Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Drifting...
I feel like I've drifiting away...
Away from the bright shore...
Into solitude and darkness...
It's hard to put what I'm feeling into words right now...
It's this sudden wave of sadness that seem to have taken over me.
Not getting grades of my expectations...
Have this same old feeling like I had for OBC, that I might not do well.
Since I've not been performing for my quizes and practicals so far.
This means that I have to work doubly hard for the Common Tests and Exams.
It just seem bleak.
Could it be the melancholic weather that's making me so down?
Or am I too tired?
Too stressed up?
I don't know!
All I know is that right now... I'm in a very lousy state.
I don't like my character.
Wanting to be someone who gets good grades all the time and end up being envious of others who do better than me.
This is the lousy, ugly me.
I hate myself for being like that.
Two like people can get along and co-exist.
But as time passes by, frictions are experienced.
This is why, two like people shouldn't be too close to each other.
s e n s e d @ 7:00 PM
