Monday, September 24, 2007
Rotten
Feeling super lousy.
Stuck at home for the weekend.
Feel so much wanting to get out.
To have some fresh air but no company.
I just feel like tearing my heart apart.
Yes,
there are things that can be done alone and at home.
But I had been reading books the entire weekend during the day.
My eyes felt like they are going blind.
My back felt like it's going to break into 2 halves from the still positions.
There isn't much inspiration for photo shooting at home.
Apart from the autumn like tree opposite.
Flipped my life upside-down.
Stayed up late online till 4 - 5 am doing don't know what.
Sleep till almost 10 or 11 in the morning.
Life feels meaningless.
I spent an entire hour going through my CDs, packed them into boxes
Stooped in the toilet washing my back for an entire hour.
Now.
Blasting my speaker with Jap songs.
Long holidays are really quite a waste of time.
Leaving you to rot.
When you're almost totally rotten then it's time to get back to school.
Argh.
Hate my life being like that.
If not waiting for people to ask me out.
Then it's facing the screens.
Or the 4 walls.Labels: Feelings
s e n s e d @ 1:46 PM
