Thursday, November 17, 2005
jus a little bit more...
I suppose I'm not the only one feeling this way...
Nobody's in the mood to study for last paper- Chemistry.
Just can't wait for it to be over...
Argh!
So near yet so far.
Depressed along the way.
Since Sec 1? Or it never ended since Pri Sch?
I'm not sure.
I don't know how to describe the feeling when I thought of the fact that I've actually survived it.
It's a weird feeling.
I've realized that many years have past.
But many old thoughts are there to stay.
It seems my way of thinking haven't changed.
Is it good or bad? I don't know.
Probably I haven't really grown up.
Holding on to the past.
But right now.
Chemistry.
Don't wish to let her down.
But I haven't been studying chem.
I hope I can make up for it.
Really don't wish to pay for it using my results.
Everyone had been studying hard.
What have I been doing?
Watching 2h of tv every night.
Big Time Slacker.
s e n s e d @ 4:19 PM
