On my way to Darkness... About to lose myself again.
I have no idea how... How I'm going to go about preparing for yet another round of tests etc... Things that marks count.
Finally talked to Val, Knowing her recent condition makes me think about my near future - Quizes that are going to take place in the next 2 weeks Tests that are happening after that 2 weeks.
I'm Afraid. Scared. People here are so smart... It's really not like what we used to think...
There's competition. Strong Competition.
I feel so small and insignificant... Stupid in fact.
Hopefully all these thoughts will be gone Gone with the wind...
