Wednesday, October 29, 2008
I wish...
Walking down that stupid road home,
thinking over how to reply the messages,
I saw this Chinese National riding his bicycle against the direction of the road,
singing at the top of his voice.
How I wished I could sing like him.
He seem to be feeling super good about it.
If only I could.Labels: Reflections
s e n s e d @ 11:33 PM
Monday, October 27, 2008
Sucks to be me.
I hate this feeling.
The feeling of looking forward to something,
especially to get out of the house,
and be crushed at the last minute.
It's stupid to get teary over such things.
That's why I suck.
You promised.
Please keep it.Labels: Feelings
s e n s e d @ 5:22 PM
Saturday, October 25, 2008
nothing to do
hate that stupid feeling.
feel like I am dying.
that my heart is going to stop anytime.
there seem to be tonnes of things to do.
yet I feel like there's nothing to do.Labels: Feelings
s e n s e d @ 9:17 PM
Thursday, October 23, 2008
that love hate feeling.
拥有了，就会害怕失去。Labels: Feelings
s e n s e d @ 8:29 PM
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Moving on.
Just slightly less than half a Haato waffle to last the entire day.
And about a cup of ice cream.
I got well.
Enough of the girly way of showing emotions.
It's been a long while since the last time those stupid fluid flowed like there's no end.
The camp was a good get away.
The waterfalls, the Mt. Panti.
The same campsite.
I still love it there.
Missed timing?
Oh wells, if that's what you say,
nothing I can do about it.
You can find timing again.
Back to school tomorrow.
Good luck.
My mind is rusty.Labels: Reflections
s e n s e d @ 11:33 PM
Thursday, October 09, 2008
Thanks for the memories...
Can't say that I didn't expect it.
I saw it coming one way or the other.
If only you didn't take things one step further.
Guess it would have been easier for you and for me.
I'm sorry if I was the one causing you all the pain.
I know the answer now.
My presence doesn't make you any happier.
At least you are not torn now.
I shouldn't have responded.
Shouldn't have.
Thanks for all the company you have given.
The smiles you brought onto my face.
Just as I was thinking this morning that your sugar coated words will one day cause me hell.
It came soon enough.
Never mind.
They were sweet there and then.
Hopefully we will still share laughters.
Can't lose you as a friend.Labels: Dedications
s e n s e d @ 11:25 PM
Dragging my heart with it...
How come time seem to pass so slowly...
It seems to be dragging.
How can one make one's mind be preoccupied with thoughts that one desires?
Teach me if you know how.
It's boring to stay at home.
Or rather,
It's lonely to stay at home.
Where can I go?
Roam the streets?
and just come home to the bed when the day is over.Labels: Feelings
s e n s e d @ 10:49 AM
