Trainings that we have at least once a week... So fast we've endured the 4 years. Bitter experience as a cadet is what everyone will lament about. Sweet experience is what all will think of being the seniors, the ma'ams. Somehow that isn't really the case. I miss those days of being a cadet. But I'll miss being a ma'am too.
Sec 4 life that's so filled with friends... Friends that are so close to the heart... I was never able to imagine how I'll be like when I'm in sec 4. Now that I'm in it... and almost reaching the end point of it. I can conclude that Sec 4 Life is not lifeless. It's the time which you realise that there are many things that matter more than enjoyment... and friends ain't those that just go out with you... But those that have their way to your heart. They can come from a complete different world... and make your world a even better place. Somehow the thing that I'm most unable to part with are my friends.
Imagine... When you leave. You won't be able to see your darlings everyday anymore... You won't be able to crap with people who knows deep inside what lies beneath those crap.. and what lies beneath that silly look you have on the surface. ... ... more and more to it... To sum it all. I can't imagine how my life would be when the time has come for us to go our seperate ways. I can't... and I wish that I can never get to experience it.
We all have our different roles in life to fulfill... Our different precess to go through... and finally we reach the same destination. If only we could walk the same path... ever since the day our paths met... ever since the day we came to the cross-roads. If only.
This is...
The Kismet of Our Lives... So crystal clear, yet so chilly in the mist.
