Monday, April 30, 2007
Jealousy
'Were you like flirting with him?'
I'm just turned-off when she said that I flirt with him,
when all that I did was ask about his parentage.
Is that like flirting?
I suppose she's just jealous that she didn't get to talk to him.
Anyway he's very funny...
He told Feli and I to take up Indian instead of French after knowing that we were taking French as EP.
Reason being 'India will be the next super power.'
When what he meant was Tamil...Labels: Feelings
s e n s e d @ 9:42 PM
Almost.
I love the dinner!!
Mad Jack's Grilled chicken with black pepper sauce..
Apple crumble with caramel...
Feli, thanks for having the lovely dinner with me!!
It was just such a waste that Christle couldn't make it...
Anyway... I can still picture EO's image in my mind...
Oh manx... melt melt melt...
The image of him leaning in front of us...
PF!! I'm really so envious of you...
I know how you feel... how your heart flutters...
And you were right...
The girls in my class were like adnormally noisy...
Took a long walk home...
I don't know why I picked up speed as I walk...
Almost got ramped by a Transit bus...
It just drove across the road even when the red light has lighted.. and the green man has appeared.
Seriously.
I was fortunate to wait a little while before I cross...
Feli, remember I was just telling you at dinner that I once wished I get ramped by the bus?
Hahaha.. I should really be careful what I wish for...Labels: Feelings, Outing
s e n s e d @ 8:03 PM
Loose Eyeballs
Woke up late...
This seems be getting worse...
Time to correct it before it becomes a habit...
Phew~ On time for lecture.
Monday = 闷 Day
Some have already gone home at 12 cause practicals are cancelled for this week... except MBC/ABC pract.
How nice if I can go home already...
Since there's no French class tonight.
Have to wait till 2.30pm for practical...
Beause A.O is absent... and E.O is taking over!!
PF, I get to attend his practical!!
Highlight of the Day.
Imagine a girl wearing a t-shirt, tight knee length short with High Boots with swirling colours.
Walking from the LSCT LT areas towards the water-cooler that sheltered pathway.
And her eyes went Rolling Rolling Rolling...
Looking at us with that irritaing expression like we were the weirdly-dressed people.
What's the problem with her?
Are her eye balls detached or what?
Argh...
Looking forward to Mad Jack with Feli and Christle tonight...
Hopefully we'll go there....Labels: Feelings
s e n s e d @ 1:23 PM
Sunday, April 29, 2007
Emo Season
April seems to be the Emo Season for many...
I suppose it's because April is when all the fun ends and everyone starts to settle down for school...
Deep thoughts then comes in when you stop doing all those nonsense which just never fail to get you happy.
After all those fun at Sentosa yesterday...
Today just seem to be such a boring day.
Sitting around, couldn't bring myself to do anything...
In fact I've been sitting in front of the screen for I don't know how many hours.
And I did nothing but try to get all the pictures uploaded.
April Emo Season
I hope it's coming to an end soon...
I dislike the feeling of getting close to someone and in the next moment, it
!snaps.
It hurts painfully...
I guess I shouldn't have open up in the first place...Labels: Reflections
s e n s e d @ 4:07 PM
Saturday, April 28, 2007
Sentosa
Pictures paint a thousand words...
So I shall let the photos do most of the 'talking'!
Keep a look out for the album link!
It'll be up by tomorrow...
Hopefully cause there's about 300 photos to be uploaded. (X.X)
Today's trip was really great!
Felicia, Hui Xian, Pei Fen, Serene, Yan Lin, Wen Ping and myself didn't stay at the beach because we're not beach girls...
So off we went, around the entire Sentosa Island, for our own Self Love expedition.
Hahaha.. I love the Seven Sisters!!
So many beautiful photos!!
Look at all the photos and you can tell how much fun we had!
Including the little joke on how we were stranded at Vivo, right Sisters? ^-*
Felt sorry to the others as we did not spend time at the beach... but I think we didn't make the wrong decision!
Lunch at the Pizza shop at Imbiah Lookout was good!
Met Andy! At River Island...
Wanted to take a photo with him lor... but no camera in store allowed.
Sad la.. like how many chances can I get to take photo with my Handsome Xiao Di?
PF, one day we 3 should go out together!
Got back to the beach around 4 plus...
Sadly PF and YL had to leave first...
Built sandcastle... chatted.. played a little....
HX piggy-backed me!! Never really got piggy backed by anyone before.. I mean apart from my father... Feels really good... ^_^
I was suppose to be clean.. all thanks to Ting Feng. Rah!
Never really chatted so much with Jolyn before...
Sometimes it's really good to sit down and talk to someone...
Waited for a long long time for the others to get bathed...
A few of us didn't... cause we were quite clean. =P
Stupid Kai Hua stepped on my leg.
Just because I was like pointing out to them the blue lighting on the ground as we were walking to the beach station.
None of the bothered about it and I said why nobody bother about me in chinese, wei shen me mei you ren CAI wo?
And he stepped on me! Rahh!
Wanted to take the tram out to Vivo... but the queue was... Woohoo!
So it's back to the larget capacity bus!
Dinner at Kopitiam.
Some went to Food Replubic.. some don't know where....
Wah l**! The uncle who cleared the table is like....
Ok... 4 of us had soupy food. So the uncle had to pour all the soup into one bowl so that he can stack the bowls up.
It so happened I was sitting at the side.. furthest from his left hand which he use to pour the soup.
Happily he poured them quickly and all the soup splashed onto my shirt! Argh... they are oily soup! Each time he pour a bowl I got to shift myself further back.
When he was done.. I Thanked him quite loudly.
Seriously I did thank him sincerely.. and not because he cause the soup to splash onto me..
After my table mates found out about the soup splashing, they laughed at me! And asked why I thanked the uncle loudly...
But really... I was very sincere....
Thought that my aunt would call me at 9 plus...
Cause I was suppose to be home by then...
Hahaha! But she didn't call!!
All because she is now busy doing dry swimming. -_-
All in all.. I like today!!
Enjoyed myself thoroughly...
Though I'm being said by someone that we very **y. Never play. =PLabels: GL, Outing
s e n s e d @ 11:41 PM
Friday, April 27, 2007
My Forgetful Day
I actually left my shoebag at the Level 6 bench.
At the sight of the shoebag lying on the table top,
I went: Eh, Who has the same shoebag as me?
At the glimpse of the shoe inside then I realized it was mine.
Yes... I am that slow and forgetful. =P
This leads me to think of an incident back in secondary school...
~*~*~
There was this Saturday.
After CCA training.
My friend's father agreed to give me a ride home.
Waited at the foyer... rushed into the car.
Reached home in no time.
Only to realized that my entire bag is missing.
Not in my friend's father car.
Guess where it was...
Left in my school's foyer.
That is how forgetful I can get.
My entire bag left in school.. all because I was carrying 3 bagful of things... and happily I missed one out.
~*~*~
Bumped into 2 person today.
One aunty having lunch at SIM.
Someone who walked passed me at the Jln TP bus stop.
Was scared to tears by PF on the way home after OB.
I have never been scared till this extent for many years...
Rahh~ Why you scare me!!! =S
Finally had some good exercise during OB today.
So happy that everyone I intro to had fun today!!Labels: Character, OB
s e n s e d @ 4:24 PM
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Additions...
Forgot to mention these earlier...
I was surrounded by 5 Korean guys on my way to school.
Nothing to be envious or what-so-ever.
The one sitting in front of me looked like Ben.H.
That one behind of me was very irritating as he rested his legs on my seat and kept shifting. You know how annoying that can be right.
The one at the seat next to mine kept talking on the phone.
Argh... and they were speaking in Korean.
After school, as PF, YL and I sat at Student Plaza.
A male promoter came and gave me a brochure!
Haha.. and he smiled.. *^-^*
PF was jealous...
Hahaha... it's ok PF, at least you had guy asking you for numbers before.
Alright.. time to get to sleep...
First quiz tomorrow...
Never study.
Good luck.Labels: Feelings
s e n s e d @ 11:45 PM
Say it out...
Finally had a chance to have a good talk with PF and YL...
You guys are great...
All thanks to having no tuition today.
That we can have such chit chat session. Hahhaa...
Pei Fen, thanks for walking around TP with me...
lets have more of such walk around sessions!! ((:
I guess I really like thursdays...
I&E is good... I like my group!!
I have a nice facilitator too!
Wohoo~ Finally bought one of the CDs I've been wanting to get!
The collection of Chinese duets - Lover Only.
I'm not the only simpleton.
There are others out there who thinks just like me...
and it is comfortating to know...Labels: Feelings
s e n s e d @ 8:06 PM
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Mixtures
Does it make you a hyprocrite to not tell others what you really want?
But is it right to go arounding telling others what you want when not asked?
Personally I find the latter a turn off.
It's just a not very nice thing to do.
The feeling of having so much to say and yet unable to is quite a chore.
Supressing it.
Telling them to yourselves instead.
Are there people who really do things without motives?
Doing it just because they were being true to themselves and to those around.
It never cross my mind that such things are happening, and never thought that it would happen.
Am I just being too simple?
~*~*~
'Lots of funny things happen'
It's true I realised.
Just pay more attention to your surroundings.
Especially people around you.
Cause they do lots of funny things.
While waiting for my bus to get home,
I looked at the second deck of a double decker.
A foot stuck to the window.
What a sight!
I guess that person is being a little too 'at home'.
I don't deny that I too sometimes don't sit in a very proper manner on the bus, but I think it's still acceptable.
Anyway, it's funny to have your foot shown on 'big screen' around S'pore.
~*~*~
Finally get to come home early.
Dismissed at 4.30pm.
But it took me one hour to get home again. All thanks to the buses.
Slept like a log... and I really mean a dead log the moment I got home.
Never realised I was so tired.
Dinner. 7.30pm. If I had a choice, I would prefer to go without it.
It just ruins my day having to take dinner that I dislike.
Thought that finally I can get to eat some home cook food.
Trust me. I forced them down my esophagus.
Ate to put up a show only.Labels: Feelings, Reflections
s e n s e d @ 8:32 PM
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Another Bon Tuesday
I was late.
For the first time...
For 15 mins.
Argh...rushed like mad.
Took me so long to settle down...
Practical ended 2 hr early.
Was out of lab by 10.15am, which was suppose to end at 12noon.
Waited. Till I don't know what time for people I was suppose to meet to turn up.
Finally set foot into Mega Bites....
Never been in there the entire last sem!
Chicken chop still tastes not bad.
Totally amused at how different some people talk... their expressions both faces and speech, their tone etc.
Though I think half of the time I don't really understand what they were talking about.
Took in so much more air while eating and laughing.
That meal lasted me till dinner.
Decided to go without dinner.
200 Pounds Beauty
It's worth my $6.00
Sorry, you have to subsidise $0.50.
Really, thanks argh.... make you spend unnecessarily.
After watching this movie...
I suppose it's still an advantage to be beautiful....
For many reasons...
Oh wells...
I only realised that Spider Man 3 is coming out soon today.
I think I'm like still so detached since I came back from FOC...
Wee~
Had a really good free show... and chat.
Really appreciated it.
Thanks... I really understand what you were trying to tell me.
j'ai bon e'tudiant de français.
I have no idea if this sentence structure is correct.. but the meaning is there.
Yeah.. I mean it.
You sure pick up français very quicly!!Labels: Feelings
s e n s e d @ 9:17 PM
Monday, April 23, 2007
Extremes
Am suppose to be blogging with a rather happy mood...
But I don't know why it just died down.
Ok... I had one of the funniest practical today.
MBC = ABC.
Miscommunication with our teacher.
Cause it's written on the lab manual that we will be doing practical 6 instead of practical 2 today.
But it wasn't the case... and we didn't get the announcement from her.
So yup... a limited number of us brought laptop to plot graphs...
In fact there's only 7 laptops avaliable.
Worse thing was, there were 2 graphs to be plotted.
Quite a number of data analysis to be done as well.
Together with my lab partner, Felicia.
We made the mistake of taking the wrong pipette.
No wonder we seem to have so much less soultion compared to the others around us.
This thus leads to results so far from the others!
We get absorbances of 0.0XX while the rest are like 0.XXX. BIG DIFFERENCE!
At the point of time that we discovered, we were well into our second test already.
Haiz.
Restart.
Finally got our tests done.
No laptop avaliable.
I've never felt so helpless before.
All I could do was walk up and down the lab...
Pace here and there...
Watch people getting more and more of their practical done while mine had no progress at all.
The feeling is really horrible.
I can still feel it.
My heart itched till I felt like digging it out.
Felicia and I behaved like some mental patients.
Laughing... at the helplessness that we were facing...
Trust me.. it's argh!!
The worries that things can't be done on time...
3pm and still no chance.
Pathetic. Practical ends at 4.
Finally! 3.15pm!!
Woow!
Believe me... I was amazed at how quickly I could plot all those graphs... got all the analysis out.
I'm a slow worker... so it's totally amazing.
One of the funniest thing that happened was:
When SJ was done with her own 2nd graph, I stood beside her and said : Help the needy.
I didn't find it funny at all.... but Feli was laughing dunno like what... I got infected.
and Feli said : Help the unfortunate.
Why help the needy? Cause we needed to get our things done QUICKLY.
Help the unfortunate? Cause we had NO laptop to use.
Managed to get all the things done by 4pm.
I think we're just superb. Hahaha
Did it all in God Mood.
That's all about Practical.
Funny thing that happened during French class.
We were made to write a conversation that took palce in a restaurant.
We wanted to order steak. Had no idea what it's called.
And I started to 'Mooo~'
Am I not right? Sound language is universal!!
Stoned my way home on bus...
I really mean stoned.
With my fringe covering half my face.... staring out of the left side of the screen, because I was seated in front.
Alright, my mood took a dive thinking of how I am suppose to spend my time after class tomorrow.
Oh wells... I'm still looking for programme.
Maybe I should just get myself motivated to study.Labels: Feelings, Jokes
s e n s e d @ 9:53 PM
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Heavy Heart
It's not a very appropriate time to be doing reflections at this time of the day...
But I realized that I'm missing so many things...
My squad's gathering over the weekends.
I'm sorry my dears... can't make it...
Aunt wouldn't allow me to stay over either.
Halberd's Sentosa overnight BBQ.
It's just at the wrong timing... at night.
I can never have night activities it seems.
Permission will never be granted.
I feel that I'm being treated like a kid by her.
Not only her la...
Others treat me like a kid too.
But sad thing is, she treats me like one.
So it limits the things that I can do.
Sentosa outing this coming Sat.
Ha. Yeah! Permission granted!
But as usual : Make it the last... better concentrate on your studies.
See... that's the usual thing that I get.
School term is really meant to be stay home study thing.
Oh wells.. she never knows the extra small outings I get occassionally after school.
But timetable now really doesn't permit that.
Only tuesdays... good day to go for movies.. cheap. Haha..
But no company.
Rahh..
Been home this weekend.
Sian... wanted to study.. but don't know what to study.
Had late nights of chatting though...
It had been fun...
Been years since I had such nonsense thing already...
Manx... I'm feeling sleepy again.
Alright... I'm not really looking forward to 2nd week of school...Labels: Reflections
s e n s e d @ 2:13 PM
Saturday, April 21, 2007
Take a walk...
I know my most recent post sounded really harsh.
Filled with sadness and some anger.
I was just being too emotional...
Everything's fine now!
Just like how things used to be..
Forgotten after a good sleep.
Tell me, is this a good thing or a bad thing?
I forget things so easily...
Anyway, I finally get to take a little walk down Haji Lane.
But I was there too early, about 10 in the morning...
So all the shops were still closed.
But trust me. It's a lovely lane to walk down.
Sadly I didn't bring my camera with me... else I would have taken some really nice pictures of that place.
Shall make a trip back there one of these days... hopefully soon!
If you have no idea where Haji Lane is,
run a goggle search on it.
You'll be fascinated by the write-ups on it.
Take a walk there if you can!
How come I sound like I'm trying to promote that place.. haha..
Anyway, ask me along if you want... ^-^
Biostats is killing my brain cells...
Have no idea how to do la...
Rahh~ Somebody help!Labels: Reflections
s e n s e d @ 9:46 PM
Friday, April 20, 2007
You Are Teal Green |
You are a one of a kind, original person. There's no one even close to being like you. Expressive and creative, you have a knack for making the impossible possible. While you are a bit offbeat, you don't scare people away with your quirks. Your warm personality nicely counteracts and strange habits you may have. |
What Color Green Are You?Is it my warm personality that people tend to take adventage of me?
They take my kindness for granted.
I hate it to be like that.
Or maybe this test is inaccurate.
How come I hardly find people who appreciates?
Labels: Character
s e n s e d @ 11:25 PM
2 different things...
Happy to be back in OB!
Wee~ Played some games...
Did some warm ups.. a short run to Block 5's LT.
Future OB trainings will be good with Christle, Felicia, Pei Fen and Yanlin around.
And probably presence of Lendl and Darren.
Despite all these...
Feeling some unhappiness...
~*~*~
Seriously, I don't like the way I'm being treated by you all.
I feel that I'm of nobody to you, even when all and almost all I did were for your sake.
I don't feel appreciated.
Many things I did, I put you into thoughts.
What do I get in return?
Everything's done your own way.
I'm just someone there when you needed some help or probably company.
I don't ask for anything in return,
But some appreciations and some thoughts to be spared on me.
Say I'm being over sensitive,
Being petty.
But I'm a human being too...
~*~*~
I never knew that that's the picture that the others are seeing.
I never felt that there was anything different between us.
Seriously, there isn't anything going on.
Things are just as simple as it used to be.
I'm warned.
Let it not be true.
~*~*~
There's so many things i want to say.
So many pent up feelings that I realized were kept deep within.
But things are different now.
I have to keep them all within myself and hope that it'll just decompose and turn into thin air.
PF, YL, thanks so much...
You both are wonderful friends... really!Labels: Feelings
s e n s e d @ 9:56 PM
Formula
Hahahaa... formula given to me today...
how to make evil plan.
1.incubate evil tots for 3 hours at 37 degC
2.mix 15 ul of evil liquid with 30 ul of evil tots
3.load 1 ul of evil laugh in to mixture
4.pipette it in to mind
5.wa la!!! evil plan is hatched!!
I wonder what evil liquid is...
Saliva?
s e n s e d @ 4:57 PM
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Funny question..
Suppose to go immigration before going for class...
But due to my sore eye and feeling unwell...
Aunt had decided that I should just go take photo and get home to rest.
But the problem is how can I look nice taking photo with a sore eye!
I think her eye got problem...
Because she say it wasn't that noticeable.
Came home.
I really slept like I was sleeping at night.
Lunch in school with the GLs...
I&E class is good.
Same group with PF, YL and this girl from BFS.
Hope we'll all work well together.
Class ended after 2 hr... which was suppose to last for 4 hr
Went to the library to collect my At First Sight!
Watched a little of Sister Act. ^-^
PF, YL and Feli asked me a very weird question.
Hahahaha... I don't have a BF la...
Believe me, if I really have one, I'll tell the whole world. except my aunt.
Tuition was good...
Though I wanted to get my pay...
But the mother went out. x_x
After seeing the boy's performance tonight...
I can't bear to let go yet.
Guess I'll teach till end of this year...
s e n s e d @ 10:36 PM
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
What happened...
I woke up with a pretty sore right eye...
Not that I was on the computer the entire night...
I slept at 10 plus!
Maybe something bit me while I was asleep...
Maybe I cried when sleeping without knowing...
Whatever it is.. I look so ugly!
Fortunately I still have my spectacles and my long fringes... hahaha
Forced to see a doctor later.
Uncle can't stand my coughing anymore...
I can't too...
I had to walk out of Medical Biology to cough today...
Because I don't want others too see my lungs. =P
I'm kinda looking forward to tomorrow's I&E class!
ShuJun, Feli, PeiFen, Yanlin, Wenxin will be in the same class!!!
Wee~
But I'm dreading tuition tomorrow...
How to teach when my throat is so bad...
and now that my eye is sore...
Haiz...
Just let me recover soon...
It's time to get back on track to work hard.Labels: Sick
s e n s e d @ 6:27 PM
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Happy Happy Happy
Super Happy today on the whole...
Apart from waiting for the cheering competition, since I end class at 12 noon.
It was suppose to start at 3pm!!!
We later found out that it has been scheduled to start at 5pm instead.
Two more hours of waiting.
PF, don't worry, it's not your fault.
But it's alright.
Gave me more time to spend with ah-hem. heex. :)
Shall not mention names.
Guess you both know who you are!
Thanks for the lunch treat!!
I owe you one...
Hahaha... PF and I watched movie like we were Siamese twins.
Why you like to nudge my face??
Like I some baby like that lor... =P
Lost my voice... that was slowly coming back...
But it's ok...
We got 3rd in the competition.
Disappointed.. but it's ok. Because we know we didn't fulfill all the judging criteria.
Thanks argh... for agreeing to come all the way to Novena to have dinner.
Wee Nam Kee nice not? I scared you all don't like...
But really... You all really very cute la.
Thanks for the dinner treat.
So, I owe you two ok!!
Must give me chance to treat hor.
And next time don't make me the 'head'. =P
Whatever it is...
I really had a great time with you all...
It's just a pity I lost my voice... and I was feeling too tired.
One fine day, you all shall see that crazy side of me!!
Ok, at least the more active view of me...
Haha.. ask me out more often ok?
You all know hor, I end class early on tuesdays.. hint hint..
Hahaha.. kidding la.
Just ask me out k...
Oh ya, some clarifications!
The post on the long walk home... am not emo-ing.
Really... I enjoy that walk home..
I was feeling happy at that time. Trust me!!
Alright.. I really need to sleep.
Lousy Wednesdays timetable.Labels: Feelings, Thanks
s e n s e d @ 9:28 PM
Monday, April 16, 2007
FOC - Prep Camp
Prep Camp Day 1
Log was in a mess.
The entire Club House was almost emptied.
Was threatened that I'll get punished if I miss out a single item. But I can't remember what punishment it was already.
Found Log Room in a mess when I was finally done with Club House.
No hard copy floor plan was drawn out. But I was feeling too tired or maybe I have just given up hope to be too bothered.
Just when everything was done...
The seniors said that it wasn't done correctly.
I wasn't angry or what-so-ever.
I was just feeling disappointed that I didn't do a good job.
That I didn't make it a point to remind and force a floor plan draft out.
But it was already too late.
Shopping trip was really fun.
Bought so much stuffs like they don't cost a thing.
Prep Camp Day 2
I really can't remember much of what we did...
Went through mass games, skit...
Oh ya. Dance items.
Cake arrived much earlier than expected.
I conclude, there is no way they'll stick to the time you've specified no matter how many times you've reminded them.
Had free and easy for dinner.
PF, YL and I made our way to KAP quickly.
Everyone seemed so relaxed but only we three rushed like the end of the world is just the next moment.
Bought things for out Mortal.
Bought take away from Mac's.
Finally managed to settle down by the tables near the pond to eat.
It's a very senic place to eat...
Managed to bathe clean clean.. wee~
Graduation.
Was on the verge of tears... but the happy atmosphere was over-powering.
I guess the best part was watching PF and KH. Super comical!
Poor Nian Shun was trying to contact us badly.
Realised that the 'car' for our mascot was still undone.
The comm heads stayed up.
The things that happened in the log room that night was hilarious.
Just look at the pictures and you'll agree.
K.. shall talk about FOC tomorrow...
s e n s e d @ 10:55 PM
1st Day of Year 2
Long long day.
8am - 8pm.
Stucked in the same lecture hall that we've been using at the convention since year 1.
I want a change of environment!!
Maybe just change to another LT?
Eh, fellow GLs.
It's not that I don't want sit with you all...
How would you expect me to pang sei my classmate, who'll be now alone since the other 2 silly girls are gone...
Don't pressurise me like that.
How come you all never say Feli but only say me...
Skipped part of the INAC lecture to go student plaza.
Missed MOBIO.
Went back in for BIOSTAT though.
Boring subject. Because it involves numbers and calculations.
Rahh... what long queue for notes of E-mart!!!
Forgot how long, but it took me my entire lunch break.
Oh ya, my freshie can't recognise me.. sad sad. Because I was in specs. =P
3hr practical became 4hr practical.
Because we wasted time having to send someone down to get practical manuals as it wasn't clearly stated by the bookshop vendor.
French class...
Karen.
She speaks such profound français that I had problem understanding her, on top of that, my brain is already oozing muddy water.
I miss Mdm Phan.
But Karen seems to be nice as well...
Sadly my throat never stops... I think I was quite a disturbance to the class.
Pardon me.
Excuser moi.
Yeah!!
I have a 'Happy ending of school day!'
Enjoyed the way home...
A non air-conditioned double decked 154.
Sat at the lower deck cause my arm is pre-occupied with a large pile of notes and a textbook.
The wind against the skin is lovely.
A few moments before that I was just feeling down that I had to go home alone when the other 3 all take 74 home.
But to think of it, having quiet moments alone isn't really that bad after all...
It wasn't really that quiet too... had sms-es accompany me home. Thanks argh!!
Never take the shorter way home. Just not comfortable walking that long long route alone.
But i guessed it was quite the same after all, for I walked part of that long route...
But the walk tonight was a real good one.
Quiet. Dim yellow street lamps. Bright white tennis court lights.
The cool breeze carassing your skin...
I took my own sweet time to walk that route tonight, when usually I would have rushed the way through.
It's always good to take a stroll down a straight path with dim lights whenever you're feeling tired or need to sort your thoughts. Trust me.
If you can't find a suitable place... come look for me...
I'll bring you down this wonderful path...
The path with the dim yellow lights...
The path with the tender breeze...Labels: Reflections
s e n s e d @ 10:24 PM
My First Da Jie
I just can't wait to post about it...
Because it's something really significant.
S.C is my Da Jie!!
My first Da Jie!
So happy!!
Never liked to have such relationship with others, especially seniors.
But she's different.
Don't ask me why...
We're so similar...
More than 50%.
And we get along well...
I'm glad that I've known her.
Seriously, the AGLs are really VERY VERY NICE people...
Love them to the core!!!!!!!!!
Shall post more about it later...Labels: AGLs
s e n s e d @ 12:51 AM
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Really long to do an update on FOC...
But haven't found the time to...
So I shall do it on Tues I suppose... on my shortest school day.
Anyway photos are uploaded....
Not all till now...
Still uploading..
But most are up.
Links are found under the 'ties' tab!
Enjoy!
s e n s e d @ 10:44 PM
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Coming soon...
Wohoo~
One more day to prep camp.
Tomorrow will be a busy day.
MUST complete what I've planned to make and pack bag.
But GF Abe and Davin had promised to help.
So I think things can be done pretty quickly. Hopefully!
Heex. Sorry argh Davin. Made him meet me downstairs so late as I asked a favour to laminate the things.
GF doesn't seem quite herself.. hope she'll get better.
Everyone's coming down...
But I'm feeling kinda good now.
Hope it wouldn't cause my downfall in FOC.
Hope everyone will strive through FOC!! Jia You!!
Banners are undone.
Argh.. hope we can complete them during prep camp...
Sniper's flag is Impressive...
It's still incomplete... but it will be completed.
I Love other groups' flags too..
All is Beautiful!
Aren't we all so Pro? Hahaha...
I'm sorry to say that it's really kinda last min to touch-up identities during prep camp,
But since I was being assured that it's possible.
That shall be it.
I guess I'm just a very hurried person...
I must say throughout this entire week of intense practices...
It had created chances for me to bond with other GLs whom I had hardly talked to in the past.
People are really different after knowing them.
Dance.
I really don't dare look at myself in the recorded video.
If I were to look and know how I am like... I doubt I can do it anymore.
Maybe I'll look at it when the performance is over. But I guess I better not know. Haha
I banged into the fire extinguisher container near the green patch water cooler.
Rahh.. Make myself a joke...
Why am I so clumsy?
My hand is slightly swollen.
I wonder why...
Hope it will subside by Monday.
Alright.. going to pray tomorrow..
Time for bed.
Nightx...Labels: Feelings, GL
s e n s e d @ 12:02 AM
Thursday, April 05, 2007
Long update
Phantom of the Opera
Tue 03 Apr 07 8pm
Wonderful show...
Bravo!
So grand so beautiful...
Lovely songs...
The water effects... In fact all the effects.
Due to this, had to change into skirt in school...
Everyone asked if I was going on a date.
Hahaha.. Yeah man. I wish.
Dating Phantom of the Opera isn't a bad idea too!
One of the rare occasions that I'll dress up like that.
Feli said that I don't look my age, look like 15 instead. Haha!
Someone asked if I was really wearing a skirt.
Hey, I'm still a girl after all right. Bleah. =p
Finally had a good nap in the car, on the way home...
~*~*~
Flag painting was fun..
Though I felt so bad for not helping much in my own group's flag at the beginning.
Trying to settle all the paints etc...
Conquered 2 quests.
One with Nyse - black cloth (failed), paints
Second with PF & YL (black paint)
Made 2 trips to the same shop side by side...
Good training for FOC i guess.
Broke down.
Couldn't help it.
But I really feel much much better.
Sorry for such behaviour...
It's always entertaining watching the Simple Skit of different 'feeling'.
Love it...
Never fails to put at least a smile on someone's face.
Can't really remember what we did till 12mn to go for nightwalk recce.
All I can remember was that we (Donald, Feli, PF and I) discussed on banner, while i help Bee Sim with identities.
Lendl called and offered to help us buy take away.
Wee~ Food for the day for the 3 immortals. D, PF & I.
Forced my food down.. really no appetite... but no choice. Under Beee's supervision.
The walk was alright...
I guess the more exciting walk was the one to Nyse's house.
Walked passed Dairy Farm Road! Fond memories of What's Next? Haha
We walked pretty far..
Till somewhere which we can be sure the taxi fare will not be too costly...
Had some really lame and funny jokes with her on the way...
Reached around 4am I think...
No of hours of sleep I get I think is around 1.
Were suppose to paint the banners...
But because nobody took the paint...
So yup. Made do with Nikki's acrylic and painted a little...
Were babbling sense with Serene and Hui Xian at the very end before they fell asleep...
Very very crappy things..
In fact I'm feeling the same lightness of my head already...
Breakfast at Mac's...
A good sleep for me on the bus to school..
Dance...
Lots of happenings...
Banner painting..
Tuition...
I think I am pro!
How did I sleep without knowing..
And I am sure I was teaching the boy when such things happened..
I wonder if I taught anything wrongly. Hope not.
Alright.. I better go sleep.
Everyone's asking me to sleep..Labels: GL
s e n s e d @ 10:05 PM
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Masquerade
It's just such a Loser to be crying in front of the screen...
Thanks Mandy, for all the sensible advise.
I really really appreciate them..
Thanks to Darren too...
I just can't get my thoughts out yet...
There's so much I want to say...
But now...
Let those fluid flow till they dry up...
Masquerade!
Hide your face,
so the world will
never find you!
Masquerade!
Every face a different shade . . .
Masquerade!
Take your fill -
let the spectacle
astound you!
Masquerade!
Burning glances,
turning heads . . .
Masquerade!
Stop and stare
at the sea of smiles
around you!
Masquerade!
Seething shadows
breathing lies . . .Labels: Feelings, Thanks
s e n s e d @ 12:19 AM
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
As the Day draws nearer...
I'm feeling the jitters.
My heart skip beats at the thoughts of the things left undone.
Logistics stuffs.. identities...
Gosh... I wonder if I'll ever finish them...
Rahh!! Stay cool!!
I really love the mass dance song.
Will work harder on it...
Steph, Jia You!! You can do it!! Thanks for all your hard work!!
Rahh~ Was given a very I don't know what to say comment by 2 seniors.... Embarrassing. Shall not say it...
Oh no... how... the thoughts are making me jumpy.
Walk through Nightwalk route was alright...
One more to go on Wed.
Think aunt isn't really happy that I'll be 'camping' out that night.
Had to bluff her to agree. Haiz. When will such things stop?
Going for Phantom of the Opera tomorrow!!
Looking forward!!
Sad thing is have to dress up. >.<
It has been a long time since I walked that long dark path...
Hahaha.. gong gong (blur blur) Davin finally get to know the neighbourhood better.Labels: Feelings
s e n s e d @ 12:28 AM
Sunday, April 01, 2007
First shopping trip
Had FOC camp comm meeting in the morning...
Was early, despite making a trip to the nearest mrt station from my house and walked 1 mrt station to take a bus to school.
Took orders for breakfast..
So yup.. met Donald at KAP.
Had meeting till I don't know what time..
We just seem to take forever to set off to buy things.
Nevertheless we finally made our way there.
First went to somewhere near BT market to buy paint...
Saw some very weird things.. haha
Took a super long ride in 61 to get to Beach road..
PF sat till her butt ached. Hahaha... had a nice little nap though.
Bought the stuffs...
Had I don't know it's lunch or dinner at the food center.
Bought lots of light sticks and take a bus back..
The bus ride didn't seem to be so long... probably because we were chatting throughout the journey. Really fun. We occupied the last section of the bus..
Weng told us her Sec sch days.. and we shared some of ours.. hahaha...
Girlfriend didn't want to go home so early,
so she came home with me for dinner instead.
I remembered that my house was suppose to have curry chicken.. but it became Tasty rice instead. Not that bad too...
Had our dinner.. at 9pm plus..
Treated her to Exotic Solera ice cream.. buy 1 get 1 free.. heex.
Wanted to sit at playgroud.. but there were some not very decent people..
So ate at home... showed her my pictures.. haha.. those unglam childhood days.. and sec sch pics...
Walked her out to the KK Hospital bus stop.
Stopped a little while to pick saga seeds for her..
Forgot that there was this wolf look a like dog..
It came near the gate where I was squating.. and barked.
I screamed.. haha... scary.
Bus came very soon...
Might as well.. not good for her to go home so late...
First time bringing a friend home so late...
Comm Heads shopping is fun!
Looking forward to Log comm shopping!
Today had been a restful day..
Slept at 1 am last night.. got up near 11am..
Had branch...
Started on my special Sniper identities.. scared I have no time to finish..argh
Slacked... aunt came home.
Asked me go Novena... shopped around..
Went NTUC...
Slept after we got home.
4pm till 7pm.
See how restful I was! Hahaha...
Finally knew where exactly Davin stays.. hahaha..
Potential FOC car rides to school in future..Labels: Feelings, GL
s e n s e d @ 11:26 PM