Friday, December 08, 2006
Red Hat
Red Hat = emotions, feelings, passion
There's no other hat on other than the red hat especially for this entire week.
Right now.. I feel that the weight of it is too much for me to bear with.
It's weighing me down...
The pressure is building up.
Everyone's mugging.
The pathetic thing is, all the mugging done does not bring hope.
Reading and reading... not knowing if I'll ever finish reading.
Once, twice, thrice... nothing seem to get in.
Why? Blame it on those who came up with such complicating and out of the world Taxonomy.
What's worse? There's no sample past exam papers.
How to guage what are the likely things to be tested?
Heck that, since it's told to us that anything could be tested... judging from tutorial questions, it's like we will be questioned on nothing but things that weren't taught but found out on our own from I don't know where.
That means we have to read widely.
Isn't it kinda early to tell us about a week before the paper. How helpful.
Pardon my sarcasm.
I'm feeling terrible right now.
With the fact that I can never finish Microbiology, a large pile of Physiology facts for me to digest and bearing in mind that I have s***wed up my IPC practical, and all the more I should know my facts and concepts very well to get better results in the test.
Knowing how some other classes were given special treatment for their practical test... I'm terribly sore about it. It's just very unfair. Don't tell me nothing is fair in the world.
I just feel like crying my heart out now...
Don't tell me why I should be so stressed up over the 20% Common Test marks.
They are still marks and we should still strive to get the best... and since it's always said that Common Tests are easier than Final exam. So all the more we should try to get the max, right?
Nothing makes sense...
I'm not making any sense now either.
and hopefully I don't need tears to make things clear to me and I doubt it will since it will blur my vision.
Pray that we get good papers that help us score well...
s e n s e d @ 11:49 PM
