Friday, November 03, 2006
Harping on unhappiness
I thought that things had turned for the better
I was wrong.
I know that I shouldn't be so negative over it
I wasn't.
I went with a positive mindset ready to be open
I was disappointed.
I feel that I was being stupid to get so upset
I couldn't help it.
I cried silently for there is nothing I can do about it
I can only press on.
My tears flowed... uncontrollably.
Felt really rotten after that class.
I feel bad to Feli for putting her in such a spot.
But thanks so much for listening and the tissues.
Fortunately there was already plan for Pei Fen and I to go get the buckets needed for S&S.
Pony was going with us too.
Decided to have lunch in school together with Feli, Darren and Lendl.
Couldn't find any seats.
Hungry us just went to queue up for mix veg rice.
Guess who I saw?
Someone in strips shirt.
My eyecandy.
Took me a few seconds to realize it was him when I saw him turn back.
Sure did make me feel better by seeing him.
I think he knew we were looking at him, doubt he'll know since he's quite popular as far as I know.
Anyway brought our food up to the squash court benches to eat.
Choked myself because of Pony and PF.
They are so funny.
Went to shower then head down to TP.
Searched for buckets..
Never expected them to be so expensive.
Surveyed the market, then went to eat Ice at Entertainment centre.
Choked twice because of them.
Went back school, had audition.
Which turned out quite alright.
Buckets really do sound quite nice.
Yeah the happy part.
Dinner!
15 of us.
There table where I sat was the most noisy one.
Pei Fen and Lendl joked so much!
So much that Hui Xian and I had difficulty eating properly.
We toned our stomachs as we were eating...
So much fun, so much laughters.
Thank You once again.. you all made my day.
Nevermind if there are 10 over weeks of miserable friday mornings,
at least I have friends like you all who chase my dark clouds away and bring sunshine in.
s e n s e d @ 9:58 PM
