Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Vivo Outing
Went out with Darren, Felicia, Joan, Lendl, Pei Fen and Yan Lin yesterday!
Had brunch at Carl's Junior before watching The Fountain.
A super hard to understand movie.
Too profound.
Maybe I should get hold of the book someday, if there is one.
Shopped around Giant, Toys 'r' Us, Daiso etc.
It was really fun! :)
Taking funny pictures of Pei Fen and her No. 11 (Lendl)
Shopped almost every shop after they left, with Feli.
Can't get anything...
All too feminine. =P
Not like those shops back in M'sia, filled with t-shirts!
Shall go hunting for t-shirts with Christle one day soon!
Hopefully there's time to do that...
Since I have so many things undone.
Cleaning up my things especially...
And I'll be going back to work this thurs!
Doing it for the sake of money...
Want to buy my own desktop!
Back to GL training tomorrow...
Hopefully I don't find my physical state in a disaster.
Pictures are in the link under Vivo Outing, in the photo section.Labels: GL, Outing
s e n s e d @ 8:31 PM
Saturday, February 24, 2007
Full of Fragrances
Made a little trip to Mustafa just now...
Sampled all sorts of perfumes...
Spared quite a number on myself...
Gosh, I think they all cast a dizzy spell on me...
Right now after bathing I can still smell them on my body...
For the first time I wish they wear off quickly...
So yup.. another slack day had passed..
Small family dinner...
That's why can't join the OB people to celebrate Han Bin, Joe and Yu Heng's Birthday...
Hope they have a good time though...
I should start working on my thing soon...
Shan't keep my darling from waiting too long.Labels: Shopping
s e n s e d @ 10:42 PM
Met Lee Si
Finally met up with Lee Si yesterday!!
Though it was just a short meet up of about half and hour...
But good enough. :)
Had our usual tau huay! Yummy...
Talked like how we used to...
Manx... she's one person I've missed quite badly without really realizing it...
Remember how she used to be the one to accompany me when I have no company...
Saw 2 juniors on the way to mrt station...
Wonder why they reacted as if they've seen a ghost when they saw me..
Maybe I react the same way when I see my ma'ams too.. haha..
Had a good long talk over the phone with Val Val last night too!!
Was planning the BBQ for coming sat last night..
Wonder how much I'll have to fork out..
Haiz... money sure is an important thing...
First time planning such a big thing on that very date...
In the past, the day was spent with my mum, the night with aunt they all...
This year it shall be different..
Looking forward to that day.
Hope it turns out good... I hate it whenever that very day turns out ruined...
Happy Birthday Darling, Soppy!! Love you lots lots...
s e n s e d @ 1:00 PM
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
CNY 2007
Back from Home...
Have to wait yet another year to be Home...
New Year Eve
Spent my entire day in the kitchen to help.
Helped to fry fish... etc
Hahaha.. I learnt how to cook the prawns! I cooked one of the batches!
My cousins made fun of me.. keep asking me which dish did I prepared. =p
So happy, my mum finally joined us for reunion dinner after so many years.
Three 0f us didn't eat much though.
I had no appetite, cause I looked at the food the entire day..
Mum and Bro were shy, cause not used to eating with them...
Ate a lot more when we got back in M'sia.
Welcomed the year while eating at the food centre.
Got back home only around 2 am.
First Day
Anyway... this year's celebration was much simpler.
Aunt who used to prepare New Year day Lunch had decided not to do so as I think she got tired doing it for so many years, further more my cousins were unable to help her.
Went to my other Aunt's house, (mum's eldest sister), had brunch, because we woke up around 11am.
Brother made my mum go fetch his poor girlfriend who was left alone at home.
To think of it, I think my mum is really a very open-minded person.
She agreed.
Went to fetch her, with my young cousins, and my aunt as the driver as my mum became scared of driving after not driving for a long time.
Went shopping after that...
My little cousins ate till so messy.. Like they had moustache! Hahaha...
Went to uncle's house in the afternoon.
My super nice brother spent $50 on taxi fair to send his girlfriend home and made his way back.
See how nice he is to his sweetheart.
Sad thing is, he was never that nice to me...
Had dinner outside, went home watch tv while mum went out to gamble.
Waited for her to come back and have supper.
We ate an entire big plate at steamed salted chicken wings!
Yummy~
Second Day
Stayed at the almost the entire day.
Woke up around 12 plus, I think.
Mum cooked! ^-^
Loved eating whatever she cooked.
Though they could be things that I don't really like.
I ate them anyway.
Watched vcd and tv.
I fell asleep though...
Mum was already asleep in the room.
Yup... so we spent the entire day sleeping.
Went out at in the evening.
To my aunt's house again.
As we were visiting my grandmother's house.
Believe it. I never knew my grandmother is alive.
Saw my grandfather at my aunt's house.
Greeted him, and thanked him for his red packet.
I really don't know him at all... doubt he really knows who I am. Sad case huh?
Grandmother happened to out station...
So we just saw her remarried husband and her daughter, (my grandfather and aunt in that case).
Sadly, can't meet her.
Didn't stay long and left because mum's friend asked her to go karaoke.
This year's trip back is really 'fruitful'.
Found out lots more about my maternal family.
Realized that I come from such a complicated family line... and mine is complicated too.
I just hope that next time, should I be able to start my own, it won't be this complicated...
Karaoke, mostly older folks... songs are pretty old as well.
It's unlike K-Box where by you have your own room.
It's an big open room whereby people go on stage to sing.
I didn't sing.
Hahaha.. I chose to drink Guiness, as I'm shy to ask for Carlsberg, cause no one ordered that.
Hahaha... realized that I can really take it. Had Carlsberg the other night when having supper.
I am sure I didn't get drunk.
But I think I know how I'll behave when I get drunk.
I'll be depressed and cry.
Because that night, I began to feel depress after some time... and suddenly felt like crying. So, that must be it.
Had supper again after we left.
I really eat a lot whenever I go back...
Didn't want to drink anymore... so it's plain eating.
Home sweet home and had a super good sleep.
Woke up early, had breakfast and made out way back to S'pore.
Don't really want to talk about that already.
Was suppose to go out.
But ended up coming home to sleep my afternoon away while watching tv.
Lonely life...
Oh wells.
I suppose tomorrow will be the same.
Have a look at my family photo!
Family potrait after so many years...Labels: Family, Occasions
s e n s e d @ 6:28 PM
Saturday, February 17, 2007
Break Time...
Finally Exams Over!
The air feels lighter.
Though I doubt I can do well for this stranger, MB paper..
It's alright.
I tried my best.
Sacrificing sleep for it...
BBQ dinner at Jessica's house was wonderful...
It's sort of a mini reunion... though not everyone turned up.
Had fun taking care of the pits' fire. :)
Talking about our pasts...
Sadly my dear Eve was not present.
Wonder if I'll have rosy cheeks for tomorrow. :p
I'm sure I'll know how to get to Jessica's house in future.
Without fail.
As I spent nearly 1 and a 1/2 hours orienteering places in that proximity.
I walked for don't know how many km...
But it's alright.
Since I had not had any exercises for 2 weeks.
Thanks Wen Wen for coming to fetch me.. sorry. I know I sounded so stupid to be lost. Hahaha...
Thanks Lijie for giving me a ride to the bus stop.
Was timely to take the 166 followed by 131 easily. Without having to wait at all!
For a long time, I had once again felt happy about SBS.
Alright... that's all I want to say...
Though I ought to add more details.. but I'm too tired.
Won't have time to do it tomorrow, or rather later in the day, cause need to help in preparation for family's reunion dinner.
Wish everyone have a wonderful Chinese New Year celebration!
Going home...Labels: Squadmates
s e n s e d @ 2:20 AM
Thursday, February 15, 2007
One more to go...
Last paper...
Just one more to go.
Really no mood.
Just feel like heading straight to bed and have a good sleep.
But I can't.
Microbiology.
The one that I'm a stranger to.
Think many will be having quite a hard time tonight.
Jia You Jia You...
Press on... just a little more.
s e n s e d @ 8:04 PM
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Valentine's Day
Who say Valentine's Day is only for couples and those with sweethearts?
I had a pretty good one this year despite
not having a secret admirer to give flower,
a boyfriend to spend the day with,
3 subjects to keep my mind occupied with and
one the them (IPC) to spend my afternoon to tango with. Hahaha
Thanks to Feli for her lovely box of chocolates, hand made card and malt candy!
Thanks ShuJun for that lovely mirror!! Really very unique.. couldn't bear to use it.. ^-^
Thanks Abe, my girlfriend who ran to me so happily to give me a bear hug the moment she saw me.
Thanks everyone who wished me!
Happy Valentine's Day to all!!
Some pictures to share...
What I made for The Click
What Feli gave me!
What ShuJun gave me!
What awaited me when I got home, from my maid. :)
Labels: Occasions
s e n s e d @ 8:05 PM
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Fallen
Succeeded in staying up till 4am. :)
But I think I suffered from hangover feeling the entire day. x_x
Eyes were half opened only.
Feli reached my house when I just woke up.. haha
Did what she came here for.
Studied together.
Not much of quality study... at least the past exam paper part was pretty fruitful I suppose.
Had 2 meals together.. felt happy that I managed to make her stay for dinner.. at least she can have a taste of long missed home cook food taste. Hahha..
Sorry Feli, that I had been having a bad cold the entire day.
Hope my tap didn't disturb you too much...
Taking tonight to have a really good rest.
No more studying.
Shall do it tomorrow.
But thanks for studying with me today!
Though we didn't do much.. it feels good to have a company at such stressful times!
Thinking about the days after IPC paper...
Feel really uptight.
Have to rush Physio and MB after that.
The thing is I doubt I'll bear to take the time to study for MB instead of Physio.
That leaves me with those little time for MB after Physio paper which is in the afternoon.
Dead meat...
good luck to me.. and to those who find themselves in the same situation!
Wish for my tap to self repair soon...Labels: Feelings
s e n s e d @ 7:19 PM
Last resort..
Still far from finishing my revision...
As the last resort, had decided to stay up tonight to finish as much as I can.
Hopefully I can stay till morning!
Had never studied so hard for a long time...
I remembered how I used to study till past 12, go to bed and force myself to get up at 3 or 4 in the morning to study. Hahaha.. they never really worked anyway cause I always ended up studying for a while after I got up and went back to sleep. =p
Alright.. better get going.
Everyone Jia You!
How You Life Your Life |
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How Do You Live Your Life?
Labels: Character
s e n s e d @ 12:18 AM
Saturday, February 10, 2007
in Dream Land
What have I been doing when everyone is mugging away for the rest of the exam?
Slacking away.
I'm feeling guilty that I didn't study today.
So I'm left with 3 full days to study for 3 subjects thoroughly.
No extra time to do extra questions unless I am able to go through all my lectures quickly which includes remembering the facts.
No over confidence feelings is allowed for Physiology!
Though we were made to study it quite thoroughly not too long ago.
But there were sufficient time to erase everything.
As for Microbiology,
A totally new folder is to be created.
I hope that can be done quickly.
IPC that's the nearest, seem to be lost in space.
Really have to make full use of the remaining days.
So no more blogging for the time being.
But I might as well say my piece now!
Lately I've been thinking of the past.
Happenings that took place when I was much younger,
Sophina
Valerie
That someone who had helped me a lot but had vanished. ( It pains me thinking how come things turn out like that...)
Cedar's school culture
Preparations for O level
Bits and Pieces of The Click
Oh wells...
I wish I have better memories and remember them all crystal clear.
Maybe they will come floating back to me in my last days of life, just like how old folks seem to be lost in thoughts when they were leaving.
But what if I were to die suddenly?
Because life is so unpredictable.
Who knows if the entire World will be destroyed tomorrow due to some unforeseen disaster?
Really hope that I can get some time off after exams get a really good rest...
Which will be in the comfort of my very own family... looking forward to be back beside my mum and brother.
If only I can stay there for the entire 2 months holiday.
Even a week will be enough. But situation only permits 3 days.
Maybe when I get back I'll give myself some time to let my soul relax.
Just laze around and do nothing.
Let my mind wander.
I'm feeling so tired.. I guess I really need those break.Labels: Reflections
s e n s e d @ 11:57 PM
Relaxed~
I feel as if I have finished all my examinations!
Went out buy materials after Mathematics paper,
which was a killer. So no point talking about it.
Didn't touch any other subjects at all till today...
Just can't being myself to study.
I spent almost all my time making those 'little things'.
Which I can only reveal after Feb 14.
Too bad, not make for any guy.
But V days with girls are equally fun.
I miss those days back in school where we exchange gifts and flowers.
So sweet.
Somehow I miss my Soppy darling.
Haven't even start studying and I'm feeling sleepy.
Oh gosh...
Rahh~
Congrats to Nian Shun for doing well for his Eng!!
Labels: Feelings
s e n s e d @ 1:02 PM
Thursday, February 08, 2007
Scared
I'm feeling terribly scared now...
Because I am unprepared for tomorrow's Mathematics paper...
Somebody please help me get rid of this feeling..
I just feel like crying now.Labels: Feelings
s e n s e d @ 12:21 PM
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Miserable feelings
I think the best word to describe how I am feeling right now is - miserable.
One way I just feel like giving up on Mathematics.
Have been trying to forge a good relationships with all the numbers and symbols.
I'm still stuck in the courting stage I guess...
How?
The Judgement Day of whether they like me or not is coming soon...
No confidence.
Maybe the paper won't be that hard after all...
I pray hard.
For the sake of everyone.
Have been neglecting other subjects.
Pray hard that they haven't lost faith in me.
Have been sitting almost day and night.
Ha. Not that I've been studying a lot.
I stoned after studying for a short while.
My back is aching...
Can't wait to finish up the V day gifts for The Click.
I hope they'll like it.
Hopefully I can finish on time...
Still need to go get more materials...
Argh.
Thanks to Mr Mak for his encouragements...
“’He who fails to prepare prepares to fail.’ A winner thinks of winning while a looser thinks of loosing.” – Chuck Norris
Somehow this is the reason why I didn't give up studying today...
and I'm trying to get rid of my negative thoughts... cause I don't want to be a loser.
None of you should too!!
Everyone Jia You!!!
Somehow I wish I'm not tutoring tomorrow...Labels: Feelings, Reflections
s e n s e d @ 7:29 PM
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Dedication
Hey Felicia,
Specially dedicated this song to you.
See, I even bother to use this song as my blog music.
Hope you like it.
To my many dear friends as well...
I'll always be there for you if ever you need me.
I'm just a phone call away.
Please click on the toolbar to play the song.
Tommy Page - A Shoulder to Cry On
Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground,
And there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take
you down,
It's so hard to know the way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better if you let me walk with you
by your side,
And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone, cause I'll be there.
All of the times when everything is wrong
And you're feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I hope you work it out and carry on
Side by side,
With you till the end
I'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand
no matter what is said or done
our love will always continue on
Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
you won't be alone cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one you rely on
when the whole world's gone
you won't be alone
cause I'll be there!
And when the whole world is gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on....Labels: Dedications
s e n s e d @ 3:36 PM
Monday, February 05, 2007
Ran out of Steam?
Lagged far behind my planned schedule today.
Not that I was slow...
I just allowed myself to slack. Ha.
I wonder why I felt so tired.
Maybe cause I slept at 3am the previous night.
Don't be mistaken that I was so hardworking that I studied till 3 in the morning.
I was up till so late because I ended up watching a drama on Crunchyroll.
That's why.
I realized that whenever exams draw near, I'll start to do lots of nonsense.
Example, watching videos online, looking up on unnecessary info online, play online games and lots more.
That is how I waste all my precious time...
Went to China Town around 7 plus.
Finally gotten my long wanted sandals.
Sorry Christle, didn't wait for you.
I'll accompany you go get your pair!
Trust me, they are really comfortable!
Walked the bazaar.
Looked at almost everything, cause I refused to leave till we finish walking every street.
Bought lots of tidbits!
The standard must gets - Taiwan Jellys, Cuttlefish and traditional soft candy.
Heex.
Aunt bought me a pair of glass art earings.
Super lovely, though I find them a little too big.
It even has glitters in it!
A piece of art, it truly is.
Alright.. feeling super sleepy now.
Going back school for MB extra class that is optional...
Jia You... few more days to the first paper..Labels: Reflections, Shopping
s e n s e d @ 12:02 AM
Saturday, February 03, 2007
Holland Village
More info
Made a little trip down to Holland V to have Swensen's.
Because we're entitled to a free regular Earthquake upon ordering 4 main course or pasta.
So there we were, Felicia, Shujun, Nian Shun and myself.
While waiting for Nian Shun to come, we were sniffing around in Body Shop.
I love the new range of Grapefruit products. Smells lovely! Maybe I'll give in to the temptations some day.
But my main aim of going into Body Shop yesterday was to get the RougeBerry EDT, that will be supporting the HIV fund. Furthermore they are selling at a promotional price of $9.90.
And because I am getting it, I am entitled to a discounted price if I were to get any other one. I bought another one anyway.. cause it smells great too.
So there goes $24.80 in total.
Lunch was great.
Spent around $16+.
That includes an Earthquake!
So it's worth it!
It all ended around 2pm.
Wanted to go home slack.. but ended up shopping around PS with Nian Shun.
First time looking at guys' clothes for such a long period of time.
But I must say guy clothes are really nice.
If only I can wear them.
Spent a long time in Daiso... looking at almost everything they offer.
Finally bought my transparent standing umbrella!
So happy... now I pray it rains often before I set of for school, so I can use it. =P
Spent $16.
Made our way home after that.
Haven't been spending so much in a day for a long time..
I feel happy though.. haha...
I'm becoming more spendthrift...
Labels: Food Quest, Shopping
s e n s e d @ 11:34 PM
Agina
I am suppose to be studying from 8pm - 10pm.
But ended up watching a silly movie by the name of Down in Love, if I didn't remember wrongly, as I felt that I deserve the break and can afford to push my schedule backward.
So it ended at 9.30pm.
Had a very thorough and enjoyable bathe of half and hour.
10pm.
Ended up online looking for a show to load while I study so I can watch after that.
But as I was studying... I suddenly felt pain at my neck area... then the backache came...
Worse of all.. chest pain.
It felt like I was being compressed.
It can't be that I'm feeling too stressed up or what-so-ever.
I wasn't stressed up, judging from my performance today. I'm pretty satisfied with myself.
Kept on track until evening...
Maybe all these pains are due to improper seating posture for long hours...
I shall watch my posture from now on..
Since there will be many more long study hours to come...
Congratulations to my dearest juniors for bringing the glory to the school!!
I am Proud to be an ex CRCY member!!Labels: Well being
s e n s e d @ 10:59 PM