I'm not going to wallow in self pity. Cause I'm so loved. Loved by- my mum (though she's not with me all the time) Bter Shuen Lin Sophina Val (all of you mentioned, tell me if you don't love me =P) and who knows many others... So why should I be so affected by that one person? It's not worth it. Since you don't appreciate me, I shouldn't probe into it right? Yup. It's all going to stop right here. No more extra care and concern for you. Not unless you come looking for me, cause I'll still term you as my friend. Thanks for allowing me to grow... to learn.