Monday, December 11, 2006
Love Hate Relationship
I have a relationship with myself.
It's a Love Hate Relationship.
I Love myself for some ways...
I Hate myself in more ways than I love myself...
I Hate myself for
being a person who wastes so much time even knowing that there is no time to waste
being unable to bring myself to do the critical thing
being regretful after wasting time
being not hard working and many many more...
Heck the Hatred I have towards myself...
Right now I'm too happy to feel that Hatred.
I am happy that Mathematics is over...
I will be more delighted if today was the last paper... but it isn't.
I shall remain happy... no matter how much brain swelling I am going to get by pushing myself undergo an intensive study for the rest of the modules.
I hope I am able to achieve that...
I am Happy that I have a White Lamb accompanying my emotions...
s e n s e d @ 6:46 PM