Seems like everybody is longing to go home... But where exactly is home? A place where you can rest after going through all the tiredness? A place where there's no return... Somewhere that's not easily reached as well...
I should have expected that she'll not take it easy.. but little did i expect her to have such actions. Disappointments? I don't think I have a right to be disappointed in her. I should be utterly ashamed and disappointed with myself instead. Why can't she just give me more time. I have already been trying to motivate myself... But all my hopes are now dashed. Poison my mind? No one has. Even if there is, it's I myself. No doubt that I'm prejudiced against her... but not when it comes to her concern about my studies. What does she gain from hurting me in my studies? She's really dumb to think that way.
Sad I may have been... but there's always that few of you who never fail to brighten my dark life... bter's encouraging words... [I hope you do the same to yourself too.. it's really sad to see you depressed. Not everything in life is a lie. At least I can be sure that my friendship to you is true and genuine. Smile from the bottom of your heart and not to hide anything.I'm sure one day you'll be free as the wind. Well, at least you're the wind of my life.] jieming's crap... [I have no idea if you're really crappy or what... and I don't know why I bother to crap with you. But thanks a lot! It really makes me happier... and you've been successful with your religion.. at least it is in my case. =P] val's trust [I really wish that you could be happier...it's really sad to see you in that state that you are in everyday...] sop's everything... [you are such a darling do you know that? everything about you is so wonderful... your cheerful laughter really sounds like those of Very happy children...]
I wish that the world could be a happier place for all of us... it's really sad to learn that everyone around me are depressed. But for a fact is the I LOVE ALL OF YOU.
