Sunday, July 31, 2005
POP 05
Passing Out Parade 2005
It's funny how time flies...
It didn't seem too long ago when it was you who was the one taking over the position.
Now that it belongs to someone else in no time.
Your time had come and gone...
I'm sure you ain't even sure if you have made the best out of it.
Whatever it is... I'm sure there's nothing you can do now.
Now that everything's over for you...
All that you can do is to wish the new batch All the Best
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s e n s e d @ 11:58 PM
Saturday, July 30, 2005
Racial Harmony Day
pictures have been uploaded.
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s e n s e d @ 2:45 PM
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
'deliver me from evil...'
You've been living in a daze...
Floating as you walked.
Crossing without looking...
You could have been knocked.
You've tried and chicken out...
Cutting deep down.
No. There's nothing.
But the heart have split open.
You've been naughty past midnight...
Trying the not allowed.
Step by step you went.
You were almost caught in the act.
No, she didn't see.
No one knows.
You've then aim for a better tool.
One that doesn't require much skills
One that is efficient
You know what you're looking for.
You've resorted to 'snails whivh do not have S for a surname'
Easing yourself.
You feel good.
They look good.
They are trails of victory and happiness. :)
Trust you to no longer be who you once were.
s e n s e d @ 7:23 PM
Friday, July 22, 2005
Defeated once again.
the look of dispair on your face
is such a sight to behold.
Deep in your heart you're screaming
screams of fear
is such a lovely melody to thy ears.
Down and down is all you're going
no help of any sort
is such a luxury for thou
Desperations wallows you completely
suffocated, breathless all that you feel
is such an entertainment for everyone
Don't you think that you'll ever get out
Don't you ever wish to soar
for thou art the choosen one
for thou art the one that fear has choosen
Fear is thy shadow
Emptiness is thy life
Struggle is thy survival
Desperation is thy emotion
s e n s e d @ 6:50 PM
Thursday, July 21, 2005
It's all about you...
It's all about you....
Reminds you of a song.
No. It's not a song that I'm going to talk about.
It's You!
You are such a big time loser.
Lost your spectacles... and to realise it only when you get home.
Fancy you going around asking people to help you keep a look out.
Going around in school with that stupid look on your face.
Think you're dead.
Seriously, I think you've been long dead.
You think you're damn big shot right.
Going around losing temper for no reason.
Just who you think you are.
You think you've got many friends, people who care for you?
Ha. What a joke.
You don't have any.
None.
It's such a sight to see you feeling all lonely in the middle of the large crowd,
silent admist all the chatters, laughters and even noise.
Everything is just about you, you and you.
s e n s e d @ 4:23 PM
corrections
made a mistake in one of the previous posts.
it should have been inverse of x=(tihs)
but it doesn't make sense anymore...
so i guess it's better to be 'S' says 'HI' to 'T'
ha. makes sense now?
My life is filled with 'S's saying 'HI' to 'T's that seem to go on forever.
s e n s e d @ 3:53 PM
Sunday, July 17, 2005
我想要的结局...
苹果 浮萍 平静的心境
心中的涟漪早已平淡
脑海的印像却不可泯灭
星空 痛心 一片空白
心中仿佛好多的感受
口中 右手 却始终说不出，写不出...
真希望...
爱你的痛苦能化成泪流出手心
一切只有你我的甜蜜
犹如童话故事里。
幸福和快乐是永远的结局。
another piece of my crap that was triggered by the word 浮萍 as i was studying 3B. =P
s e n s e d @ 11:54 AM
Saturday, July 16, 2005
我不了解
你的眼神
让我一知半解
你对我的态度
我不太了解
但你的碰触
使我触电...
使我想把你抱在怀里，直到永远。
not talking about anyone in particular...
just the spur of moments feel like writing something...
and here goes my crap.. haha.
sorry to those who don't understand chinese.
s e n s e d @ 11:46 PM
It was a relatively happy day...
Happy getting to know Relative Velocity better...
Happy to be at tuition with you guys again...
Happy to be sitting next to Bter!!
Happy seeing cute Sui Hui.. haha... just love to sayang her.
Happy to eat beancurd jelly together...
Happy to be shopping around...
Happy day!
Though it didn't start off really well.. cause..
I really don't like you to say that I treat you as a spare tyre.
Cause you're not.
I'm not treating you like one.
So please Val, stop it.
It hurts, ok?
Yuanli practise more on your keyboard!! =)
Bter, jia you for finals... don't care about Mr Y. ok? :)
Sui Hui, take care.. cannot afford to fall sick anymore... =)
Jieming, haha.. hope you divide your rations (干粮) properly.. :)
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我不要求你永远记住一个‘我’
我只求你记住一次永恒
s e n s e d @ 10:13 AM
Thursday, July 14, 2005
I miss you-
It's been a long time since we walked those path together,
Doing the things that once brought us so much laughter,
Understandings that weren't put into words.
The feelings were there... no seen. but felt.
Those days were gone...
Baby, know how much I miss you?
I'm all by myself now...
s e n s e d @ 6:59 PM
could you just Cry a little for me?
If I had just one tear
Running down your cheek
Maybe I could cope
Maybe I'd get some sleep
If I had just one moment at your exspense
Maybe all my misery
Would be well spent...
Could you cry a little
Lie just a little
Pretend that your feeling a little more pain
I gave now I'm wanting
Something in return
So cry just a little for me
Could you cry just a little for me?
s e n s e d @ 6:52 PM
Sunday, July 10, 2005
Can't you be more direct?
Seriously I don't like the way you're treating me.
Treating me like a piece of inverse of function x=[this] *
Taking me for granted.
I'm trying so hard to be nice to you...
and Look!
See how you're treating me.
Sometimes you can be so nice to me and all...
Sometimes I seem to exist to you..
I really don't understand your attitude towards me.
Tell me.
Just what am I to you?
*Inverse of [this] is SHIT
____________________________________________
Siewting~
I know what you mean by it's hard to tell people your feelings...
But if there's certain things that need to be told... it's better to say it our loud than to regret not saying it when you have the opportunity.
But certain things just can't be voiced out.
Fears for example.
No one will understand when you tell them.
All they'll say to you is 'don't worry so much'
If it's not worrying.. why should it be considered a Fear right?
It's ok.
You can tell me anything should there came a day when you need to voice anything out.
I'll always be there for you.
bter,
how i miss you... haiz. take care. you seem wrenched.
s e n s e d @ 7:04 PM
Thursday, July 07, 2005
Everything's coming to an end...
Everything.
Trainings that we have at least once a week...
So fast we've endured the 4 years.
Bitter experience as a cadet is what everyone will lament about.
Sweet experience is what all will think of being the seniors, the ma'ams.
Somehow that isn't really the case.
I miss those days of being a cadet.
But I'll miss being a ma'am too.
Sec 4 life that's so filled with friends...
Friends that are so close to the heart...
I was never able to imagine how I'll be like when I'm in sec 4.
Now that I'm in it... and almost reaching the end point of it.
I can conclude that Sec 4 Life is not lifeless.
It's the time which you realise that there are many things that matter more than enjoyment... and friends ain't those that just go out with you...
But those that have their way to your heart.
They can come from a complete different world... and make your world a even better place.
Somehow the thing that I'm most unable to part with are my friends.
Imagine...
When you leave.
You won't be able to see your darlings everyday anymore...
You won't be able to crap with people who knows deep inside what lies beneath those crap.. and what lies beneath that silly look you have on the surface.
... ... more and more to it...
To sum it all.
I can't imagine how my life would be when the time has come for us to go our seperate ways.
I can't...
and I wish that I can never get to experience it.
We all have our different roles in life to fulfill...
Our different precess to go through...
and finally we reach the same destination.
If only we could walk the same path... ever since the day our paths met... ever since the day we came to the cross-roads.
If only.
This is...
The Kismet of Our Lives...
So crystal clear, yet so chilly in the mist.
s e n s e d @ 6:46 PM
Monday, July 04, 2005
We Live to Suffer
We Live to Die.
We start from the same point.
We all end with the same destination.
I know it's the process and the journey that matters.
But I'm too beaten to pyscho myself to see things only in the beautiful way.
Cause every beautiful thing has an ugly side to it.
Just like pretty roses have torns.
PS: Sorry Jieming. Despite trying to make me see things in a positive matter. I'm a person who see both... and usually it's the ugly side that stays. But thanks.
s e n s e d @ 10:03 AM
