Friday, February 24, 2006
To the Special You
We've finally met up
after much efforts
after much longing on my part.
You're quite the same
or are you not?
or have I changed?
I'm still the same
my feelings towards you
my care towards you.
We can't deny that things have changed
cause time has moved on
casue nothing stays the same in life.
You're still so special to me.
do you know that?
do you not?
I'm still here for you
I'll always be
Wishing the very best.
There shouldn't be any denial that we've drifted
But I just wish that you'll always remember me,
Or at least the time we used to have...
Or the mere knowledge that there's such a 'me'...
s e n s e d @ 12:54 AM
Monday, February 06, 2006
Thoughts running wild...
Very soon the truth will be out.
What a contradicting feeling.
A part of me wants it the sooner the better and yet,
Another part of me is afraid of facing the reality.
I'm trying not to keeo too much high hopes.
After countless times of trying to predict my scores and the possible L1R5.
It's scary.
Hopefully the impact of the disappointments will be much less should I keep it low now.
It's hard to practice 'Aim for the stars. Even if you can't get the star, you'll land on the moon'.
PS: School computers are usually pretty nice. >.<
Darling darling... missing you lots.
s e n s e d @ 3:54 PM