Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Weekend was BAD.
But the week started off not too badly, 'cause'
The Worst is Yet to Be.
It's time again for the Big Blow period.
It's time again to expose my already Badly Bruised 'confidence' (if there's any confidence left)
and receive each and every Big Hard Powerful Bang.
Wohoo~
I really don't know how to describe my feelings right now.
Should I be happy that I've reached my expectations? (for 1 subject)
But there's a part of my that's clearly aware that it's NOT GOOD ENOUGH.
Tired.
Wanna be sent to Lala Land.
Where the Sky is white...
Clouds are pale blue
A vast land of the most beautiful things you can never find in this world
Where only beautiful things exist.
Pandora box never seen, sealed and destroyed.
Where things stay the same for Eternity.
That's my Lala Land.
Today is bad.
So will tomorrow.
It never changes.
So you'll see the same old cycle repeats the day after tomorrow,
and forever
as long as I'm on this world of reality.
It's really no use pinning so much hopes.
It really hurts when they are dashed
and that is often the case.
So i'm not hoping for anything anymore.
Not anymore.
Call me a hopeless kid...
s e n s e d @ 6:27 PM
