Sunday, May 02, 2010
Same old question.
Where are you?
s e n s e d @ 9:48 PM
Security
Felt that I wasted the entire day.
Don't think anything that I read actually went in.
They were just words, made no sense to me despite reading the same thing over and over again.
Wrong decision to stay at home?
Maybe.
I felt frustrated.
So empty.
So hot.
So negative.
Just a call would have made all the difference to my entire afternoon.
Just like now.
Waiting waiting and waiting.
Labels: Feelings
s e n s e d @ 9:41 PM
Monday, July 20, 2009
Where are you?
s e n s e d @ 11:42 PM
Friday, July 17, 2009
How not to?
You tell me how not to be worried when it's a matter of life and death?
Yes, it's not as worrying now.
But how can I not be worried?
Why can't I just accept the fact that attending English classes will not be a bad thing after all?
Because somewhere else doesn't require that.
That somewhere else had given more tempting offer.
But a choice made is a choice made.
So what if there are regrets now?
Isn't it all too late?Labels: Feelings
s e n s e d @ 12:08 AM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
What's the problem with me?
ARGH!Labels: Feelings
s e n s e d @ 11:33 PM
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
...
Sucky Chinese BDay.
Internal was alright.
But how do we tell her that we want to put a STOP to everything?
If you can guarantee me a GPA of more than 3.9 for m upcoming exam, I'll do anything that you ask.
Reminded of the sucky part of our past.
Bad news about a junior, I wish that everything will be alright...
If everything is sucky, I wish that at least this part can turn out alright.Labels: Reflections
s e n s e d @ 5:48 PM
Sunday, January 25, 2009
CNY 2009
Things are so much different this year....
4 days...
Going home this time round will be different.
I've got news for my mum.
Wonder how she will take it.
I've got something to occupy my mind.
Please take good care.
Please rest well.
Please have fun.
It won't pass easily... =(
But it will....
Wait for my return.
Rest thoroughly... enjoy to the max.
Tough ride ahead.
We'll get through it.Labels: Reflections
s e n s e d @ 11:49 AM
Friday, January 16, 2009
My Net Friends
I can't remember who my first net friend is.
I can't remember when I made my first net friend.
I have numerous net friends... many don't last.
But I had been lucky to make a few that last.
Not much contact now, or even lost contact.
One of the most significant one is a Singaporean who has gone to London to study.
OG. He calls himself the Opera Ghost.
He made me like broadway shows even more...
Made me feel like I have an older brother.
Haven't heard from him for the 2nd or 3rd year as of last Christmas (2008).
Quite sad.
It's not the Christmas gifts that he will send, but the friendship.
I doubt I'll have the chance to get him something in return when I start to work.
The 2nd being someone who had helped me quite a lot throughout my growing up years.
S. Ng.
Helped me become a happier person. To express the real me.
Given lots of encouragements, was my venting outlet.
Things just turned sour.
Might as well end it that way, I was just too disappointed.
It's good to keep a distance between us now.
3rd one is someone who was interested in me.
E. Oh
Nice person.
Keeping in touch occassionally.
But nothing much to talk about... we just don't share the same map of the world.
4th. Yan.
One of the reason why I am writting all these.
I can't remember how long I've known him... but surely before I left Ireland.
Made me discover my liking for photography, made me have confidence in my work.
Someone whom I can vent out to... given and offered lots of help.
Very glad that he is still willing to offer help after all these while...
I must say I have been lucky.Labels: Reflections
s e n s e d @ 10:18 PM
