Sunday, September 30, 2007
Suffocated.
Don't ask why...
I feel Lost all of a sudden.
Breathing seems to take a little more effort than usual.
I feel like there's super lots to do.
In fact there is A LOT.
But I have no idea where to start from. Argh!
One of the most dreaded assignment is DBG's.
He expect us to have photos of our family members, not just direct family,
and do up a genetic pedigree.
Why doesn't he seem to understand that in the present society,
there are many complicated families?
That this simple task is actually a sky high expectation?
Even if he managed to make us do the assignment for that whatever percentage of marks.
he will never get a true pedigree...
So what's the point? Make us go through the pain of being reminded that we do not have a very normal family?
Something is very wrong with me lately.
And I suspect that one of the factors is that I'm being reminded of my family status.
But it's not my fault.
Many things in life, we have no choice.
All that we can do is to adapt and accept.
So what if we can't? Life goes on.
Just let me have high fever for a day or two...
Have some quality sleep...
Maybe I'll be better.Labels: Feelings
s e n s e d @ 8:24 PM
