It seemed like a rotten day. Probably one of the worst day I had in months. Definitely one of the worst bday. Just as I thought that it was going to be one of the best since it's such a significant year.
But I was wrong. So very. A significant year, Marked terribly memorable.
Consolation : Get to meet up with mum. But there were moments that I felt like crying cause I made her felt bad that I had to just stay at her work place.
What's really bad is I have to come home for dinner. Can't I have dinner with my mum instead? Who cares about spending time with Her? Think She's so big deal.
What a birthday. Filled with unwillingness, loneliness, unhappiness. It has startef on a wrong note. Probably, it's yet another bad year to go...
Why is it so? Just because I had a pretty good bday eve? Guess everything just have to balance out. Doesn't it?
*Birthday is just so wrong without spending part of it with friends...
