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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Rest.

I'm been told that I look pale.
It's true that I'm not feeling well...
Due to long exposeure to cold weather.

Never had such good rest till this afternoon.
The sleep was so wonderful and I felt that I had slept till the next day though it was just about 2hr.
Taking time to really have a good rest before setting in motion preparing for exams.

Will have to start taking panadols.
Can't go on letting my nose run everyday...

Les Misérables is truly a wonderful musical...
No regrets on spending $16 on Les Misérables and The Sound of Music CDs.
Bon Marché!
Running, Running, Running.

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s e n s e d @ 9:25 PM



Care for the World

Wanted to take about this in yesterday's entry but due to being a little tied up, no choice but to do it in this entry.

See the title?
Yes... it's about the Earth.

Not trying to sound like I am an enthusiastic environmentalist.
But I am really concerned about the way the nature is right now.
My speculations made a few days ago were not wrong.
In fact it was proven right when I heard the news of the Earth's global warming concerns last night.

The potential risks include worse droughts, floods, rising sea levels and more
vicious storms, which thus poses a threat to agriculture, water supplies and
even human settlement itself.


Channel New Asia
Climate change: UN scientists set to serve up bad news
29 Jan 2007 1116 hrs (GMT + 8hrs)


It is also said that the Australia Great Barrier Reefs will be wiped out.

Aren't you concerned about how the world will turn out a few years down the road?

Take a few minute to think, or maybe feel the surrounding now.
Have you noticed the extreme weather change?
It's already Feb, the streets feels like air-con streets, like those in Hong Kong.
Which shouldn't be the case.
Malaysia is experiencing floods, while somewhere out there in other parts of the world, cold places are experiencing Heat Waves and droughts.

It's scary.
Just think of the movie, The Day After Tomorrow.
The Earth might experience another Ice Age.
Everything, including us, might just die out.

Had a little discussion over this with Felicia today.
In her point of view, it's not scary that everyone and everything will die.
It's the struggle that everyone will put up on the brink of death, that will be scary.
And I have to agree...
The desperation one will have, trying to survive whatever that may come, to make a last phone call to a loved one and do whatever one will deem important.

As for me, like I have always thought since young.
Don't ask me why I thought of such things when I was young.
Because everyone was saying that the end of the world would come when Human Civilisation enters the Millennium.
At that point of time, I couldn't help but think of ways of how I can be with my mum when that moment comes.
It hasn't changed.
I still want to die beside my mum.

Somehow we should all try to do our little parts in helping with this drastic situation.
Cut down on wasting too much resuorces, especially those that will emit carbon dioxide.
This will not help much, but think of it this way.
If we're able to slow down the process, we'll be able to buy time for new technology, that are able to do something about the greenhouse gases or their effects, to be established.

I just wish that things are not as negative as it seems.
Though it's important to be positive about this, we should start to do something about it...

Seems like I've just written a long essay for an examination.
Hope it didn't bore you...

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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Highly Strung Loose Twine

I am a Loose Twine that is Highly Strung.

In other words,

I am a Slacker who's Stressed up.

Class ended early today but ended up going out to meet Val.
Reached Kovan around 4.30pm.
There were sufficient time for me to find a nice corner in Mac's to do some studying while waiting.
But I chose to walk around anywhere it permits.

Walked till I was tired and finally sat down at the mrt station at around 6 plus waiting.
I wasted time roaming around.
Val, it's not your fault!! Don't blame on yourself!

Never regretted meeting up with Val.. as I really wanted to pass her those pretty lolipops... and the present for Brenda.

Back home around 7.30pm.
I don't know what I had been doing.

Now is 11.38pm.
I doubt I have started on anything.
Wish me all the best.

Looking forward to Island Creamery tomorrow after IPC practical!
And a good rest to replenish all the energy I've been drained of.


s e n s e d @ 11:33 PM



Friday, January 26, 2007

Lovely Days



The week got better as it comes to an end.
The end that I am refering to is Friday.

It's a super long entry, so please read those highlighted with colours as they are the more interesting portion. As I am afraid reading the entire entry will bore you to death. =p

Wed

Left house earlier than usual to catch an earlier bus, cause I felt bad that I had to make Feli wait for me very morning.
But the irritating thing is, 154 or 151 did not appear for almost 20min+.
How wonderful.
Met a junior, Verena at then.
Chatted all the way till she got down at HCJC.
Smart.
Funny, we chatted so much though we were never close...
But it's always heart warming to meet someone famaliar.

Last GL training.
Ran with my GF, Abe for Campus Run.
Carried her using Fireman's Lift for a short distance as we were walking back from the Carpark to the Pyramid.
Had fun learning those cheers and songs.
The Green Frog, Pink Pig and Green Snake song is cute. Only knew the Green Frog version until that day.

Thurs

Math was as mind boggling as usual.
IPC as usual, part of the time 'teaching' us how to behave like Young Adults.

Went to AMK Hub's NTUC X'tra.
Looks very much like Carefour and Giant.
It's spacious.
Bought quite a bit of tibits as stock for my study snacks.

Tuition was alright.
Boy Boy has not been well.
He even asked me about Panadol consumption instructions.
Realized he's quite poor thing. One week spend 5 days having remedials and home tuitions. He's only Primary 5!
Gave half my pay to the tuition coordinator.

Met my dearest Val Val for dinner at AMK.
Shared a plate of fried rice and fried oyster!
Had a wonderful dinner.
Though our topics revolves around school and a little about our lives. It's the mere chance of seeing each other that is sufficient. Even if there were moments of silence.
Wasted a long long time waiting for those irritating public buses again. They take forever to come when you needed them. I wonder if they have sensors to detect if people needed them. And if they are in need, they (the buses) play hard to get.

Fri

Last CATS class.
The lesson which I enjoyed most.
My group constructed a very beautiful brigde! Starlight Bridge.
At least I think it's beautiful!
We had fun working together!
Thanks Tricia for the lovely lolipop!
So very cute!


Afternoon
Wanted to attend Physio remedial due to Donald's influence.
But didn't in the end as we realized that we did not have any questions to ask and there is not point attending a remedial which was to clear our doubts.
Waited for Feli, had lunch at Canteen 5.
Feli and I then headed to the library.

Good thing that I didn't froze to death especially when all I wore was a black t-shirt, shorts above knee and slippers.

A irritating girl and her 2 friends came up to the shelf at somewhere very near us, as we were sitting at the tables along the windows.
She talked at the top of her voice, like the entire library is her home or the market, when she can obviously see that there were people studying.
She went on talking and commenting on the textbooks avaliable for loan, as if it's seems like a miracle that the library loans such books.
Irritated.
Feli tried saying, 'Sheesh'.
I tried dropping my pens hard on the table and kicking the table.
Finally, I decided to turn over and said: "Excuse me, can you please lower your volume?" in a very polite manner.
I wonder if she was pretending or she's hard of hearing.
She didn't seem to hear what I said. But her friend, almost 3m away heard!
Her seem to be well cultured friend conveyed my message to her.
She was so 'nice' to shrug her shoulders, croaking her head in an angle, saying:"Ok lor. Then I don't talk la!"
Not as if I requested her not to talk.

They continued hanging around producing noise in a acceptable volume.
But there was once when they drew near again, they actually said:"Later people ask you keep quiet again."
What's the problem with them?
So Feli gave them a couple more looks upon hearing that.

4pm break.
Spicy hot potato sandwich and Chicken spud at the atrium.
Were there till Christle and NX came and had their pre-dinner.
My GF rebonded her hair! Pretty.

OB
Good run of looping here and there led by Daren.
Felt so proud of NX that she made it through!
Had an interesting game of looking for hidden things.
Felt bad that we didn't join them for dinner again.
But even f I didn't meet Feli, it's hard for me to wait so long.
Cause cannot stay out so late. Haiz.

Dinner
Christle, Feli, NX and I went to KAP.
So many surprises!
No. 1 Eyecandy!
No. 2 My GF with her BF and a few GLs.
No. 3 Met another junior! Shermaine! She quickly put her food down to give me a bear hug! How I miss her...
No. 4 Andy Ling is working there tonight! Known only when someone came running back in a state of confused feelings.
No. 5 Appearence of 2 OB members who didn't attend training.
No. 6 Eyecandy sat very close by. Giving us a very direct close up view. Super good looker.

Shall not elaborate on those pointers.
Bought food through Andy. Hahaha... he's so cute. Saw us... kept smilling. I wonder why he takes order in Chinese.
We did a very 'malu' thing.
The first thing we asked was:'What's today's Happy Meal toy?'
But it isn't a very attractive toy. So no Happy Meal.
Wanted to disturb him by keep changing our minds about our orders. But decided not to.
2 person's dinner sum up to $4.50.
Large Ice Lemon Tea, Large fries, Mac Flurry.
But he only charged us $2.50.
Can't do anything since he's the cashier, but to thank him. Thanks Andy!

Had lots of laughters over dinner...
NX's relatives, her ex-juniors...
The fight between Bear and Penguin. Hahaha... it was really a great time...


Thanks GF for that very swift kiss!
Thanks Shermaine for those hugs!
Thanks to the other 3 who had dinner with me!

I think that shall be all...
Thanks for reading my super long post!

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Sunday, January 21, 2007

Blank

Can't really bring myself to study.

I get bored after doing some Math problem sums.
I drifted after reading up on some French words.
I let whatever I read gets in and out of my head immediately.
I allow myself to roam up and down the house.
I stuff things into my mouth as and when I can.

Capable of doing anything apart from concentrating on studying.

I just feel like sleeping my time away...

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s e n s e d @ 3:01 PM



Friday, January 19, 2007

Awaken

New found motivations.

Thanks for the wonderful 7.2km run my dear fellow OB members!

Ran a total of 8km including those I did for S&W in the morning.

The start was difficult,
but as run goes on,
I felt comfort...
It comes naturally...
Stable breathing, even body temperature.

It feels really really very good.

Mental powers is really powerful.

Before the run, I was feeling super stressed up.
Even had the thoughts that I shouldn't have join the run, at least I can use the time to read up on something.
But after the run, my mind feels so fresh.

Though it's not the first time I know that mental powers do magic, but I'm reminded of it once again.
Somehow I feel that I should be able to overcome all the up-coming activities, tests and exam.
What I mean is that I should be able to study for them. Doing well or not is another matter. All I can say is I'll be trying my best.

Two very meaningful quotes from a senior who led the run today,

Distance is not a problem, Speed is not an excuse.

Problem is not a Problem until you stop trying.



Dearest Feli, sorry for making you wait so long...

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s e n s e d @ 11:52 PM



Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Overwhelmed

It's getting tighter.
The air is thinning.

I'm getting breathless easily.

It's a hectic month from today on.

This week:
Fencing attachment
Open House

Next week:
French Test
Math Computerised test

3rd week
Microbio Practical Exam
IPC Practical Exam
Physio End of Term Test

4th Week
Study week to rush all revisions.

5th Week
EXAM Week.

I wonder how I'm going to revise Everything.

IPC, I even had problem understanding the effect of pressure on Equilibrium. How's that?
I felt so stupid.
Thanks Feli and SJ, for taking so much time explaining to me.

MB, all the names and properties to remember all over again.

Physio, mechanisms, names, functions etc...

Math, formulae, application. dy/dx. Integration.
I have problem doing differentiation.
What more integration?!
All the general power formula, basic Log form etc.
It's so hard to understand.
I CATCH NOTHING.

I'm in a very frustrated state right now.
I feel like getting lots and lots of time to study.
But there's only 24hr a day!
I'm in a cranky state.
I just feel like laughing. Yet I feel like crying.
Just what am I right now?!

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s e n s e d @ 8:19 PM



Update

Feeling too tied up to update.

A short overview of past happenings-

Friday
OB training, celebrated senior's birthday.
Thus I left late though it ended earlier than usual.
This was the day which I experienced extreme change of mood.
Feeling very good at training after the 3 sets of exercises and after the fun.
It started to turn nasty as I waited.
No bad feelings Christle and NX. But I really got very upset while waiting for you all. Thus had to make a move first.

No sign of buses for a super long time at the bus stop.
Finally reached bus stop opposite KAP. Waited for almost more than half hour still no bus to Orchard.
It was pouring. 9pm. Still at the bus stop.
Thought that even if the bus came, I'll be caught in the jam at Orchard.

I was already on the verge of crying. Felt that everything was so s****ed up. I wanted to make my way home. To cry. But I've promised to turn up. Furthermore it was my best friend (of 9 years) and my dearest squadmate birthdays. One of the rare meet-ups. I have to go even if I only had the chance to take a photo with them and they had to make their way home. I don't mind.
Decided to take 170 to Little India to change train to Dobby Ghaut. To avoid the jam.

Reached The Cathay at 9.46pm. What a time to turn up. Empty Stomach.
Had Ben & Jerry's as dinner.

All the sadness and sore feeling faded the moment I saw those familiar faces.
Somehow my dearest squadmates are a very special group of people in my life.
It's a pity that I didn't get to meet some of them. Especially Lee Si. Haven't seen her for a super long time....

Reached home at 11.30pm
I lied again.

Saturday
GL outing to Sentosa.
Had super lots of fun.
First time going to Sentosa for fun. Had been there in the past, but never for leisure. Always for camp activities.
A picture paints a thousand words. So yup, let the photos in the album do all the talking. (Avaliable in the previous post.)
It's a pity I couldn't stay long.
But I didn't regret fighting for my right to go.

Sunday
Went to collect my bursary.
Haven't been speaking to aunt for a few days till today.
She simply spoiled my day by asking, 'When is your exam'

Doesn't she still know me well enough?
That I'm someone who will study to get my results?
Why does she has to keep harping on EXAMS?

I just feel like smashing things.

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s e n s e d @ 6:55 PM



Monday, January 15, 2007

Sentosa Photo Album Link

Pictures Taken at Sentosa during GL Outing.

Sentosa

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Wednesday, January 10, 2007

While waiting...

Waiting for time to pass at LSCT e mart area...

Just woke up from sleep just now.
Slept on the bench without a care of the world.
My back seems to be aching a little...

A few GLs around.

But I'm still alone. Ha.

Why must my CATs group meet so late.
No training and yet I have to go home late.
Everything is so last minute.

Haiz.
Feeling very negative lately.
Though I could still be laughing over silly things.
My mind is filled with negative thoughts once it's not occupied.

Going to teach tuition tomorrow.
First time.
Primary 5 boy.
Chinese.
2 hours.
Good luck to me.
More time gone travelling from place to place.
My thurs afternoons will no longer be free.

It's really time for me to manage my time better.
Time to wake up!

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s e n s e d @ 5:58 PM



Tuesday, January 09, 2007

First Blood Donation



Picture says a thousand words.



Had a taste of Blood Donation finally.

Not scary


Not painful

No dizzy spells

Sleepy though, could be due to lack of sleep.

Decided to make it a routine to donate blood in future.

Leadership training camp planned by Christina (OB). First time taking male campers. Not too bad. But it's a very different experience from the LTCs back in Cedar. The attitude the campers have and even the way the camp is being carried out. But surely I had learnt lots more. Never regretted going though it left me quite tied up with work.

Got in touch with Xinlin and Darwin on Sun after I got home.
Feels so great to be hearing from these 2 wonderful friend again... on the same day!

Feeling stressed up now.. not only cause I'm pushed to maintain my grades, but also because didn't do very well for Common Test, so got to work super hard to score well for Final Year Exam inorder to pull everything up.

Finally met up with Xinlin!
She crashed today. It's great seeing her again after almost 2 years...

Looking forward to seeing Darwin...

Alright, back to studying for tomorrow's Math Quiz.

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s e n s e d @ 8:35 PM



Monday, January 01, 2007

Reflections...

Farewell 2006.

Here comes 2007.

I thanks 2006 for bringing me new experiences and friends in NP.
No regrets chosing this path at all.
Study Hard, Play Hard.
This is what I want from my education and not plain mugging. Sorry to my pals in JC, not trying to critisize you all...

Most signigicant thing is knowing The Click.
It is really great to have you all.
I'm sorry for my mood swings, for flaring up at the slighest thing.
Thanks for accepting all these unreasonable behavior from me.
I wish that Christle isn't going for BLT, or it'll be hard for us to go have good food together.
No one to consult about French too, when NX has gone over as well...
For selfish reason, I hope you both are not accepted.
But for your interests at heart, I wish with all my might that you two will get into BLT.

Thanks to all fellow GLs as well...
You all make a great differences to my campus life as well!

Thanks to all the friends made in Sec school as well...
especially Valerie, who has always been there for me.
My dear squadmates, sorry that I can't join the meet ups often, but it's really great that our bonds stays so strong.

2006 had been pretty good, getting more freedom.
Probably because I'm in Poly.
Aunt is more relax. I hope things stay this way or get better.
Got pretty good results for both O's and first sem as well...

As for 2007, I wish that...
my temper will improve.
my grades will maintain somewhere in the same level.
my family to be blessed with good health and luck.
my friends to be blessed as well...

Simple wishes, I hope they will come true...

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s e n s e d @ 10:12 AM