I see him in You... Because you both share the same horoscope. I see him in Him... The way he was like when he was so sick.
I don't like to be reminded of him. Although I do Miss Him. The suffering that he had gone through. The way he had mourned in pain. The odd look on his face. They way he looked like he was floating instead of walking.
Now it's my uncle's turn. Every little thing of him reminds me of Him. It's scary. I don't like to go through such things over again for the third time. My maid realized that after the death of each one. Within 3 years. Someone will fall terribly ill. I don't dare to think about it in depth. Because I hate it. Why must it always be like that?
I guess that is why I hate it and will cry whenever I hear about' partings' in life. There have been too many permanent parting of my loved ones in my life. So You stupid idiot. Stop making me cry! _____________________________________________________________
<someoneconcerned>: whether you believe you can, or whether you believe you cant, your absolutely right -henry ford- <someoneconcerned>: study hard .play hard. dun starve urself. there r many things waitin for u to do.. to try out.. U SURELY CAN CONQUER MATHS!! Dun b scared of it!!
Thanks to you! Care to let me know who you are? Indeed there are many things to do... but... haiz. I don't know how to say what I really feel. I really hope that I can not only conquer maths... but also the rest of my subjects!! ______________________________________________________________
Sorry but to tell you all that I've not eaten anything since last night again. Even drank orange juice with empty stomach.
My world is really turning upside down. Don't know what's really wrong with my uncle. Sick for a year already. Never got better.
Aunt having mood swings. Fortunately not at me though. The other uncle as well.. Flaring up so easily.
Lastly myself. All the crazy eating pattern. Or should I say there's no pattern at all. Should be studying and yet always have the urge to voice everything out. Having so many crazy friends suddenly...
