Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Bull's Eye?
I'm longing for the bed...
The pitter-patter is making me sleepy,
The cool breeze is making me soft.
13hr away from Telematch.
My first big scale event... though not done alone.
I'm still kind of nervous at the thought of about 500 participants.
Not here to really talk about Telematch...
Met Darwin last night, cause it's morning now...
Thanks for coming to my place... bearing all the heat etc. I really appreciate it.
Darwin seemed to be more matured.
Maybe cause I didn't meet him the last time round when he came back...
He told me that I was not well-liked back in Sec Sch when he asked about me.
Ha... which prefect will be well-liked, except for some, especially a discipline prefect?
Made me feel a little down over it, though I had no idea which friend of his told him that and despite my time being long over.
Maybe nobody now remembers who Wong Wei San is, what that prefect who always scold them when they ate in the classroom looked like...
I can't remember what we were talking about that led to the conversation on keeping contact.
But I remembered saying: ' It's really hard to keep close contact, all my friends are in the mainstream education and I'm such a great distance away.'
and he said: 'You might be just giving excuses... Maybe you distant yourself.'
He's right, I'm just giving excuses if I were to say that I'm a great distance away from them...
But it's hard.
With that limit of liberity I get...
Sometimes I go all the way out to give everything I can offer or even more,
but what do I get in return?
I know it's not about what you'll get in return, but humans naturally would want care and concern given to them, something to make them know that everything they've done is worthwhile, isn't it?
Yes, you might have gotten the Bull's Eye...
I might not have any true friends after all...
Because sometimes that's how I feel.
It's not about the number of friends, it's the number of years you keep them.
I agree completely,
but it take 2 hands to clap.
One might try very hard, but if the other does not cooperate,
it'll not work!
I don't know what I'm talking about anymore...
In any case, 10 years down the road,
nobody knows what will happen,
whether we'll still be friends,
but I'm glad that we are friends and
were friends if that we ever end up being strangers.Labels: Dedications, Reflections
s e n s e d @ 1:45 AM
