Super irritated since yesterday. I was moody because she won't let me go for school's campfire night and by what she said last night though not to me. But felt much better after chatting with Andy. He called me cause we bumped into each other at Seng Kang mrt. Chatted for about an hour while I watched The Eye. Then talked to Pei Ying for a while. I thought what happened to her when she called as she cried. It's all because our seniors are passing out. I'm sad too. Almost cried during training. At least her's is passing out in August. Mine is next week. Man. I can't bear to let them go. Ma'am said that last year at this period was the most difficult time. I can understand that. I'm rather torn apart too. But somehow I know where my passion lies most. Ma'ams, believe what I said. I mean it. After that wrote ah kor's letter... Received Joan ma'am's message around 1 if I'm not wrong. Luckily I have till end of year to achieve another bronze to pass ULP. Haiz... Super scared that I'll end up with nothing at both sides. There's a possibility for that to happen. I can't be like her. She's great. I'll miss her lots. In fact, all of them. They are the best batch. I love them.
Still irritated with her today. Can't believe that she actually said that I got up on the wrong side of the bed today. I feel like telling her that she had gotten up at the wrong end. Complain so much that she had to do so many things in the morning. No body tell her to do. Can don't do if she wants. What really provoked is when she asked how come my school got campfire last night. Shut up lor! Don't want to let me go don't ask so much lah. Now then ask also no use. It's too late!! Arrgghhhh!!!! Super duper angry. Good thing aunty coming back this evening. I miss her so much...
