Thursday, November 17, 2005
jus a little bit more...
I suppose I'm not the only one feeling this way...
Nobody's in the mood to study for last paper- Chemistry.
Just can't wait for it to be over...
Argh!
So near yet so far.
Depressed along the way.
Since Sec 1? Or it never ended since Pri Sch?
I'm not sure.
I don't know how to describe the feeling when I thought of the fact that I've actually survived it.
It's a weird feeling.
I've realized that many years have past.
But many old thoughts are there to stay.
It seems my way of thinking haven't changed.
Is it good or bad? I don't know.
Probably I haven't really grown up.
Holding on to the past.
But right now.
Chemistry.
Don't wish to let her down.
But I haven't been studying chem.
I hope I can make up for it.
Really don't wish to pay for it using my results.
Everyone had been studying hard.
What have I been doing?
Watching 2h of tv every night.
Big Time Slacker.
s e n s e d @ 4:19 PM
Thursday, November 10, 2005
Panicking about later's Biology paper.
Seems like I don't know anything.
My mind is empty right now.
Didn't have a good night sleep.
I wonder why.
Thinking too much? Not that I'm conscious about that.
Seems like I'm having quite a bit of problems.
It really isn't the right time.
Not during O's.
Probably they'll be resolved after O's.
Maybe they can wait till after O's.
Hopefully.
She wasn't wrong at all.
Friends become strangers down the road.
Seems like it doesn't even need years to prove it right to me.
I wonder why I got so upset that time.
When I was reminded of such hard facts.
I guess I was silly.
Seems like so many people who mean so much to me are becoming strangers.
s e n s e d @ 10:00 AM
