Thursday, August 23, 2007
Wait.
It's over.
Really over. Hopes dashed. Maybe.
This exam period had been really different.
Not simply due to the schedule that the papers were side by side on 4 days, alternating morning and afternoon.
But there were LOTs to study.
Additional element of challenge : cXL.
Mr cXL,
sorry if I couldn't answer all your questions on the logic behind the mechanisms.
But I hope I did help you see some light.
Anyway, I really must thank you for asking those weird questions that set me thinking.
I realized that I am a person who study things as they were thought to me.
Understand as the way they were presented to me.
I do not think deeper.
Is that why I am not a good student?
That I don't excel?
I will not say that I will do well for all my papers.
But there's really nothing I can do.
Blame myself for starting to study too late.
Next semester will be a different case.
That is one big thing that I have made a promise.
~*~*~
I met my primary 1-3 classmate on the way home yesterday.
We never spoke all those times that we met.
Maybe cause my face had been too black, that I pretended not seeing her.
But I had decided to smile at her yesterday.
We talked.
Know a little about each other's present.
But one thing that all old school mates meet up can always talk about is the past.
We are always taught not to hold on to the past, but isn't the past that make what we are today?
My past - I was never close with her.
But I am glad that she readily talked to me, about our school mates, about how she longed to go back to those happy carefree days.
~*~*~
My mind couldn't feel the happiness and the sense of relief when the last answer script had been submitted.
Maybe because there weren't the sense of confidence I felt for my answer scripts like I did in year one.
I was bothered over how badly I will do due to all the answers that I could have generated if I had done a more thorough preparation.
But all's over.
~*~*~
First time going to somewhere with HQ and Kym.
Island Creamery - sooth some of the bitterness I was feeling.
~*~*~
881.
It's a good movie.
That is why I say Royston Tan is good.
Good looking too. Seen him in person.
Laughters and tears.
When the problem can't be solved.
You just have to wait.
Wait and it'll be yours.
What does the person do if he doesn't have enough time to wait?
How long does one have to wait for something?
In other words, how long should one hold onto something?
I do agree that when certain things can't be solved,
time will tell it all....Labels: Reflections
s e n s e d @ 10:10 PM
