Friday, June 04, 2004
Did a very stupid thing 2day...
Went 2 army market, beach road aft IT course.
Managed 2 find some1 2 go with me. Yi You.
Could have left earlier, but all 'cause of e stupid site tat we have 2 make. So many problems with e flash buttons.
Left around 1 plus I guess.
Went 2 meet Anthea. 2 get e mass tins frm her.
But communication break down. We both went 2 diff bus stop.
She was @ Joo Seng tat side while I'm @ Mcpherson.
Walked all e way there anyway.
Tired.
@ least settle my prob. Next is jus e solid fuel.
Tat 1 tat cause me to forget my breakfast... All 'cause I was looking at the yellow pages for shops that sell it. In e end. Decided tat army market is e place.
Went there by 100. Quite a long ride... pass Geylang.
Finally there we are... better fill our stomachs first. Or else I won't b able 2 get e things done. Lunch was super cheap n fillin.
Hmmm.. finally get a chance 2 have a gd look @ e stuffs there. Never had e chance when I went with my aunt.
Found my solid fuel!! Yeah! Super relieved.
You made a dog tag, if tat's what u call. Those tat army boys have around their neck.
Bought a torch and powder. E shop aunty v. funny. Give us name card n say 'next time tell ur friends come. Have boyfriend not? Can ask him come' hahah.. s. hilarous.
Don't know how 2 get home frm there. *Lost*
Walked front.
Saw concourse.
Went there 2 shop a little.
Those wrappin paper tat i bought ended up sellin 2 my maid. nvm, can go back 2 buy.
Still can't find our way home. Decided 2 walk 2 somewhere where we know how 2 get home.
Walk walk walk...
North Bridge Road...Raffles Medical... Bugis...OG Albert...Little India mrt.
Lots of exercise.. haha...
You so funny. Say e bamboo drink we drank 4 lunch was filling. Hahah.. suppose 2 b sugar cane. Then she ask 'aren't they e same','which 1 e panda eat' hahah.. luffing like mad @ e station.
Back home.
Started packing.. aft checkin mails.
Still nothing frm Echo.
Ask Jeremiah how many tins he wants me 2 bring n he said, 'I thought u have 3' diaoz... so called Jie Ying help me find hers in her store room. Asked her 2 lend me fbt as well.
She's so nice.
Brought 2 my place on her way out.
Even wrote me a gd luck card with 2 Heartbeats.
Phew~ Thanks 2 all my pals.. always get me out of e deep shit tat I'm abt 2 fall in2.
Added a link... Do take a look. The games are really sweet. No violence... Thanks You 4 telling me e site n accompanin me in 2day's walkaton.
Need 2 go.. tmr off I am to torture camp...
s e n s e d @ 10:07 PM
Thursday, June 03, 2004
Feeling a little bu shuang now. (not happy)
All because of what he said.
Maybe what he said is right.. but don't know why I'm so annoyed over it. *If annoyed is the right word to use. Maybe I shoudl really do something about it. Anyway, why he bothers? Aaarrrgghhh.. feeling super lousy now.
20 week plan not done.
Lesson not really prepared...
How??? and now.. my mood is in the bluez..
The letter left me in confusion and a tinge of happiness.. now that it's all gone..
All that's left is worry...
s e n s e d @ 11:13 PM
Having IT course in school right now..
Learning photoshop and dreamweaver.. BORING! Though such skills may be useful..
Haiz.. later still have to go for tuition. Will be home rather late already.. Still have to do my 20 week plan and prepare my lesson. Though the lesson will not be a major problem as I'm teaching my EVIC lesson.. but I think it's rather boring... But what else can I teach? No choice..
Time table for upcoming days...
4th June, Fri: 9.30am - 5.00pem, IT Course
5th June, Sat: Camp
6th June, Sun: Camp [my group in charge]
7th June, Mon: Camp
8th June, Tues: Camp, [management crisis], [break camp at 5 plus]
9th June, Wed: Tuition in the evening, back to M'sia at night.
10th June, Thur: Home sweet Home [M'sia]
11th June, Fri: Home sweet Home [M'sia]
12th June, Sat: Back to Reality [back to S'pore]
13th June, Sun: Trip to Genting
14th June, Mon: Playland [Genting]
15th June, Tue: Last Wild-time [back from Genting]
19th June, Sat: 9.00am - 7.30pm, Students' Convention
Haiz... busy busy busy.... buzz buzz buzzz...
Hopefully I'll be able to update you people out there on the every 'event' that I go through.. see ya.
*Keeping fingers crossed*
s e n s e d @ 1:31 PM
Stress stress stress...
The same old feeling is coming back again...
Something's smoothering me...
My shoulders are weighing a tonne.
Received the mail from Jian Fu sir only today...
Have to do group identity and group flag...
Who's gonna do?_?
Won't be free to do it...
Having the meaningless IT course tomorrow till Friday.
Haiz~ How? Will there be someone who will be doing??
AArrrrgghhhh!!!
Anyway, watched 2 movies today. Shrek 2 and the Day After Tomorrow.
Both are very entertaining...
The latter one is really touching.. *I've been molested* =P
Hope that such things will not happen at all especially in my time.. It's too great a test for mankind. But hope that this movie does serves the purpose of telling everybody out there to take care of Mother Nature.. or else the impossible will happen. Who knows? Since life is so unpredictable.. Anyway.. gotta go.
I feel suffocated.. don't know why... Stress?
s e n s e d @ 12:01 AM
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
Phew~!
Finally! Sort of completed my ULP group's proposal...
Hopefully that it turns out fine...
My group actually not that bad... Kinda different from my first impression... Two playful guys.. but one of them rather efficient. The other two very quiet.. The gals all not too bad lah. But seems like i'm doing too many things already...
Haha... Foxtrot! Eh ah! That's my group's identity.. all beacuse of Lutfi and Jeremiah. Memtor also very nice..
Hmmm... will stop here... update you all when I get back from ULP's torture camp.
Dear squad mates. Don't worry. I'll do my best in the camp and pass it. =P Pray hard for Dao pie and Honey Pie!
