Sunday, September 25, 2005
Tears of Heaven fell,
As lonliness engulf my already empty soul.
Giving no mercy,
The tears came harder.
I am desperate,
Scrolling down my phonebook
I message to whoever I feel appropriate
Hoping...
Hoping that someone would still be awake.
And maybe keep me company for a little while.
Desperation grew
But I gave up.
There weren't anyone
Just when I needed someone, anyone.
Not just in the night.
Not just for a day.
It has been for some time
This emptiness is here to stay
Together with fear
and Pain.
In the coziness of the house
Shut from the cold rain drops & chill
But it's raining even harder within.
Feeling even colder.
Drenched.
Soaked.
Shivering.
Smiling at my new found friend.
Maybe it's time that I really get to know my friends -
Fear, Pain and Loneliness
and learn to live with them
For the rest of my life.
s e n s e d @ 3:14 AM
