Wednesday, March 02, 2005
Cried in school today.
After school.
Outside 4O classroom.
Against the wall.
Near the windows.
In front of Jessica.
I bet I looked stupid.
Had been feeling wanting to cry the entire day. Also don't know why.
Maybe cause I flanked e math again.
Underlying factor: the frequent mention of O level.
I really have no confidence in myself at all.
I never seem to do well no matter how hard I tried...
Fancy me crying the day before my big day.
I still have a mountain of work to clear.
All thanks to who? The school.
Stressed Up. Tired Out.
She's so super irritating.
Can't she just shut up and stop praising others of their seemingly good L1R5.
I vow to do better than 12.
I'm aiming for less than 10. Preferably a 6.
But it seem impossible.
.:Gloomy:.
s e n s e d @ 6:33 PM
