I never knew that I had fallen so deep... I thought that I have gotten myself out of it. And that I was giving you pure concern. Pure concern for a friend.
But I was wrong. I was living in self-denial... Till I actually felt hurt when I saw what I found. Hurt. Or should I say jealousy?
I wish I could delete your number from my phone. I wish that I could never see you again Till I'm sure that I'm not feeling that way for you. But I couldn't bear to leave you in this state, cause you're my friend.
So what if I really treat you as a friend whom I really care for? I doubt I'll ever mean as much as you mean to me. Not even half. I'm just a fool. A FOOL of the 21 century.
I should stop thinking so much about you. I should stop caring for you. Cause I realized all I get in return is misery. Nothing but MISERY.
