Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Longings...
I thought I am fine.
I thought I had gotten myself out of the darkness that I was falling into.
Fact is, I had found light for a little while...
One that didn't last long enough.
Here I am... back into the darkness.
I feel sad.
For no reason.
Talked to someone about the state that I am in...
Living with my aunt and uncles made me realised how much I have been longing to have a proper home that ordinary children have.
Where I get to live with my parents and brother.
Get nagged at by my mother when I come home late...
Fight over things with my brother...
Nevermind that He is no longer around.
But I do wish to stay with my mother and brother.
Get controlled by my mother instead of an aunt.
Is it too much to ask for?
Tears are all I've got right now...
s e n s e d @ 8:39 PM
