Just as I was getting out of the pitch darkness... I've plunged deeper in. Surrounded with nothing but darkness... There's no light, no nothing at all...
I've done it once again. Congrats to myself. I never seem to do well, no matter how hard I studied. Why? You all always tell me that my hard work will pay off. Look! Is this what I should get in return? I really don't understand.
Seriously, I hate myself. I really do.
I've finally found a way to keep myself awake and study. Deprive your body of food. Study till you don't feel like eating. Don't eat at all. Eat just a little. Your body and mind will be kept in a super alert state. You don't even need much sleep.
Will tell you how long it can last once I've proven it. It's the second day already...
I'm tired. I really am. Tell me what to do. I don't have any more hope. No more hopes.
