Saturday, January 05, 2008
The thoughts of Death
Started the year feeling that I want to die.
I know it's bad.
It's negative.
Very negative.
I always get such feelings when I get bad results.
Results gotten back so far were horrid.
Not the worst.
But not good enough.
Yes.. I only have myself to blame.
Study only 2 days before the papers.
What kind of results am I suppose to expect.
Being able to get those I have gotten, I guess I should be happy.
It's time to be back to a nerd.
Was never really a nerd anyway...
I just don't know where I spend all my time on.
Sleeping? Highly possible.
Other things except studying.
My time in the comm will soon be over too...
So fast and it's been a year.
I wonder what I have contributed.
It seems like nothing at all.Labels: Reflections
s e n s e d @ 7:14 PM
