Saturday, September 27, 2008
I say Hey! What's going on?
It's nice to put a smile on somebody's face,
especially when that person is someone who matters to you.
It's been a long while since I've patronised B&J's at Cathay.
It has probably been almost a year.
I wracked somethere there this time.
Hush, keep it a secret for me please.
On the account that I am nice to you.
Anyway, I hope you have a good first impression of it's ice cream.
Or at least the place itself.
Do you chose who you show your true emotion to?
But what if the person whom you want your true emotion be made known to does not notice it?
I think it will hurt terribly then.Labels: Reflections
s e n s e d @ 11:40 PM
Monday, September 22, 2008
Dig them all out.
I just feel like digging my heart out.
Dig all my internal organs out.
Something just seem to be stuck inside.
It's making me feel miserable.
Does history always has to repeat itself?
Or am I just cursed?
You think you are sensitive?
I think not.
Don't come poking into my life, gaining my trust and dependence and leave me to die with an empty hole.
Irritaing shit.
Filled with negative thoughts.
Why? Why must life be like that?
Can't it be straight forward?
Why can't we be frank?
How I wished I was knocked down by that car just now. =)Labels: Feelings
s e n s e d @ 5:43 PM
Saturday, September 13, 2008
from my dear girl
Valerie Zhang wrote at 12:48am
hey dear, thanks for talking to me ok! you must jiayou in school! must must! you are going to start school in a years time too! which is very fast! i will be back next yr to witness you going to school ok! (: (:
and i would like to say, thanks very very much for being my friend all these years. i really treasure the friendship we had all this while. thanks alot alot for being with me all this while, always being there listening to my rubbish nonsense.
and i must really thank god for putting you in my life, i really need you! (: takecare ok! I WILL BE BACK IN GOOD TIME. hopefully you can still recognise me! if you cant, i hope it will be because i am a few sizes smaller, not a because i'm a huge human. hahhaa.
i will miss you, actually i miss you already that my heart hurts so :( goodness!
see you tmr (: sleep well dear! loves loads!Labels: Dedications
s e n s e d @ 5:53 PM
Monday, September 08, 2008
Me?
From Hong Wei's blog... feeling bored.. lazy to blog about my emotional state.
So, here's something for fun....
Pointers applicable are coded Orange.
I am 5'4" or shorter.
I think I'm ugly.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
I have a tattoo
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/I've had braces.
I wear glasses sometimes.
I'd get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free.
I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercings in places besides my earsI have freckles
Family/Home life.
I've sworn at my parents.
I've been kicked out of the house.
My biological parents are together.
I have a sibling less than one year old
I want to have kids someday.
I have children.
I've lost a child.
Embarrassment.
I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I've snorted while laughing.
I've laughed so hard I've cried.
I've glued my hand to something.
I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
I've had my pants rip in public.
Health.
I was born with a disease/impairment.
I've had stitches.
I've broken a bone.
I've had my tonsils removed.
I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend.
I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
I had a serious surgery.
I've had chicken pox.
Travelling.
I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
I've been on a plane.
I've been to Canada.
I've been to Niagara Falls.
I've been to Japan.
I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I've been to Europe.
I've been to Africa.
I've been to France.
Experiences.
I've been lost in my city.
I've seen a shooting star.
I've wished on a shooting star.
I've seen a meteor shower.
I've gone out in public in my pajamas. (when I was young)
I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I've been to a casino.
I've been skydiving.
I've gone skinny dipping.
I've played spin the bottle.
I've crashed a car
I've been skiing.
I've been in a play
I've met someone in person from the internet.
I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I've seen the Northern Lights.
I've sat on a roof top at night.
I've played chicken.
I've played a prank on someone.
I've ridden in a taxi.
I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I've eaten Sushi.
I've been snowboarding.
Relationships.
I'm single.
I'm in a relationship.
I'm available.
I'm engaged.
I'm married.
I've gone on a blind date.
I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I've been divorced.
I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
I've kept something from a past relationship.
Sexuality.
I've had a crush on someone of the same gender.
I've kissed a member of the same gender.
I've had sex with someone of the opposite gender.
I've had sex with someone of the same gender.
I've had sex with more than one person at the same time.
I am a cuddler.
I've been kissed in the rain.
I've had sex outdoors.
I've hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.
I have had sex with a stranger.
Honesty/Crime.
I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I've cheated while playing a game.
I've cheated on a test.
I've run a red light.
I've been suspended from school.
I've witnessed a crime.
I've been in a fist fight.
I've been arrested.
I've shoplifted.
Drugs/Alcohol.
I've consumed alcohol.
I smoke cigarettes.
I smoke pot.
I regularly drink.
I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
I've done hard drugs.
I've been addicted to an illegal substance.
I take cough meds when I'm not sick.
I can't swallow pills.
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
Mental health.
I have been diagnosed with depression.
I shut others out when I'm depressed.
I take anti-depressants.
I have an eating disorder.
I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
I've hurt myself on purpose.
I'm addicted to self harm.
I've woken up crying.
Death.
I'm afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I've seen someone dying.
I have attempted suicide.
Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
Someone close to me has committed suicide.
Random.
I can sing well.
I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
I open up to others too easily.
I don't kill bugs.
I curse regularly.
I sing in the shower.
I am a morning person.
I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
I'm a snob about grammar.
I am a sports fanatic.
I play with my hair.
I have/had "x"s in my screen name.
I love being neat. (for certain things)
I've copied more than 30 CDs in a day.
I bake well.
My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
I don't know how to shoot a gun.
I am in love with love.
I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
I laugh at my own jokes.
I eat fast food weekly.
I believe in ghosts.
I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
I am really ticklish.
I love white chocolate.
I bite my nails.
I play video games.
I'm good at remembering faces.
I'm good at remembering names.
I'm good at remembering dates.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.Labels: Character
s e n s e d @ 8:46 PM
